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im 12 and im facing this problem already, a break down hard to deal with
enyceXaddiction
post Jun 22 2005, 08:22 PM
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this is going to be long...hope you can read it

yes people i AM 12 and yes i have my whole life ahead of me. and i know i will have greater challenges in the future. so please dont tell me im still 12 i have my whole life ahead of me, etc. i know but im having a break down right NOW.

ive been liking this guy ALOT since april.14.05. i know there would be no chance between us for specific reason only me and him know. so i didnt expect anything from him. well just a few day ago he hooked up with this girl, hes been talking about for MONTHS. i knew they were going to be together sooner or later so it was no surprise cause they do everything a couple do the only thing they were missing is acctally establish as a gf/bf.

ever since they have gotten together its like...i cant face it. i cant face the fact they are together. i cant face reality anymore. i cant seem to concentrate in school. but the thing that worrys me is how i've been acting towards my friends. its breaking us apart. and im not talking about as in me and everyone im talking about everyone everyone as in all my friends not being together we're forming our own *groups* by our selves. our little group has practically been broken up.

but besides that ive been finding the littlest things that bother me. its like i need to find it so i can be mad at them. i dont know who i am anymore. im getting pissed at my nicest friends and im totally being obnaxious to them and i just so rude these days. but i cant help it. in fact i feel like i achived a goal when i am obnaxious to them, yet i feel extremly bad.

all this just go way back to me liking *him* and how i cant face the fact. so i turn to people i know and blame it all on them. i dont know whats wrong with me...

has anyone gone through this? or am i alone on this... ermm.gif
 

Posts in this topic
enyceXaddiction   im 12 and im facing this problem already   Jun 22 2005, 08:22 PM
seriouslynikki   Ive gone through that phase too. :) So your not al...   Jun 22 2005, 08:28 PM
iNyCxShoRT   The best thing to do is look at them and just be h...   Jun 22 2005, 09:14 PM
xlaydee_v   QUOTE(iNyCxShoRT @ Jun 22 2005, 9:14 PM)The b...   Jun 23 2005, 08:58 PM
Evil_One1   Well, I can immediately say that the thing with yo...   Jun 22 2005, 09:22 PM
freshxsmiles   Yeah, i've went through that phase also. What...   Jun 22 2005, 09:30 PM
sharerol   Aw, actually I know how you feel except I wasn...   Jun 22 2005, 09:31 PM
sadolakced acid   hello. i think the right sholder is taken up by t...   Jun 22 2005, 09:56 PM
CrazayChristian   TOTALLY NORMAL HUN Yes, as a matter of fact, the...   Jun 22 2005, 09:58 PM
angel_revelation   well i don't think you have a reason to be mea...   Jun 23 2005, 12:36 AM
i heart john   You're going through that phase where everythi...   Jun 23 2005, 09:17 AM
illuminessence   Doesn't it suck when someone snatches what you...   Jun 23 2005, 11:18 AM
shesindreamland_x   well sorry i havent gone thru this before but ill ...   Jun 23 2005, 03:09 PM
yskulmate   oh my.. we had some same situations enyceXaddictio...   Jul 11 2005, 09:54 AM
Kristinaa   Well, you could avoid them EVERYWAY possible. Do h...   Jul 11 2005, 11:03 AM
xFaith   I think you should do is; tell him.. and just don...   Jul 11 2005, 12:07 PM
lolita kitty   *sighs* yes. it happened to me i have liked the sa...   Jul 11 2005, 02:03 PM
Hiphop d[-_-]b   ^ aww. its okay. i was in love with someone for 4 ...   Jul 11 2005, 06:20 PM
HieuloveJazz   hmm i too lazt to read all that....butt i think u ...   Jul 11 2005, 06:25 PM
ag3nt_sm17h   Hm..... you are 12.... I feel old... You have the ...   Jul 12 2005, 12:06 PM
LEDO_D0RKETTE   I've been through this. Move on. Your life is ...   Jul 12 2005, 12:23 PM
wonder__man   date some other guy to get over him, it will work ...   Jul 17 2005, 03:19 PM
Lo Mein   QUOTE(wonder__man @ Jul 17 2005, 4:19 PM)date...   Jul 17 2005, 03:21 PM


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