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[OmG iTs LaUrEn]

when ever i like a guy, he never likes me back. i noe you've probably heard this a million times before, but mine is different. ok. resently (as in yesterday) i asked this guy who has been flirting with me who he likes, and he said no one, and then he said that he only likes a certain race of girls. so then of course, stupid me i was heartbroken and crying because i really really liked him and i thought he liked me back. then in the beinning of the school year i liked a different guy, but then he didnt like me because i didnt have a ass n i was "flat chested". i always feel like that when ever i like a boy then they get totally turned off by me, and sometimes they dont even know that i like him. its like im jynxed(sp?). and its not fair. im not trying to be mean but all of the girls with HUGE BOOBS in my school get all the guys, and they all flirt with all the guys even when they all have boyfriends, and they all call me ana because im really skinny. my question is does anyone ever feel that no guy on the planet would ever have a crush on them? and do u find it unfair that the girls with the "perfect figures" get all the guys, and then all the other are just there?




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omg on xanga the racist guy wrote "crazy lauren"(im lauren) because someone had a xanga where they wrote" o ______ is my anti-drug, i love him sooo much" and he though it was me and left a comment on that stupid girls xanga saying "hi lauren". then i left a comment on his saying "YOUR A JACKASS!" and last night he imed me (before i knew about this) saying "wow ur nuts" and he wouldnt tell me why i was nuts. i cant stand him anymore. HES AN AHOLE!