- Oh my f**king god if you call ONCE just ONCE...kjl rdgkj you just have no idea what I would say to you. Things you never imagine coming out of my mouth and towards you. You're a coward,a liar an a-hole and ugh i'm so angry i can't EVEN cry. you don't deserve my tears anymore. you've done enough. i never want to see you again. but the way things are going, i doubt you're going to want to see me. good because you should be ashamed of what you did. f**king a-hole

=)

i don't know what to do how to make things better at least. maybe i do but thatd just mean to be friends with both of you instead of be with one and have one confused. well both of you are confused and its my own fault cause i cant be blunt. @_@ gaou. must fix thigns within a week or two. >_< help me.. no must do it on my own <_< gaou.

hiii. i love everything you say to me. makes me so happy all the time.

i miss youuuuu.

i hate you. i can't wait to leave you a-holes.

You're mean. I don't like you. Like, at all. I used to, but now that I see how many other people hate you, I'm beginning to believe it, as well. I dont care, though. I've got the best friends and the best boyfriend I could ask for. And hey, it's just what you think. Everyone's entitled to their own opinion. I just wish you'd realize how truly ignorant you are and you're NOT as funny as you attempt tp be to gain attention.

The end.

Oh, that's another reason why I might leave, if anyone's interested. Just think of the biggest a-hole you know on this site. That's probably him.

To Everybody I know-
I'm a hard person to read, at least thats what your all telling me. I can know a guy for years and vice versa only to hear years later that he/she thinks I hate them. Which is pretty funny because I hardly have the time or energy, nor do I even want to hate anyone. I admit there are some, but not nearly as many as you would imagine... unless your a complete and utter moron. The lowest youll make is the-people-I-could-give-a-shit about list. On another note, there are people I find absolutely unbearable who for some reason or other think that theyre my best homies. This makes me wonder why im percieved so incorrectly. People think I hate them and vice versa, what the hell is going on? Is it because im such a quiet person and do nothing more but keep to myself unless I dont want to. My sense of humor most would find offensive, and im not easily amused. I keep almost everything bottles up inside no matter how much I want to let it out, and the only emotion I wear on my sleeve is anger. Trust me, there wont be a question about it when im pissed. This wouldnt bother me so much if so much people didn't use it as a basis to judge my character.

Just because I dont go out of my way to say "hi" to someone i've never met in my life, im an automatic a-hole? If I try to recognize someone at some party, its considered mad-dogging them which causes to un-wanted trouble.

Well then so be it, I am whatever people dont know me say I am. I stopped You all percieve me so wrongly, obvious to see none of you care about me, or actually try and see who I really am...
- Rik

Seon Ho??


melissa
, please don't leave we all love you! even Seon Ho even though he probably doesn't want to admit it

......

I wish I could do more, you deserve better than what you've gotten out of life.

......

I'll put your ring on a chain and wear it around my neck always. That way, you'll always be close to me heart. I promise I won't take it off until you come back.

I seriously miss you.. like... a lot. I always have to mess up something good for me. I've realized.. there's no one in my life I want to be with except you. I wish you'd at least talk to me. Just because I ended the relationship doesn't mean I don't want to talk anymore. Wow, it's been way too long. I need to get over this already.

you did say always, right?

i'm getting to be over you..well until i see you

you're actually ok.

What did I do wrong?
I was catching a weird vibe from you yesterday when we were talking... I'm not sure what to think of it.

All the same, I love you.

oh i wish you could just see how much i would really love to hate you and really hate to love you but it wont work out.

i'm not ready to say good-bye to you. i dont want to. i havent even known u that long n alreadie i havta say good-bye? thats not fair. i want more time with u. i know, some things u did didnt make u seem like a very good person, but the thing is.. u make me laugh n u're so easy to talk to. n i had super great times talking to u. n i just want more time. but i guess good-bye is something we havta say now.
i do havta ask a favor of u tho. dont forget me plz? 1 day, however long from now, if we see each other again, i dearly hope u'll remember who i am.
n now i, too, bid u farewell. au revoir.

When exactly are you coming back. Its been over half a year now. I wonder how long I can keep up this back and forth, back and forth thing we have going on. I wondering if you even care about the situation at all sometimes......

Dear the person I'm thinking of,

I likes you but I hate you as well although you might not know it. I'm trying to act as a good friend to you... ( I'm not sure about the word "ACT" because if you need help, I'll alway be here to give advice and what ever you need.... well, I think I will). I like you sooo much that I once thought I'm Bisexsual---- I'm not quite sure.
But I hate you as well! How come You are so good at EVERYTHING. I ENVY YOU so much that sometimes I wanna KILL you in front of everyone.....
I don't wanna tell you that I wanna kill you because you ARE goin to tell everyone you know and everyone else is going to think I'm a psychopath ( although I think I'm).
I like to be your friend. You are so nice to me, or for whatever you've done for me, I'll remember....
But I think I would have to leave you. I'll act as bad as I can so that you are goin to hate me.... SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
I AM REALLY SORRY.....
If we just continues to be friends, I think I might lose continue one day and hurt you... I know I can be nasty....
I hope you'll leave me alone...

wish you well,
LEO

Thank you for opening this topic.

Happy Birthday Baby

sigh. don't hate me.

stop talking about me. godamn aholes.

leave me alone. i want to leave, but i can't just yet so there.

thank you for everything.

Every other couple is counting down the days til school's out so they can spend more time together and here I am counting the days til you leave. 3 more days. I have to tell mom sometime soon, i just don't know how. It'll break her heart that her "son-in-law" is going to war.

Toby,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You rock my fantasy land.

Cheryl,
One more day! :)

Tommy,
Holy shiznit. You live in the same apartment as Nai!? WHATTTT!?

Myself,
I'm so happy and hyper today.. :)

Not enough, too little too late, bitch. Damage done. Unforgivable.

I shouldn't be having these thoughts. But I can't help it- it hurts.

sigh. i'm so lost right now.
...
what am i going to do?

1.) Okay, fine. I won't leave. All of you have convinced me to stay. I love you all. Who cares if someone was being an ass, they're just one person. And they're like that to practically anyone, anyway. I'm trying to just forget about it. It's not as bad as I thought it was. I can't thank you enough, you all have no idea how much I truly love each and every one of you.


2.) God, where do I even start? You just amaze me. Every little thing about you. Everything you say. But it's not just what you say, it's the emotions behind it that really get me, because I know you mean them. You don't love me for what you thought I was or anything, you love me for myself. I know God put us together for a reason. We weren't meant to save the world - we were meant to save each other, and we did. We saved love, baby. So many people go their entire lives and don't even know what love is all about. They don't know what it's like to have someone there for you no matter what, to support you in whatever you choose to do. So many people aren't as fortunate as we are to have found that perfect person. I believe there is truly one perfect person destined for every person, and I truly do believe that you were meant for me. We were made for each other, baby. We go together so well, so perfectly. Our love is flawless. Our love is real. Our love is true. It's amazing how many people are just so drawn to you - no wonder you have so many admirers, especially little girls. Ha. But I know I can trust you. I love how you tell me how you feel, and how I know when something's not right. It's almost not even believeable how well we know each other. I could just be singing a song in my head, and you know exactly what song it is and why I'm singing it. You know me so well. It's amazing. You're amazing. You're my beautiful baby boy. Darling, this is so real, so true. I am so blessed to have met you and to be able to call you mine and only mine. You saved me from myself. You, Drew Dusang, are the love of my life. When I feel as if I'm about to suffocate in whatever mad things are coming my way, you assure me that I'll be okay because I have you. God meant for us to be together, I can't help but praise him each day and thank him for sending me the best thing that's ever happened to me. I love you.

i'm really getting tired of you. stop taking advantage of everything.

i'm happy for you.. i really am. i hope you can actually last in this relationship.
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get an effing life, seriously. stop checking what people wear and what not. you're just being really annoying and pathetic. you think the whole world revolves around you. well news flash : IT DON'T! stop talking about other people and look at y ourself before you say something. you really need a life. and for your information.. not everyone has to like you.