part of the P.O.Drums epics I'm working on., monologue with thought of the courtiers Options

[RiddleMeWonders]

I can tell that they've been watching me
Like I'm the freak they can't figure out
I know there's a room out there
Somewhere
Where I know I'll be safe
From your prying eyes
That question all I convey
As if any moment my mouth
Will spurt the wildest lies
And try to convince you of them
That they are true
And what I say is your reality new
To prepare to find humor
in the death bell to ring the coming
of her armies, the hands and feet
to take you away and treat you
In the most beautiful manner
Known to our world as:
the Blossom that never fades
And call my head to grace her septer
As she sits on her throne
Listening to the tales of my lies
Creating nightmarish laughter
I pray for that room.

part of the Drumelia epics I've been working on.

Edit: This are Edward Diamond's thoughts. "to arms in hearts held away, trust that the Diamonds are safe."