@Josh: You might be surprised when I say that there are several things there I agree with. (Not that I think that the way you troll is cool, but to each their own, right?)

Thing is, there is a level of authority that you have to exercise in order to be an admin. However, truth be told it wasn't ever a position I fit well in and quite frankly, didn't like being in for the majority of the time. I came here for graphics and resources and the community just kind of sucked me in, at a time when I was, in all honesty, bored.

I left for a variety of reasons, but the biggest one is that I had fun elsewhere and wanted to spend more time with my kid. I also didn't like how judgmental people have become (yes, it's ME saying that xD). It made me re-examine things, not in a serious stay up all night type of way, because I've got better things to do. I like the mentor thing, and it suits me best. I'll never want to mod again here. It's like how I'd say to people I interview who I don't offer the position to, "it's not a good fit." =)

The creative thing and what not I was mentioning wasn't something I had intended on being interpreted as judgmental or giving the impression that I thought I was better than anyone else, because I know very well that I'm not. I remember how you used to post and perhaps I might have been in the minority, but I appreciated all of that and still think you've got graphic skills.

To come full circle on mod changes, I think both Kiera and myself will be happier. I agree with you fully on that.

i have nothing against you.

but please, for your kids sake, get the f**k off the computer and spend all your time with him. jesus.

o_O sheesh shes already stepped down, lay off.

Why? Your attacking someone over the internet over something so silly. Oh well continue and waste your time

I'm so happy you're stepping down, both of you. Honestly, I think you'll be a happier person. Bing one of the larger drama creators on this site, I think it's only fair to say something about your statement on cB becoming more e-drama based and less creative.

In the beginning, I was one of the more "creative" and "intelligent" people you speak of. I created graphics, I participated in debates. I wrote essays. Bottom line is, I contributed to this community. I would like to say that I was probably one of the most highly regarded people in the relationships section.

I felt pretty high and mighty. Doing all those good things gave me a sense that I was good. I was better than most. It was a high feeling. The only step I could take was to become a staff member. I actually cared about becoming one. Whatever, it was a waste of time. Everything on this site was a competition. I was part of it myself.

It was a big fucking game of who knows who. If you know someone who's high in the ranks and sits upon their mighty staff throne then you're probably going to achieve a position on staff as long as your slightly qualified for the position.

I guess I just got sick and tired of dealing with people like myself. I was torn down so often. It was stupid. I was being torn down by people who acted similar to myself. People who were just plain better at playing the game. I was becoming like them. I was slowly becoming this self-righteous "intelligent" and "creative" person.

Intelligence and creativity, two things that are relative to the minds eye of an individual's own intelligence and creativity. This was a competition. I know I'm smart... I know I'm creative... why was a trying to prove my intelligence and creativity to a bunch of people who think they are more "intellegent" or "creative" than I am? Why did I even care... They may be more intelligent or creative than me in certain areas, but I know I'm not stupid. The life I lead proves that to me.

I looked at the things I had. I said to myself, "I have a beautiful and intelligent girlfriend, an awesome job, a million friends (in real life)... WHY THE FUCK DO I CARE?" I asked myself those questions, and then I became a total prick.

You guys think way to highly of yourselves... I'm sure you hear it all the time. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction. That's just the way it is. If you guys treat the community like you're better than them (which you did for a very long time). The community is going to give you the shaft (I'm included). So, in conclusion:

FUCK YOU, and here is my opinion.

Kiara (I don't give a fuck if I spelled it wrong), now is your chance get a fucking life. You are nothing but a demi Adolf Hitler. Oh my goodness, some of the things I have seen you get mad about are so f**king dumb. You're just another retard who thinks they're special because they run a children's website. cB will not miss you, but some of it's members will.

Mona Lisa, you're a nice person, but you're also a pushover.

Rebbecca, you're a good person, but your personality changes as you gain power. I don't want you to be admin, because honestly it makes you less fun and it seems like you have less fun. You have never really been on my shit list.

Karen (Dani), you're a poison to this website and it's people. You're one of the biggest reasons staff is the way it is. You're to friendly, and, quite frankly, it makes you ignorant. People can manipulate you far to easily. I hope you never achieve a position on staff. Stay a regular member.

Suzette, you know... although you have been on this site for a long time, you get mad at the dumbest shit. It's so retarded, you're just going to turn into another Kiarra. You'll get pissed, and you'll do stupid things to the site and it's members. I hope you never attain this position.

Sammi, I like you, but you need to get to know people before you judge them. Like me and Holly, you probably never would have thought that me and Holly would have talked to you that night. I know for a fact that you didn't think to highly of us. I know that you thought I was the biggest asshole in the world. I know that you thought Holly had an attitude. It's ok, I can't blame you. Just remember, this is the internet and you can't judge a book by it's cover. Instead of ruling cB with an angry fist (list so many have). Surprise people, show mercy, and above all things don't loose that ability to joke around. Don't let the members of cB forget that you're just like them.

James, I hope to God (does the hand motion) not. You've been stepping on heads the whole time you've been on cB. You're about as bad as when I eat a terribly unfriendly meal and it feels like there is a dagger exploding out my asshole. I salute you James, you're just the biggest chocolate starfish I have ever met.

Arjuna Capulong, you're a great guy. Never lost your touch. I hope for the best. You're one of the few people on this site that doesn't get an orgasm when they view the backstage. I pray you never do.

Seven, you know what. Steven was an a-hole, but I like him. He's a good solid guy. He may be a prick, but he can do the job. Underneath all his sarcasm that he once showed is someone who will be a responsible yet fun admin if given the chance.

Anywho... that's my opinion.

Mona is serving as a mentor/mediator/guide to both me and Sammi to make sure the transition goes smoothly. With Kiera and Rebecca stepping down, Sammi is still relatively new and we'd both be learning. Mona is skilled/experienced and can make sure that everything goes accordingly. When me and Sammi are comfortable enough to stand on our own, Mona will step down (if she wants to). So I guess you could say it was temporary.

K,
What questions would you like for me to answer?

Wheres my critique josh?
i will value it very much

@Josh: You might be surprised when I say that there are several things there I agree with. (Not that I think that the way you troll is cool, but to each their own, right?)

Thing is, there is a level of authority that you have to exercise in order to be an admin. However, truth be told it wasn't ever a position I fit well in and quite frankly, didn't like being in for the majority of the time. I came here for graphics and resources and the community just kind of sucked me in, at a time when I was, in all honesty, bored.

I left for a variety of reasons, but the biggest one is that I had fun elsewhere and wanted to spend more time with my kid. I also didn't like how judgmental people have become (yes, it's ME saying that xD). It made me re-examine things, not in a serious stay up all night type of way, because I've got better things to do. I like the mentor thing, and it suits me best. I'll never want to mod again here. It's like how I'd say to people I interview who I don't offer the position to, "it's not a good fit." =)

The creative thing and what not I was mentioning wasn't something I had intended on being interpreted as judgmental or giving the impression that I thought I was better than anyone else, because I know very well that I'm not. I remember how you used to post and perhaps I might have been in the minority, but I appreciated all of that and still think you've got graphic skills.

To come full circle on mod changes, I think both Kiera and myself will be happier. I agree with you fully on that.

freeflow (Toya) has stepped down from her Head Staff position.



This is the worst post I have ever made
I'ma missssss you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much

I love you girl!

yes, typing a few words really wastes my time.

/you're-a-dumbass