Man.. Lesson learned ? Options

[Skyline Drive]

Here are the main points :

-- I have a crush but never told anyone not even my best friend because she has a class with him and it would be too tempting for her to keep her mouth shut. So she has no idea that I like this guy whom also happens to be a good friend of hers..

-- Today she tells me "guess what, (my crush) and (her other friend) like each other, so I did a little match making"

the whole time I'm thinking ARE YOU KIDDING ME.. GAWH </3.. you're my best friend and I'm sure if I would of just told you.. you would of never hooked them up and done the impossible for them not to hook up..

--I just replied with " Aw how cute " .. it took all the goodness in me too say that.. inside I was gasping for air about to have a heart attack.

So too sum it up.. I suck because I could of prevented this and now I feel like shiat. Man. My own best friend hurt me and she has no idea..

I don't know what I should do, should I just forget and move on ?
Sorry if this doesn't make sense.
That's life for you though.
Next time I won't keep my mouth shut.