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createBlog Diary, version 4
*Azarel*
post Apr 21 2005, 06:04 PM
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Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.
 

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Azarel   createBlog Diary   Apr 21 2005, 06:04 PM
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xd0rkette   Dear cB diary, I can't stand it anymore. I ju...   Apr 21 2005, 07:56 PM
wounded   Dear CBD. I swear, I'm f**king bipolar. I...   Apr 21 2005, 08:06 PM
Rachel is love   Dear cB Diary, If they don't announce the new...   Apr 21 2005, 09:22 PM
Nicolatofu   QUOTE(xxcrazyjewxx @ Apr 21 2005, 10:22 PM)De...   Apr 22 2005, 07:08 PM
yukichan   dear cB diary... kind of had a good day.. things w...   Apr 21 2005, 10:32 PM
Azarel   Dear createBlog diary, Not even a day, and I...   Apr 22 2005, 12:45 AM
Teesa   Dear CB diary- Today I found out that one of my fr...   Apr 22 2005, 10:48 AM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   QUOTE(bballbabiegrl @ Apr 22 2005, 9:48 AM)De...   Apr 23 2005, 01:34 AM
jooleeah   Dear Createblog diary, Today was a regular day. A ...   Apr 22 2005, 04:26 PM
miss barnes   Dear cb diary, today was an ok day. so damn happy...   Apr 22 2005, 05:07 PM
xd0rkette   Dear cB diary, Today was kinda cool. He hooked ...   Apr 22 2005, 06:58 PM
MyVermilionPlague   Excuse the last entry...I was pretty....Angsty. I...   Apr 22 2005, 07:18 PM
electric shock   Hey cB Diary, finally, here in my new home. It...   Apr 22 2005, 07:39 PM
wounded   hey cBd, I got made fun of today, again. Because ...   Apr 22 2005, 08:44 PM
MyVermilionPlague   Yes, I realize I just posted in here, but I'm ...   Apr 23 2005, 02:03 AM
Juicy <3   Dear CB, I don't know how i'm supposed to...   Apr 23 2005, 02:18 AM
yukichan   dear cB diary.. I feel so hurt..The words get a li...   Apr 23 2005, 04:01 AM
wounded   dear cBd, The guy I like is an alcoholic. He...   Apr 23 2005, 07:28 AM
EmmalieV   Dear CB Diary , Guys suck , period. Why go throug...   Apr 23 2005, 09:40 AM
weirdness   dear cB diary; thank god it's spring break sch...   Apr 23 2005, 12:36 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, i'm back again. as usual. the ...   Apr 23 2005, 01:29 PM
Cake.   Dear cB diary, My vacation has been going good. No...   Apr 23 2005, 01:57 PM
Frankie   Dear Createblog Diary, wow. that is all i have to...   Apr 23 2005, 02:39 PM
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jooleeah   Dear createblog diary, I wish I were older. I hate...   Apr 24 2005, 03:09 PM
mzkandi   QUOTE(jooleeah @ Apr 24 2005, 4:09 PM)Dear cr...   Apr 24 2005, 03:24 PM
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ichiban   dear cb diary, on friday there was this motivatio...   Apr 24 2005, 03:52 PM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear cB Diary, Again the past few days made me ac...   Apr 24 2005, 08:02 PM
sharerol   Dear cB diary, I f**king hate Sundays. Just beca...   Apr 24 2005, 09:52 PM
electric shock   QUOTE(sharerol @ Apr 24 2005, 7:52 PM)Dear cB...   Apr 24 2005, 09:58 PM
sharerol   QUOTE(Spiritedfreak @ Apr 24 2005, 6:58 PM)Si...   Apr 24 2005, 10:43 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, i am in here way too often but i c...   Apr 24 2005, 11:22 PM
Chii   dear createBlog diary, wow, i might as well kill ...   Apr 24 2005, 11:41 PM
Rachel is love   QUOTE(chii @ Apr 24 2005, 9:41 PM)dear create...   Apr 25 2005, 04:42 PM
yukichan   dear cB diary.. today was a ok day..much better th...   Apr 25 2005, 01:38 AM
Azarel   Dear createBlog Diary, This school day has been m...   Apr 25 2005, 04:38 PM
MyVermilionPlague   Hi. Nothing can f*cking touch me. I'm so happy...   Apr 25 2005, 10:15 PM
LadyXTor   Dear Cb Diary, Ello diary...today was scary. :)...   Apr 25 2005, 10:27 PM
Chii   QUOTE(xxcrazyjewxx @ Apr 25 2005, 5:42 PM)Why...   Apr 25 2005, 10:40 PM
silver rain   QUOTE(chii @ Apr 25 2005, 11:40 PM)if i had t...   Apr 26 2005, 05:46 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, today has been a happy, happy day....   Apr 25 2005, 11:04 PM
jooleeah   Dear createblog diary, Lately, I've been think...   Apr 26 2005, 07:12 PM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear cB Diary, Everything is overwhelming me. I...   Apr 26 2005, 07:35 PM
sharerol   Dear cB Diary, The first half of today wasn't...   Apr 26 2005, 08:41 PM
Teesa   Dear Cb diary, I almost had a nervous breakdown to...   Apr 26 2005, 10:17 PM
nhj_2006   dear cb diary ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh school is stressi...   Apr 27 2005, 06:38 AM
xd0rkette   Dear cB Diary, Is it my fcuking fault that I feel ...   Apr 27 2005, 01:19 PM
Azn_Angelx   QUOTE(xd0rkette @ Apr 27 2005, 2:19 PM)Dear c...   Apr 27 2005, 03:29 PM
jooleeah   Dear createblog diary, I'm a bit annoyed. Why ...   Apr 27 2005, 04:54 PM
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helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, Okay so my sister moved ou...   Apr 27 2005, 06:11 PM
silver rain   Dear CB Diary, Ughhh, I'm feeling so helpless...   Apr 27 2005, 08:01 PM
yukichan   dear cB diary.. im shocked..**** admitted liking m...   Apr 28 2005, 03:45 AM
dreamerOi   dear createB diary, he makes me happy. and im doi...   Apr 28 2005, 03:11 PM
..:loveee.NuTTii   Dear cB, Jebus-I hope I'm allowed to post here...   Apr 28 2005, 04:11 PM
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helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, Okay so I think I'm fee...   Apr 29 2005, 12:36 PM
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Chii   dear createBlog diary, thank the lord i'm not...   Apr 29 2005, 10:54 PM
Rachel is love   QUOTE(chii @ Apr 29 2005, 8:54 PM)dear create...   Apr 30 2005, 12:28 PM
silver rain   QUOTE(chii @ Apr 29 2005, 11:54 PM)dear creat...   Apr 30 2005, 03:18 PM
xenosaga   Dear CB Diary, ugh, SAT10 is next we...   Apr 30 2005, 12:19 AM
MyVermilionPlague   Hi. I'm scaring myself. Everything was going ...   Apr 30 2005, 12:47 AM
soulless727   Dear cB Diary: I'm feeling really bad about m...   Apr 30 2005, 07:20 AM
wounded   Yes, I know that I tend to say how much I hate bei...   Apr 30 2005, 12:55 PM
sharerol   Dear cB diary, My head hurts right now. I'm ...   Apr 30 2005, 01:12 PM
PinkTrash   dear cb diary; ahaha <3 girl's day out tod...   Apr 30 2005, 10:59 PM
sharerol   Dear cB Diary, I finished the layout! Woot...   Apr 30 2005, 11:41 PM
xd0rkette   Dear cB Diary, i'm over him !!!...   May 1 2005, 01:08 AM
jooleeah   Dear createblog diary, Only a month left. One mont...   May 1 2005, 09:16 PM
yukichan   dear cB diary... Havent been here for a while.. I...   May 1 2005, 09:17 PM
blowpops69   dear createblog diary, I saw him today once again...   May 1 2005, 09:31 PM
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stephinika   dear cb diary, i can't stop thinking about ye...   May 3 2005, 11:19 AM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear cB Diary, I'm back for a little while. I...   May 3 2005, 10:40 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear gkjfhdkthgoren, I think I'm going to go ...   May 4 2005, 12:30 AM
yukichan   dear cB diary... sigh..today was ok..the banquet i...   May 4 2005, 02:31 AM
sharerol   Dear cB Diary, Today sucked really bad. Someti...   May 4 2005, 09:29 PM
CrackedRearView   Dear Diary, Sometimes I wonder why I still go on.   May 4 2005, 11:50 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, The dance is tomorrow. The...   May 5 2005, 01:30 PM
Juicy <3   Dear CB, I got my belly pierced & lied about ...   May 5 2005, 02:18 PM
someflipguy   Dear CB Diary, Rain sucks.   May 5 2005, 02:41 PM
xd0rkette   Dear cB diary, I feel like i can't tal...   May 5 2005, 03:10 PM
blowpops69   dear createblog diary, i seem to have gotten my bu...   May 5 2005, 06:56 PM
PinkTrash   dearr the diary; track and field practice'...   May 5 2005, 10:01 PM
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helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, Hmm what to say, what to sa...   May 6 2005, 01:10 PM
Teesa   Dear Createblog Diary--> I have comple...   May 6 2005, 07:38 PM
nhj_2006   dear cb diary. *AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH* i am uber ...   May 6 2005, 10:10 PM
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