A Message to Anyone, v.6 (continued) Options

[*takingbacksandy*]

you made me so bitter about life.. to the point where nothing really matters. i don't have fun anymore. it's hard to feel. i'm so emotionally unstable right now. i haven't been able to like a guy for more than two weeks since you. i don't know what you've done to me but i refuse to believe its love since it was only a short period of time. i have never liked anybody for so long. i had the happiest memories in my life, with you. almost everything makes me think about you. the memories won't fade.. i can't even listen to certain songs because it reminds me of you so much. i still know your favorite movies, singers, celebrities.. i tried to forget about you, it was just a fling. i tried to find all the flaws in you but the more i thought about it, the more it made you attractive.


its been two years ago since i've seen or really talked to you. i know you don't care.. probably even forgot about me. i just wish you gave me closure.. told me you hated me to my face rather than just avoiding and ignoring me. it hurts so much more. i hope the best for you. have a good life with your future lover. i'm sorry.


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you weren't the greatest mum, but i think i would die without you. i love you mommy even though i have never said it, and you will never get to read this.


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where are you when i need you most? i have never met a girl like you before.. and just like every other best friend, you moved away too. at least we still keep in touch through phone and AIM though.. but it's not the same. i really do hope you come back to visit this year.


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i hate the fact that you think you're better than me. look b!tch, you got nothing i'm envious about. get that f**king stick out of your ass, dumb c**t.



k. done.

[*Azarel*]

Stop using my terms. Stop talking like me. Stop trying to be like me. It's lame. You're pathetic.

[*stephinika*]

to ...

why don't you like me? i don't get it...i didn't do anything wrong...its not like i'm trying to "steal him away" from you...i mean really. you are one of the most stereotypical versions of a parent i've seen...which kinda sucks...for both of us. bah. it really bothers me what you think of me and right now i guess there's not much i can do but still...ugh. i'm not a ho or anything...i mean really. grr. besides...you people invited me...like what the crap. bah.

[glit_gal]

hope you have the greatest birthday party ever!

[Skyline Drive]

I find you to be completely repulsive and utterly IGNORANT. Oh yeah did I mention that I f**king despise you ? I'm sorry you can't handle it

[sharerol]

-JJ - I'm glad we made up. But omfg, what if that's true about....her?

-Why don't you just call her yourself..? Is there something wrong with you.....? :-X

[osidepinay33]

to that boy...

I miss you..

[Looow]

_____: Are you okay...? =/

_____: SHiT. I forgot to call. I guess i forgot. That's good. It just means you aren't on my mind as often. Good because you don't deserved it. Since I don't deserve to be thought about right? ..

_____: Oh wow. I'm ... I'm ALL confused now.

[whywasisostupid]

dear seth

i cant let go. no matter how hard i feel i have to, you just make me happy all over again and i cant do it. why do you have such an effect on me? ill see you tomorrow love.

im glad we had that talk yesterday. im glad i know what your thinking now. its amazing how long we've last i know. please dont think that im going to cheat on you, i love you. i would never leave you for another guy. you're too awesome.

i love seeing you smile.

[*mzkandi*]

I got your IM today. God I miss you and no matter how I think there may be no future for us, every time we come into contact all my feelings for you come rushing back. I love this feeling......

[PinkTrash]

let's both stop it.
why do we keep lieing to each other? why do we keep trying to make each other jelous, when we all know that its just all lies? why do we have to keep hating on each other, when it obviously very clear that we still like each other. I know we probably don;t like each other romantically anymore.. but we still enjoy each other's prescence and be friends, or maybe a bit more. I dont understand why we keep doing this on purpose.. I dont understand why i keep doing it on purpose. =(

[maia_dc]

I wish you weren't so much older... And I wish I knew more about you.

[*stephinika*]

sigh. you are the most perplexing person ever. i feel so silly getting a teensy bit upset about this...ugh. i can't stand this. so do you or don't you? ahhh...oh the anxiety.

[Teesa]

To __________ :
I am foolish to ever think that you could ever like me. I am not pretty like the other girls. It's the truth. And I will never be, so there you have it. Obviously, personalities don't overcome beauty. I honestly missed you when I didn't see you tonight, but then I read it. We're having a couple late nights together next week and I am excited =]

--Teesa

[3ssx]

To Blitz. : Baby, i love you so damn much

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To some people..

im glad that we're finally talkin again. =] its nice to talk to some old friends

[Looow]

_______: I really miss you. A lot. I wish things wer elike they used to but I'm sure we all know they won't go back to normal. That's a fact. It's horrible I know. But hey, we had our fun.

_______: I'm sorry I'm hurting you.

________: I still can't believe how much you've done.

[*disco infiltrator*]

why did you make me think about liking you?

i shouldn't be thinking of you. i should be thinking of him. but i'm thinking of you..

bleh. i suppose this is life.

[*anubis*]

i took the wrong path and it was my own mistake.

but i'm glad i made my mistakes. i'm closer to you than i thought i would have ever been.

you are part of what's making me stronger. and i am grateful you've been part of my life.

no matter what, i still love you.

i've just realized, in reality, we are just not meant to me. we're too different.

but i am grateful that you're here

and i hope i don't disappoint you anymore.

[so0o_contagious]

only if i knew what you were doing =[. your'e usually on at this time. until very late. -.-


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i thought we were done. why did you have to call me? you led me on. you chose me over her, yet you still want us to be friends. its a routine. im always "that other girl" over there. ill get used to it.

[*lolita kitty*]

happy birthday dearie yay for 15 ^_^

9 more days... m'gosh...

haha, your funny

[whywasisostupid]

dear shelton,

we broke up about a year ago, and all of a sudden you turn up? just got out of juvi? wow.

you've changed and so have i. it wouldn't work out.

[lilliannnn]

DF; I'm not mad at you, I'm just kinda shocked that you would say something like that. You know how much I'm in love with him so you tell me that he told you that he likes you THEN tell me you kissed him? But the latter was a joke? Ughh, why? Now, I'm all paranoid that maybe you might kiss him. What would I do without you? If you kiss anybody it cannot be him and you know it. Don't even joke, please. I love you too much to lose you. You're my bestest friend in the whole world (even though we never talk or hang out anymore becase Joey has been sucking you to Clifton 24/7) and I don't know what I'd do without you. Just don't kiss him. Don't even joke.

TC; Why do you like her? Well, that's kind of a stupid question because I know why. She's GORGEOUS, I'm not. She listens to you're type of music, which I sometimes do to, and you have amazing music taste and we like alot of the same stuff so maybe thats not a reason, okay I'm rambling. She's not as emotional as me. I'm hella emotional and you know that. I just wish that for once you would like me instead of A, or C, or D. Why can't you like L? It's not as bad when you like other people.. but when you fall for 3 of my best friends it hurts like fcuking hell. It's been 3 years with a few kisses that I later found out were "pity kisses". Can't something work out?!??

BMW; Ugh, now I can't even drive that car because those are your initials. Anyways, I miss you. Alot Alot Alot Alot. I know you hate me, but that doesn't stop me from thinking of you. Yeah, you crushed my heart into a million pieces and we haven't talked in 3 months, but I still miss you. I still like you. I want us to be friends agin. The GOOD friends that we were, just joking around. I think I liked it better when you like A, because even though I was jealous.. I wasn't getting hurt as much. Oh God, the think I want most in the world right now is for my phone to ring and it be you on the line. You don't even know how much that would mean to me. All I need is to hear your voice and to know that we're talking again. I miss you.

A; Mannnnn, you're moving. You were my first best friend and we were inseperable for 5 years. Then along came middle school and Cheyenne and her group and we kind of drifted apart. You hooked up with the guy I was inlove with. You got a boyfriend, whom you've been with for over a year but cheat on ALL THE TIME, and so I kind of fell for him once or twice just to get back at you. You never talk to me. You've been such a bitch to me for the last 3 years, I've hated you. I've told everybody BUT YOU that I've hated you. Sadly, I lied. Because I don't hate you. I hate the things you do and how you treat me, but not you. Now that you're moving, I don't know what I'm gonna do. Everything that has to do with guys, you've helped me with. I'd probably still be prude if it wasn't for you. This is going to be crazy when you're gone. Even though were definitely not as close as before, I'll miss you.

KA; Hey, baby. I miss you. Come back from Barbados NOW. I wanna talk to you soo much. Hahahah, you're so great, I hope know that. Love you.

[dreamerOi]

i told you before that i wouldnt be able to do everything for you. i told you that there would be many times where my word will be broken. i told you that if i dont promise there is no guarentee i will keep it.i told you that i wasnt a suited girlfriend but you said you understood and it was okay. but you forget. you always forget. i will never remind you but i will just become a better girlfriend. ill show you ill keep my newly listed promise to you. because i never break a promise. i love you and im not tired of fighting. but i am tired of hurting you. and i will never make you keep your promise because it is your promise. not mine. if i force you to keep apromise then the satisfaction in actually pursuing the promise wont be as wonderful. it will only be satisfactory. or just content. nothing great. nothing worth remembering. that is why i will not make you keep a promise. and also because i love you.
sometimes i really do want to break up with you. not my love. but break up with you so that we are both single. but i will still love you. i want to because i just want to be free to learn. its hard to learn with you when your so far. my love for you is almost seemingly endless but it is hard. it is really hard. i want to work with it or through it but sometimes im just so weak. and sometimes im tired of letting you down so i just want to end it so i will stop. but instead ill have to do it while you take everything i say extremely lightly.

[Teesa]

Happy 17th Birthday my dear, sweet best friend! I don't know how I would make it through life, without you! I love you so much I hope you like your present =]

--Teesa

[sharerol]

Am I getting over you? I hope so....Then again, I don't hope so. Man, you confuse me so much.