ai ya~~~ >< Options

[teeners4]

yes im a loser. i admit it.

so a few weeks back this guy likes me, and i didnt really like him. like i was interested in him but i didnt like him, or like officially thought so. if that makes any sense whatsoever. but i agreed to date him although i KNEW that my best friend likes him too. but then you see when he told me that he liked me, i liked this other guy, which didnt say he liked me, but everyone else thought so. and i KNEW even if he liked me, it would take him about FOREVER to make the first move, so i kinda just got sick of being patient.

so i guess impulsively i just went for the guy that made the first move towards me.

and now 2 weeks after. i dont know what to think anymore. i just feel like, maybe i shouldnt be in this relationship with him.

we still havent told my best friend yet, but we plan to after summer school (in two weeks) but then im like thinking maybe i should end it now, cause i dont want my best friend to get hurt AT all.

and that other guy that i liked and possibly liked me back? well i dont know i kinda talk to him more AGAIN. i like tell him everything, and well we talked a lot. but after he found out i started dating the other guy. he started asking a lot of questions about him, and he kinda gave up talking to me.

and yea, like now i feel like a bitch, and that i SHOULDNT have done that to my best friend, so should i just end it now, and pretend nothing happened?

i would be hurting that guy....but EH

i think im the one with the problems ><