My Broken Shattered Dreams, a poem Options

[Terror]

yeah some of you may have read my other poem the Lonely Child one. well i havent been on in a while. yeah heres another one of mine i dont know if its good for you guys you tell me. been busy, currently in the process of moving back stateside(thank god, been here too long)


My Broken Shattered Dreams

My last glimpse of hope...has shattered before my eyes

everything i envisioned, my hope...has died

and as i peer over this cliff, filled with dispair

i wonder why im alive, when noone cares

why do i exist, in this cold lonely place

when the world shudders, at the sight of my face

why do i continue on, when the world holds me back

because of the perfect qualities i lack

why do i try, when others put me down?

why do i look for love, when i know it cant be found?

how am i still standing, inspite of all the pain?

why do i have hope, when i know its in vain

why do i live, if i know ill just die

why do i say im fine, when im crying inside

why cant this pain stop, in this horrible world were in

why cant i change, my lies and my sins

why do i bottle, my emotions so tight?

between myself and my mind, im slowly losing the fight

slowly losing my mind, losing my self, losing direction

wondering "who is that" as i look at my reflection

nobody likes me, the world dont care

everybody hates me, the world aint fair

lost all hope, my family aint there

what do i do? im alone and im scared

a broken heart, yields a lesson

every gift, is NOT a blessing

see the world beneath the surface:

lies, tears, hate...pain, death, curses

so in this world, ive come to believe

to be human, is to decieve

to be honest, is to lie

to be happy, is to cry

to be living, is to die

trust NOONE, not even you

the world is a lie, and that is true

the world, my hope, my life, is dying it seems

what can i do but mourn, over my broken shattered dreams