A message to anyone, verson 2.0 Options

[*Azarel*]

Since Vinh's topic reached 20 pages, here's the new one.
"It'd be neat if people could write about someone that's on their mind right now, in an anonymous message. It can be about love, crush, hate, issues. Just don't turn it into thread where it needs to be closed."

I wonder what I mean to you.

[Just_Dream]

I'm a different person now. Can you accept me for who I am, or will you turn your back on me? Will you stay by my side, love me for who I am and who I've become? I need more than ever now, yet you don't realize just how much you mean to me. I know I've been moody lately.. but I feel like my imperfections are getting in the way of everything. I just want to be perfect, just want to be worthy enough to be with you.

Just having you close means the world to me. I wish I could tell you everything that's been on my mind, but it's so hard because we don't communicate as much as we used to. You think I've given up, that I'm pushing you away... Maybe I am pushing you away. I'm doing so only because I fear that at the state that I am right now, I'll lose you forever, and I certainly don't want that to ever happen. I know I've told you this a million times, but I just want to say it once again... I love you. I never stopped loving you, not for one instant. My love for you will never change.

[Wishful_Dream]

mmmkayyy =///

dear anonymous person.
thank you for leaving me alone.
i will appreciate this very much.

-alina.

[NgocQuyen]

*someone on my mind*

hey there sexc! wuts good...yea i know we just started actually talking and getting to know eachother..but goshes..i cant get you off my mind...you're just there..and wont leave...you even took over the places of my stalkertee #1...which is really scary...you're really flirtatious and its killing me...because i never know wut you're thinking...do you like me...do you not like me...so confusing ....i kinda wish you'd give it to me straight up... dont worry though buddy! i'll still heart you!

*to and old friend*

hi friend! i heard you and *censored* kind of broke it off...hehe..what would i know though right? you never talk to me anymore...one day i hope that we could become friends again...

[Sa-Chan]

You lead me on. Sometimes you talk, other times you don't. Sometimes you act like I mean something to you, the rest of the time you ignore me. I don't know anymore. We dated for a year and a half...You broke my heart...We didn't talk for nearly a year. Then you tell me you still like me? What the hell? But still...I...blocked you off, and I thought my walls would last.

I built them to last. I barricaded myself in hatred. I berated you. I was so mean to you. You put up with it. I moved on. We put aside our differences. I want to be with you. I asked you how you would feel if I told you I loved you? I posed it as a joking sentence. You acted outraged when I said you didn't want my love, but then you said it'd be awkward if I said I loved you.

Now...you don't speak. Now, we sit in silence. The girl you left me for left you, so maybe I'm just someone to fall back onto. Then again, the guy I started dating the day after you left me, I left, and he wants me back. Do I want him? No...not really. I've made my own personal coin. If he gets up with me before I fall asleep tonight...He gets me back, and you lose me...forever.

We're just friends though. It's not like you care. It's not like you love me. You never did after all. Even now, with all the mean things you did and said to me in the past, even now that you said you never meant it (that you're sorry) I wonder if you did...if you aren't. I don't know. You confuse me. I should be over this. Over you. The silence on your part continues. I'm waiting.

It doesn't matter so much anymore. At least we talk now. At least we're close now. At least I know you better. Maybe I can't have you. Maybe I never could. You said we'd go on a roadtrip one day. Just you and me. I said no at first, then gave in. We have it all planned out...then again, we planned it all out the day we started talking again. I honestly can't wait...

[sweetdreamsx3]

I wonder if you know how much I like you..

[Tung]

a surprise awaits you on v-day ;)

[heyyfrankie]

why do you think i am so stupid! i know when you are lying and when you are telling the truth. it seems like you are a totally different person! i know that you are a senior and you want to be on your own but we used to be like 2 peas in a pod but now we are like 10 miles apart! what happened? it makes me feel sad because we were so close and cool with each other!

you have really hurt me the last few days! you know what dad said and you totally act like you don't what the hell is going on! and that just pisses me off! i tryed talking to you just get all pissed off at me! i am sick of it. just shut the eff up.

=x

[xj_liana_tx]

so do you like me or not? you are caring one day, you laugh at my jokes and you talk to me and stand up for me, but then you ignore me and... what exactly is in your mind? be my valentine, even though i can't go to the dance.

[ANG33ZY]

You suck man. You make me want to punch you in the face, but at the same time hold you in my arms. *sigh*

[royalfreshness]

Hey, I want you but I don't want you. I'm happy we're friends and I'm happy it's not going farther than that.
Plus, shrink your ego, k? Love ya!

[yukichan]

hey ******,
why do u always have to cause problems...my gosh...i know u hate me but y involve others..u r so selfish..u only think u r the only one suffering...u never notice others..and now ur taking away a friend..what is up with u...y dont u just grow up...all of us all realizing stuff and growing up while u do nothing but whine..its really annoying...u dont realize how others feel about u...we dont say it to ur face b/c we know ur going to cry...all u say is ur going to do this but u never do...in fact u r a lier...u said that im replacing u but actually ur replacing ur own friends with someone else...what im trying to say is grow up!

ok well thats it...lol...

[*stephinika*]

to you.

scared me a bit. i thought for a second you knew. but i don't think you do...sigh. such a secret i hold...i want to tell you so badly yet i don't. agh.

[*wind&fire*]

YOU TARD!!! im going to find you and the slut you did it with and beat the shit outta you two... how could you do that to your girlfriend?

you effing liked her SOOO MUCH!!!! WHATS WRONG WITH YOU!?!?!?!

[silver-rain]

To you,
Eh, I really will change myself for you. I love you so much to do that. I will be more outgoing, more sociable, nicer to your friends (the girls, i'm iffy on), etc. I really don't want you to feel bad or whatever- because that makes me feel guilty. I hate feeling bad when I think I guilted you into doing (or not doing) something. Eh. I really do love you, and I do want to spend forever with you. <3

[LittleLulu]

..i know you know i like you....and all i really want right now.. is to know what your thinking. even if you dont like me... its alright cuz im used to it....im just tired of guessing.

[HongKongDong]

To some guy-

Wow... just wow. You really need to learn how to listen to people. When we say stfu your gonna get us in a lot of damned trouble you listen! We got suspended for the week because of your ass. Your just lucky we aint like those dudes who will kick your ass just for lookin' at them funny. Hold up.... how many times have we told you to f**kin f**k off before anyway?!??! Yeah, we used to feel sorry for you. We befriended you and shit, but naw. Don't know about everyone else but I can't take you anymore damnit!!! I'm about to just knock you the f**k out!!

[llpurpleskyll]

i want to learn about you inside out...crawl into your mouth and take pictures of your heart, ribcage. taste your hair and remember it. run my long nails down from your neck to your chest. i would wear your skin until it rots and swallows me alive...bite on your teeth until mine break...do you feel me now? i want to wear your everyday sweatshirt and walk around telling people i am your possession. i want you to leave bite marks all over my body...smile evilly...make me feel unsafe, uncomfortable, disgusted. i love you as much as i love my purple pillows.

[*islandgirl4eva*]

i want to learn about you inside out...crawl into your mouth and take pictures of your heart, ribcage. taste your hair and remember it. run my long nails down from your neck to your chest. i would wear your skin until it rots and swallows me alive...bite on your teeth until mine break...do you feel me now? i want to wear your everyday sweatshirt and walk around telling people i am your possession. i want you to leave bite marks all over my body...smile evilly...make me feel unsafe, uncomfortable, disgusted. i love you as much as i love my purple pillows.

I read that on your Xanga. SO beautiful.

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Whenever I see you in the hall, it makes me want to spit. The fact that I felt for you so that I thought I loved you...disgusts me. You're not who I thought you were, but more the fool I. I hope that one day you know that pain you cause me everyday when you sit by me like nothing is wrong. When I hug you I really curse you a thousand curses. I want you to know that you bastard.

[xTINAA]

God. Why the hell am I sitting here crying over you? I don't understand anything anymore. I can't even think straight. I'm so fcuking stupid for falling for you. At least I found this all out now instead of when I'm really caught up with you and when I become completely infatuated. God. Seriouly, I'm so stupid. I hate me. I hate this. I don't even know what to think about you, me, or anyone else. Everything is changed, everything is messed up, everything. This is all bullshit. I'm so confused. On top of everything I have to be like this. Ugh.

[redpeony]

now that you've gotten with somebody who is like how they are i just feel terrific, ya know? thanks for making all those memories so much less meaningful. buuuuuuuh bye

[xblueradiance]

I watch your memories melt into my fears, my hopes, my mind. Your heart beats a solemn rhythym, and that's when I knew you were never real. I love you and hate you at the same time. I reached for you, and you reached for me, but our hands haven't touched yet. I'm not sure if they ever will, or if you even want them to.
You want to know who I am, don't you? You're holding it on the tip of your tongue. You're about to burst into tears, scream. I hear you cry and I hear you scream, but you don't hear me, do you? My words will be engraved in you, and scars will perish when you find the truth.

[sammehmyst]

you're a total fag, but i still love you.

[sweetdreamsx3]

To someone:

I'm sorry I hurt you or made you confuse. It wasn't one of my intentions to do so...And I know for a fact myself that you don't want to know what's going around in my head right now because it has nothing that concerns you...It's not going to be something you're interested in. I love you as a friend and that's all we're ever going to be. I'm sorry. You're the sweetest guy on earth that I've ever met. Seriously and I'm really sorry for all this, but I can't be anything more but just a friend.

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To those two:
You're lucky I haven't even punched you in the face yet, so if you want to be on my "good side" so far, get out of my face and stay out of my way. Just because I'm mad at you right now REALLY DOESN'T AND WILL NEVER mean I won't punch you in the face. I can kick your ass and you both know it. You both and Froggie owe me 9 questions next time when we have another packet due. Or you can watch me do much more harmful things to the both of you. You can't do jack shit to me. None of you can. Well...one of you are able to, but you haven't completely realized what I'm capable of. I'm not afraid to stab you nor am I afraid to do anything else. I will hurt you if I have to. I don't give a shit about neither one of you. Saw me flung the packet at DA? Oh boo hoo. I'll do the same shit to you.

[KrunkMuzik]

To all my VL's! I doubt anyone in here is a VL, but I just felt like sendin a shoutout.