[angst], made it like 10 mins. Options

[vehvih]

I wrote this lsat July 13, 2005 at 1:21 am because I was mad it is dedicated to the people who treat me like shit and some lines are dedicated to my mom also .. thought of sharing this to you people.

Damn You

Shut up, I'm telling you
I'm screaming my heart out
Don't tell me to stop when I'm going
Don't even bother me if I'm restless
Weight stumbles on my shoulders
As you insist and persist

I have issues..
Yes, do you have any problem with that?
Are you to use that against me
While I'm pushing myself away from you?

f**k you, you don't even believe in mutual system here
Because you're a god damned Catholic*
Waiting to be saved by your Jesus Christ
If you are not even getting any..

Get my point now?
Probably not
Why, is it because you are f**king busy with your reputation
On this fatland, corporate America?

Kneel down on your knees
And might as well give some to your pastor
Maybe that will relief you
From what the f**k I'm telling you
And that will shut your mouth properly
As I go live my life the way I wanted it to be

Yeah I know .. not that good, and it is messed.

*Don't take that seriously please. Believe me, there are many Catholics who hate me just because I don't believe in God anymore [bastards]. And I know, it's the people not the religion. I wrote that because .. well, my mom and people who hate me often contradicts themselves. And I'm using it against them because they are using their religion as a status that they're all good and shit.

I was just expressing myself