so called "best friend", omigosha!(quite a read) Options

[NgocQuyen]

lols...okay...so lets see here...i have a "best friend" we've known eachother for like 5 years...we've been through hell and back together....and though those years she's lied to me a couple of times...and i forgave her...because well....she's my best friend and i figure heck it'll make our relationship stronger....well last year i moved to another city 1 hour away from where she lives and where i use to live. and throughout this new year i guess you could say we've grown apart. i mean she's my best friend so i tried my hardest to keep in touch...i called her like every time i got the chance, which was like every other weekend. and when i go visit down there i always make time to stop by her house and hang out with her for a couple of hours, too. well recently i've been like talking to alot of guys lately and their all asian(coinsidently) and i've been like not attracted to caucasion(SP?) guys. and i told her all of this because well...we needed something to talk about...and the next time i visit. she's all like "oh i saw these FIONE asian boys and one wanted to get with me and im all like okay buddy..." and im just sitting here uh going along with it? but uh heres the thing....back in that little town that i moved out of....I WAS THE ONLY OTHER RACE IN THE PLACE!!!!!!!! and uh she was talking to one of her friends on the phone or something (i forget) and she was all like "yeah well white boys dont really interest me no more" lols...ok...and im sitting here....laughing my head off...because yeah...its just the things she says...ok ***NOTE i am not say there is anything wrong with her wanting to be with an asian guy...but heres the thing...she's OBSESSED with them!!!! OH MY GAHHH...its like....EVERY SINGLE ASIAN GUY IS HOT TO HERR!!!!! even the LITTLE ONES! oh my gahh RUN!!!!! she's just...getting on my nerves! she never even knew what an asian was until she met me!!!! she's been in the boonies too long....okay so heres what she does...she goes on yahoo profile search thing...and she looks up asian guys....she'll type retarded stuffs like "finesexyaznboy" or whatever...she'll even add random sn's to her yahoo msger hoping that it even EXISTS and that its some 'fine asian boy' ...ok...its not bothering me that she's looking for asian boys.....but heres the thing...she's already with someone? and she's always trying to talk to guys...i mean online, in person whatever....its getting on my nerves....everytime she says that she "loves" him it makes me want to grit my teeth and PIMP SLAP her!!!! not only is she copying my taiste in guys but she's trying to act like me!!! i mean im flattered that im a role model i guess? but uhh...it gets kind of annoying..because she's terrible at it......sometimes people say i talk "ghetto" and sometimes people say i talk "sophisticated" and she's been trying to do that....only when she talks "ghetto" it sounds funny because she has a HEAVY HEAVY country accent....and then...she does the UNTHINKABLE!!!!! she starts talking to my brother right? and i dont mind...but heres the thing...she's supposed to be my best friend and she's supposed to be TALKING TO ME....but instead she goes on to check if my brother's on then she gets off...trust me..i've seen it done more than once....she doesnt talk to me anymore she doesnt make any effort to be friends with me AT ALL....she freaking STALKS my brother its getting so annoying...sometimes i just want to go straight into her face and say "STOP TRYING TO HOLLER AT MY BROTHER! GET A LIFE HE'S 21 AND YOU'RE 14!!! THERE'S NO EFFING FUTURE!!!!!" but...im too nice....

and we have this other best friend(lets call her sam). well sam has been keeping in touch with me but not my other best friend....and my other best friend is like "i hate sam i hope she never talks to me again..if she doesnt talk to me than i wont talk to her" and the next thing you knows she's calling sam up talking like she never said anything like that....she said all that...and she still called her.....mybest friend(lets call her tammy cuz im tired of saying my best friend) tammy never ever even once called me since i moved...and she didnt even call me on my birthday...

lols...the thing is...when i go visit her and such she's always like changed.....she sits there and say im her best friend and everything and that she hates all the people at the school since i moved away...and im just like...i forgive all the things she's done to me....i mean i've known her for 5 years and so i try to put effort into it because shes supposed to be like a sister to me. she's helped me alot you know...lols...so the thing is...i mean im tired of her junk...she needs to SERIOUSLY get a hobbie...if her mom didnt have her diong things she would sit on her computer all day look through people's profile and find cute asian boys....i really want to tell her whats on my mind...but all she's going to do is be like "im not copying you, you're just jealous and blah blah blah..." trust me...i know her just oh too well....i dont want her to get the wrong idea or anything...i just want her TO STOP TRYING TO BE LIKE ME and STOP IGNORING ME LIKE I NEVER DID ANYTHING FOR HER....i dont know...maybe i should end the friendship? or i should just do her like she does me......maybe i should just stop talking to her? i dont know?

lols...what do you think?! lols

sorrie its sooooo long...i had alot on my mind..and i no longer have a best friend to talk to....