A Message to Anyone, v.6 (continued) Options

[dfly112]

let fate decide fo us... if we were meant to b it'll happen...

[berry_lickable]

stop runnin` your mouth with your bullshit ya bitch. i aint scared of you. why the f**k do you go around telling people you wanna fight me? but you cant say that shit straight to my face. im not even goin to put up with it. tell me where and when. because theres so much anger and aggression in me right now that i promise you i'll beat your ass up in less that 2 minutes. if you scared bring your fat ass cousin too. i know you cant read this so i'll just call your ass up and see whats up.

-anastashia

[*disco infiltrator*]

the answer to your hypothetical situation:

it would be a hard choice. i guess..whoever would have gotten to me first. i can't break up with someone for someone else; that's horrible..so..at this very moment, yes. he would still be there.

[silver-rain]

Hey you. I love you so much, and I miss you so much. When can I see you again? Sorry about before; it's always I who starts the fight isn't it? Well I really am sorry. But I know we can get through this together right? And perhaps one day I'll learn from all my mistakes, but I really am trying here. Sometimes, I think I don't like you as much or you piss me off or something, and I wonder why I'm with you; but then you turn around and surprise me and make me realize why. I love you, and I'm so glad you can put up with me and my crazy mood changes and all. And, my parents do suck. One day we'll be free from them, and I can't wait till that time. Together forever, right?

edit- 6,000th post!

[whywasisostupid]

dear love,

you make me sick sometimes.

[HoodieObsessed]

Pretty darn happy right now, just wish that school wasn't coming up. I'm so nervous (I've homeschooled all my life) what if I'm stupider than everyone else? what if I get lost, or don't make freinds and everyone hates me how will I be brave enough to talk to ppl or raise my hand in class. it sounds so scary and hard, I don't see how i'll be good enough to handle it. I donno, it's so foreign and weird to me. I wish it was next summer after my firs tyear of school. I wish.

err, that's to everyone I guess --^ although I've already told my close friends that...they don't know what I'm so nervous about they've been in school all their lives, they don't understand.

[aaaaaaaaaaaaa]

To Her:

I wish there was something I could do to repair the damage I've done to us. All the things I said; I was wrong...All the things I thought I wanted; I didn't. I held the world in my arms when I held you, and when I looked in your eyes, and then I lost it all. I was a fool to throw all the away for the freedom of summer and college...I abandoned you when you needed me most, and I would take it all back if I could, but I can't. Every girl I see, reminds me of you...one time there was a girl who came into my work that looked like you, and she was with another guy...I saw her, and lost my breath...my heart picked up its pace and my chest felt like it was going to explode...She wasn't you...no one will ever be you. I wish...I wish for a lot of things, mostly that we could go back to the way it was...it wasn't that bad, I was wrong to think it was. I'm sorry baby...Sorry that you'll never read this, and that these empty words will never reach your ears, and I'm sorry that I'm not strong enough to repeat them to you. I loved you then, and I love you now.

[sharerol]

Whoooooaaaaa. Okay....I had a feeling I wasn't the only one. I don't mind her. But HER? Ew.

[Looow]

_____: Oh my, oh my, oh my. *sigh* I was so speechless. I stil don't even know what to say. Maybe you're right. Maybe I am like you. Maybe I do say something but deep down, I mean the opposite. But how would you know? Like you said, I don't know you. And you know what..? You don't know me as well.You don't know me enough to say that you know how I act and what I mean.( You haven't seen me in years, come on..) Butttt fgsdjsg. You're probably right.. I mean, I don't even know what I mean .. Yeah, I do have so much hate and yeah, maybe I'm still holding a grudge from years and years ago. Hmm .. it just makes me mad that I could NEVER talk to you. I could never really express my feelings. With you all I can do is sigh
and even cry. I decided to write you but I find that hard as well. I don't know what to say anymore. I do want a normal relationship with you, but I'm afraid that I can't handle it. I'm afraid that you'll ignore me again just like you have before. I'm afraid of feeling that way again. I'm afraid to take the chance. I'm sorry for that. I know its my fault as well but .. wow .. maybe this way always my fault .. I think I'm the one that was probably pushing you away. But please don't ever tell me what I can call _____. Ever. You don't have the right to. You're just jealous. Don't you dare insult him in any way ever again.

_____: I can't believe it happened. I can't believe I let it happened. It was just so ..fdhfds.

_____: Oh god. I pary and I pray that its not true. I hope it's not true. Don't do this to yourself. Please .. just. Goddd. You are so stupid.

[Winter]

I can't believe I was stupid enough to fall in love with you. Look at all the trouble it got me into. I think this is really the end. I'm going to take some time, but I WILL get over you this time. I will move on with life. I will go to university. All without you. But I will go on. I think it's better this way. One day, I'll completely be over you.

Goodbye for the last time.

[whywasisostupid]

dear seth,

im looking forward to august 14. even though its the day before school, its nice that you'll get to spend the night <3

im kinda upset at you right now though.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

you completely like...forgot about me. what happen to "the dream team" and us always being side by side and everyone knowing us as eachOTHERS sidekicks. now you treat me like im your freaking SLAVE. and my "jokes" about me being your slave? haha, im NOT PLAYING. i freaking feel like your damn slave.

[Teesa]

To my parents:

I'm glad you guys went out to a party tonight. I hope you enjoy yourselves, because you haven't been out in a long time. I love you both very much..

--Teesa

[redpeony]

Hello :p

Why do I write about you so much in things like these? I mean, not that that part has any significance, but it's the fact that you are still always on my mind.

When I think about it, it's really me who has created all this hope. Sure, it may be false, but whatever... it makes me happy. Haha, selfish me.

You just seem so... good for me. I love your eyes... I love how smart you are. I love how genuinely nice you are and I still love the way you looked into my eyes every time you talked to me, without looking away or anything. That's so rare, such a sign that an individual isn't self conscious. Made me feel like I was the only one in the room. I remember how you looked over my way and smiled that time that I was laughing really hard, and that time you were sitting on the ground and looked up at me with those huge blue eyes. Oh gosh... I'm so stupid. All those little things... your eyes have made me fall for you.

Sometimes I think I am so freakin pathetic, or that I may be lying to myself because I really don't want to be in a relationship and are using you as an excuse, because the chances of us getting together and staying together aren't incredibly great.

But it's like you're the only one I would want to commit to, you know? Everyone else just... grosses me out, as b*tchy and arrogant as that sounds. There's something about you that really sticks out and I don't know why, but I just can't get you out of my mind.

I know we didn't talk all that much last year, but the few times that we did were memorable. In part it really feels like a strong physical attraction, but I've never felt this way when I was physically attracted to someone before. You are just so nice, so genuine.. so yourself, it's incredible.

Oh man... I don't even know. Sometimes it seems as though we are just too afraid to do anything, yet at other times, it's like we don't even want to. Make sense? Hahaha.

I understand it's virtually impossible to get in contact with you because our friends don't get along together, and you don't exactly have internet..... but whatever.

Maybe I'm stupid and I'm wasting my time, but I don't care. That little sliver of hope will keep me thinking about you... until I get you. :p

[*Azarel*]

I'm sorry I always disappoint you. It's funny though, mum, how you turn on me so quickly and easily, before pretending nothing happened. I hate how condescending you are when you bring up the SATs scores and the grades, how you scold me like I purposely did horribly, how you never stop to think about it. I'm always out to get you, aren't I? I'm ruining my own life because I want to get back at you? Please, you're flattering yourself too much, dear mother.

I fail at everything. I'm a horrible daughter, girlfriend, overall person. I hate it.

[Skyline Drive]

Today was AMAZING. Complete FREEDOM!



There is something missing though.. I'll figure it out.

[berry_lickable]

honey hating on me wont make you pretty

[*mzkandi*]

Where's my email dag nab you!!!! grrrrrrr....

[*disco infiltrator*]

*sigh*

i don't even feel bad about liking you anymore; it's not something i can help.

[Winter]

I can't wait to go check out your uni. Mom says I might go there too. I still can't get over the fact that you have to walk 3 miles to reach the cafeteria! Man that place must be huge! Love ya couz.

[xFaith]

dont crush me.. dont break me.. just dissapear.. no matter how much it hurts, im gonna get hurted worse if you stay

[Teesa]

To everyone I will see tonight (hopefully):
I know I don't tell each and every one of you this, but I love you guys more than anything. I seriously don't think I could have made it through anything without having you all there. Let's have a blast tonight.

--Teesa

[sharerol]

-Aw, you know what? You were right. It doesn't make much of a difference if you're gone here. You still talk to me daily on AIM and on myspace. Ily. You just rock. And it's really nice to have someone to talk to about...stuff.

- Wow, you disgust me at times. I know you're never gonna be with her, but just.... O_O

[maia_dc]

If you're meant to be with someone, you'll always see them in random places when you two have no connection to each other whatsoever. Then it's *fate.*

I hate how you make that come true. I shouldn't even care about you, but I do.

[*jooleeah*]

Something's missing. Maybe you've moved onto bigger and better things..? Ah, whatever. I don't think I'll care that much anymore.