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[baby-girl2987]

Why are so many things (bad things) happening to me? Not all the time but more times now than before. I liked today though. On the wall pinned with nowhere to go and no other place I’d rather be. Life’s funny like that sometimes. It’s a bitch but sometimes it throws u a “bone” ;). Seriously though not all is bad some moments I like, hell, love; others… not so much.

I’m a girl lost in her own imagination, her mind, her only sanctuary. The one thing that keeps her sane. Life has treated her unfairly yet has let her off the hook as well. Half the time she’s not where she’s supposed to be the other half she’s trying to find a way to escape where she is. What troubles her poor mind very few know and of that few even less understand. Her being one that doesn’t understand. Poor, poor girl what has this road of hers come to? Why so sad little girl? Why so lonely. Her life a tale she tries not to remember. She knows that when she’s gone few will remember. What's the point in all of this she asks herself far too often? Why are things so bad for me? Lift your head up they say as they themselves hang their heads low. Do as I say not as I do. Yet follow by example. Make up your mind and quit confusing me. Be heard but stay quiet what the hell am I to do? There doesn’t seem t be an answer. No one to help me or show me where to go what to do or how the hell I’m supposed to do it. Show me tell me damn it do something. Lifes got this funny way of f**king things up for people like me then putting it all back together. Just teasing me and I hate being teased. Hate! >(