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*Azarel*
post Jun 5 2005, 06:18 PM
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It's happening. Oh my god. This is so exciting. I'm off to doll myself up. Ee! I can't stop smiling. I love you.
 
 
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SimplicityGirl
post Jun 5 2005, 09:58 PM
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To ______,

Well, well, well, what do you know? It's been 205 days without you in my life, and I'm hanging on. I honestly have no regrets about me and you and what happened betwen us. I know, that if I kept my place knew my space, we might be together still, but whatever. What's over is over. And I'm not gonna cry over that. I've shed way too much tears for you when we broke up. I've shed way too much tears over you, and I know you don't care about that. You never did. I don't blame you. We weren't ready for a real relationship. We were just being stupid and fooling around...honestly, NOBODY starts a bf/gf relationship just after two days of meeting each other like we did. Of course, sometimes it still hurts me to see you smile, laugh and have fun with another girl, but on the whole, I'm getting by just fine without you. I've gotten used to living my life without you. And even though you broke my heart, I'll always always have a spot for you in my heart. My heart may be broken for the first time by you, but I've picked up the pieces and somehow, somehow, I managed to fixed my heart right back up. It's not the same as before, but it's good enough for me. And I suppose that my heart will always beat for you. As much as I hate to admit it, as much as I hate to put a label to that, as much as I hate to say it, as much as I try to deny it, you're my first real boyfriend, and that makes you my first love. And getting over frst love and first heartbreak is always the hardest. And trust me, it is. You don't know how hard it was for me during the first month. Especially on the 26th of November, that was supposed to be our first month anniversary, but no, you had to break it off with me just two weeks before. And the 26th and the 12th of every month hasn't been easy. Those two numbers will always carry a meaning with me. And yes, I know you never cared for me, I just thought that you did. And maybe maybe, things would've worked out between us if we actually got to know each other better before jumping to being bf/gf with each other. It hurts to know that you never really cared, and every single thing that you said was a lie. But whatever, I don't even know why I'm rambling right now over you. I really don't. I thought that I was over you really...but I guess not.
 

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Azarel   A message to anyone.   Jun 5 2005, 06:18 PM
angel_revelation   i'll miss you... i wish i could tell you how ...   Jun 5 2005, 06:21 PM
Nicolatofu   awww, I was gonna make a new topic! I guess n...   Jun 5 2005, 06:22 PM
YoGrandpaIsFine   Hey. I have a crush on you. Yes, believe it or not...   Jun 5 2005, 06:24 PM
bang_head   i'm worried. i want it to never end with you. ...   Jun 5 2005, 07:07 PM
sweetdreamsx3   Summer goes by so slowly without you. I promise ne...   Jun 5 2005, 07:09 PM
yummy_delight   to you: it's not going away. but you know wha...   Jun 5 2005, 07:09 PM
aera   >i can never tell you how i feel about you. im ...   Jun 5 2005, 08:24 PM
stephinika   version 5 already? wow. hi. i love you. but wher...   Jun 5 2005, 08:29 PM
sharerol   I like you.   Jun 5 2005, 08:34 PM
[x]Mari[x]   >I know you're at home. Why aren't you ...   Jun 5 2005, 08:39 PM
xlaydee_v   gosh.. you dont even know how i feel about you.. i...   Jun 5 2005, 09:01 PM
Ladii_em   To _____, Please...ask me already...I'll be w...   Jun 5 2005, 09:14 PM
iNyCxShoRT   guess what? we're going to see star wars 3 tog...   Jun 5 2005, 09:20 PM
MyVermilionPlague   Hey, dear. I'm sorry about what happened... y...   Jun 5 2005, 09:20 PM
lilxl0ser   to Ashlee* you're my best friend!!...   Jun 5 2005, 09:22 PM
SimplicityGirl   To ______, Well, well, well, what do you know? It...   Jun 5 2005, 09:58 PM
iNyCxShoRT   Oh yes I'm here again, I can't wait to see...   Jun 5 2005, 10:24 PM
dahding   from one whalphin to another: you've said sor...   Jun 5 2005, 10:24 PM
sharpieaddicteD   i wonder if i get to see you this summer.   Jun 5 2005, 10:28 PM
xbr0kensmil3   thanks for listening to me. you understand me comp...   Jun 5 2005, 10:35 PM
Kristinaa   Dear ---. I never got to tell you that i really d...   Jun 5 2005, 11:04 PM
Nicolatofu   Wow, I think I want to go jump up and down with my...   Jun 5 2005, 11:26 PM
YoGrandpaIsFine   - Heeeeeeeeeeeeey. So how ya doin'? I have a H...   Jun 6 2005, 12:01 AM
sharerol   - Yes, 4 more days!! Excited? I bet. - A...   Jun 6 2005, 01:15 AM
yukichan   **** I miss you...I never thought you meant so muc...   Jun 6 2005, 01:32 AM
Azarel   Kid, you have no idea who you're fucking with....   Jun 6 2005, 01:47 AM
K!$$   dear _______: - i miss you.. where are you? - tex...   Jun 6 2005, 01:59 AM
azn hunni xox   I was so close... There's just something about...   Jun 6 2005, 02:18 AM
Winter   I can't believe we have only 6 more days to be...   Jun 6 2005, 07:41 AM
miss barnes   i'm getting to be over ur ass...u havent talke...   Jun 6 2005, 04:08 PM
smilz2dasun   im sorry. im sorry we can't be together. im s...   Jun 6 2005, 05:24 PM
YoGrandpaIsFine   - 3 more days! - 4 more days! - You know...   Jun 6 2005, 05:47 PM
electric shock   Call me boy crazy. -toby w00t. 4 more days....   Jun 6 2005, 06:01 PM
Azarel   This is pathetic. At the sound of every car that d...   Jun 6 2005, 06:56 PM
jooleeah   I wish I had a friend like yours.   Jun 6 2005, 07:08 PM
MyVermilionPlague   Hey, you. I worry about you so much sometimes. I ...   Jun 6 2005, 07:11 PM
stephinika   hey you. i'm quite curious as to what it is yo...   Jun 6 2005, 07:26 PM
MetalChick77   I miss you... :( please talk to me..   Jun 6 2005, 10:47 PM
gvoxford   i think god was sending me a sign or something tod...   Jun 6 2005, 11:05 PM
Skyline Drive   -9 more days! -I like that we got to catch u...   Jun 6 2005, 11:23 PM
helllla jankyyyy   -f**k you. You don't care. Ugh and don't e...   Jun 6 2005, 11:38 PM
alliegrl_x   To B: you are a horrible person. you should be di...   Jun 6 2005, 11:57 PM
XLilAznGrl592X   - I hate u u f*cking b*tch! - =[ im gonna mi...   Jun 7 2005, 12:04 AM
Azarel   Please watch over him, Lord. That's all I ask ...   Jun 7 2005, 12:09 AM
MyVermilionPlague   I've been worrying about you all night... agai...   Jun 7 2005, 01:03 AM
daonlylonely1   - stop following me around you lesbian! nobody...   Jun 7 2005, 01:35 AM
Winter   We only have 5 days left. That's it. I want th...   Jun 7 2005, 04:04 AM
xd0rkette   Dear -----, You think you know so much about me. N...   Jun 7 2005, 02:18 PM
jooleeah   Stop your yelling. Please. Stop.   Jun 7 2005, 02:34 PM
DORKalicious   Uuuuuugh.I Blew my chance with you and now I'm...   Jun 7 2005, 03:05 PM
senoritacheese   look, i love you. BUT WILL YOU JUST BE YOURSELF FO...   Jun 7 2005, 03:17 PM
stephinika   boo. i love you. really.   Jun 7 2005, 04:51 PM
xoxo_koala_kisses_   Why? Why are you making him go through this? He is...   Jun 7 2005, 05:02 PM
mzkandi   -Message to myself- Dont go back to the way you u...   Jun 7 2005, 05:19 PM
MetalChick77   -Stop being a racist bitch, its not funny. -Hahah...   Jun 7 2005, 05:35 PM
Winter   Four days left until you leave. And yet we haven...   Jun 7 2005, 06:26 PM
anqie   i don't think i can tell who's my friend n...   Jun 7 2005, 06:48 PM
sharerol   You make me really sad. I hate having this feelin...   Jun 7 2005, 07:08 PM
jooleeah   You don't even know I'm here. You said you...   Jun 7 2005, 07:26 PM
sharerol   I dunno.. To everyone - You're all a bunch of ...   Jun 7 2005, 07:50 PM
xbr0kensmil3   yea first stop being so fake then come back to me....   Jun 7 2005, 07:57 PM
iZnEedSuMcOkE   FOR YOU: I don't know anymore. I can't sto...   Jun 7 2005, 08:49 PM
sharerol   You're the absolute best. Thanks so much for ...   Jun 7 2005, 10:02 PM
ichiban   i just want to get to know you, to become friends,...   Jun 7 2005, 11:33 PM
YoGrandpaIsFine   Toby, Damnit. I forgot to send your present.. I...   Jun 7 2005, 11:38 PM
Winter   This is killing me. It is physically killing me ri...   Jun 8 2005, 12:40 AM
TwistMe   I still like you, there's no denying that. Eve...   Jun 8 2005, 01:04 AM
xFaith   Damn.. boy.. why are you so sexy.. i cant stop thi...   Jun 8 2005, 11:37 AM
xMiZziexKiMx   i wonder why i could never get over you... =[   Jun 8 2005, 11:47 AM
Shattered_Hope   I have feelings for you....still after all this lo...   Jun 8 2005, 12:18 PM
alliegrl_x   onemore. please please dont fall in love with me....   Jun 8 2005, 12:31 PM
sharerol   - HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!! - I really hat...   Jun 8 2005, 10:37 PM
dahding   old feelings don't die. they fade. but then th...   Jun 8 2005, 10:43 PM
stephinika   you rock my world.   Jun 8 2005, 11:20 PM
helllla jankyyyy   - Oh my f**king god if you call ONCE just ONCE...k...   Jun 8 2005, 11:44 PM
dreamerOi   i don't know what to do how to make things bet...   Jun 9 2005, 12:41 AM
stephinika   hiii. i love everything you say to me. makes me so...   Jun 9 2005, 01:00 AM
xoxo_koala_kisses_   You're mean. I don't like you. Like, at a...   Jun 9 2005, 01:04 AM
ItzOnlySydney   QUOTE(xoxo_koala_kisses_ @ Jun 9 2005, 1:04 A...   Jun 9 2005, 03:46 AM
Funky Buddha   To Everybody I know- I'm a hard person to read...   Jun 9 2005, 03:36 AM
FailedSense   ...... I wish I could do more, you deserve better...   Jun 9 2005, 08:27 AM
Winter   I'll put your ring on a chain and wear it arou...   Jun 9 2005, 08:47 AM
Nicolatofu   I seriously miss you.. like... a lot. I always hav...   Jun 9 2005, 10:41 AM
suddenly she   you did say always, right?   Jun 9 2005, 10:44 AM
miss barnes   i'm getting to be over you..well until i see y...   Jun 9 2005, 12:55 PM
MyVermilionPlague   What did I do wrong? I was catching a weird vibe f...   Jun 9 2005, 01:51 PM
Bobblehead425   oh i wish you could just see how much i would real...   Jun 9 2005, 03:11 PM
Eternally_L0st   i'm not ready to say good-bye to you. i dont w...   Jun 9 2005, 03:17 PM
mzkandi   When exactly are you coming back. Its been over ha...   Jun 9 2005, 03:37 PM
yycleo   Dear the person I'm thinking of, I likes you ...   Jun 9 2005, 03:50 PM
AngelicEyz00   Happy Birthday Baby   Jun 9 2005, 03:57 PM
stephinika   sigh. don't hate me. stop talking about me. g...   Jun 9 2005, 04:05 PM
Winter   Every other couple is counting down the days til s...   Jun 9 2005, 05:15 PM
YoGrandpaIsFine   Toby, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You rock my fantasy land...   Jun 9 2005, 05:26 PM
Azarel   Not enough, too little too late, bitch. Damage don...   Jun 9 2005, 05:53 PM
stephinika   sigh. i'm so lost right now. ... what am i go...   Jun 9 2005, 06:35 PM
xoxo_koala_kisses_   1.) Okay, fine. I won't leave. All of you have...   Jun 9 2005, 06:49 PM
x3__iGiVEup   i'm really getting tired of you. stop taking a...   Jun 9 2005, 07:28 PM
xbr0kensmil3   i'm happy for you.. i really am. i hope you ca...   Jun 9 2005, 07:35 PM
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