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[*Azarel*]

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"It'd be neat if people could write about someone that's on their mind right now, in an anonymous message. It can be about love, crush, hate, issues. Just don't turn it into thread where it needs to be closed."

It's happening. Oh my god. This is so exciting. I'm off to doll myself up. Ee! I can't stop smiling. I love you.

[SimplicityGirl]

To ______,

Well, well, well, what do you know? It's been 205 days without you in my life, and I'm hanging on. I honestly have no regrets about me and you and what happened betwen us. I know, that if I kept my place knew my space, we might be together still, but whatever. What's over is over. And I'm not gonna cry over that. I've shed way too much tears for you when we broke up. I've shed way too much tears over you, and I know you don't care about that. You never did. I don't blame you. We weren't ready for a real relationship. We were just being stupid and fooling around...honestly, NOBODY starts a bf/gf relationship just after two days of meeting each other like we did. Of course, sometimes it still hurts me to see you smile, laugh and have fun with another girl, but on the whole, I'm getting by just fine without you. I've gotten used to living my life without you. And even though you broke my heart, I'll always always have a spot for you in my heart. My heart may be broken for the first time by you, but I've picked up the pieces and somehow, somehow, I managed to fixed my heart right back up. It's not the same as before, but it's good enough for me. And I suppose that my heart will always beat for you. As much as I hate to admit it, as much as I hate to put a label to that, as much as I hate to say it, as much as I try to deny it, you're my first real boyfriend, and that makes you my first love. And getting over frst love and first heartbreak is always the hardest. And trust me, it is. You don't know how hard it was for me during the first month. Especially on the 26th of November, that was supposed to be our first month anniversary, but no, you had to break it off with me just two weeks before. And the 26th and the 12th of every month hasn't been easy. Those two numbers will always carry a meaning with me. And yes, I know you never cared for me, I just thought that you did. And maybe maybe, things would've worked out between us if we actually got to know each other better before jumping to being bf/gf with each other. It hurts to know that you never really cared, and every single thing that you said was a lie. But whatever, I don't even know why I'm rambling right now over you. I really don't. I thought that I was over you really...but I guess not.