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[dancingkait]

to s...
i miss you so much. and it's only been 2 days. i get to see you again monday though...so i'm looking forward to monday. what is this thing im feeling? she makes it seem logical but when i try to wrap my mind around it..i just can't. but she is helping me figure you out. maybe she's right. is it just the words? is is just the pressure of everyone that scares me away? i don't know. i wish i did. the question keeps coming up in my mind. do i or don't i. i think i'm starting to lean towards the "do" and take the risk. but that risk scares me. i couldn't hurt you again. but i know i will. i know it's not going to last forever. i can't last that long. forever scares me. do you think that too? or do you want it to last forever. too much...pressure?...in forever. we're still young. what do you think of a casual, less serious relationship. nothing serious. if you haven't noticed i'm not a very serious person. not at all. i like to live day to day. not planning what i'll be doing in a month, a year. i wish i could tell you all this. but i don't know how.

[KELLYYY]

I hate you. Yes, I used the word 'hate'. Wtf is wrong with you!? You just want the attention, that's why you talk and scream loud. Stop it. Nobody likes you. Just stop trying to get attention. Bitch.

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

that`s it on monday im gonna tell you i don`t care if you don`t talk to me im gonna talk to you lols well i can`t force you to like me but i can give it my all to help you see how i really am. I really like you and i hope you feel the same way too. please don`t be afraid to talk to me we can still be friends i won`t mind if you don`t like me. please just don`t be like the others like my friend tells me. don`t be the kinda guy who stops talking to girls cause their afraid. but whatever i have to tell you whether you talk to me or not.

[miss barnes]

i think i'm fallin for you

[ANG33ZY]

rofl keep trying. i don't want you.

[DesperateXMeasur...]

You have no idea. You really don't.

[onemanshow]

ssj. marry me.

[Teesa]

to ________ :
mm, you are a great guy. This has been probably the third "message" I've written for you. I wish we could be more than friends, seriously. You are just too awesome..Even if we don't talk so much anymore, I'm glad we got to for a little bit today.

teesa

[_sarcastic_]

why do you keep doing this to me

[Juicy <3]

To___

Everytime i see you i wanna kiss you, your dimples always make me smile, nearly everything about you i love. (except your trainers)
I wish you knew how i felt, but i know you don't feel the same way. The "Just friends" policy as always right?

[weirdness]

meh
i wish we could be more than friends :|

[misoshiru]

why. why. why.
i don't get you. i seriously do not. i don't get why you treat me differently, why you're shy around me, especially alone. you're so much more outgoing when you're with other people, or other girls. but you seem to kind of clam-up when you're talking to me. even online. goddamnit. i can't read you. i'm naive, i'm "innocent," i just don't get it. maybe i'm in denial. if you like me, then why can't you just freaking ask me out. cuz you know what? i like you too. god, you're so frustrating.

[*suddenly she*]

i hate you so effing much. why?
- you said you thought he was annoying.
- you told j* that you were "saving that for college."
- and now you're going out.
- with some jerk.
- that you said was annoying.
- right after j* got out of his depressive state.
- and it's obvious.
- that you're using j*.
- and my best friend "loves you to death."
- and what you're doing to us makes us all feel like schmidt.
- and you copy every single song colin and i like.
- and you try to be so "original," it's SICK.
- you said you'd support me next year in the election.
- and now you've decided to run against me.
- you're smiling while i'm trying to comfort j*.
- no, you're laughing and talking.. no, FLIRTING. with r*.
- in front of his face.
- and every single thing you do to hurt j*
- relays itself to me.
- because that's what a friend feels.

sorry, i'm not you're best friend. i never was, even if that's what you thought.
in fact, i'm not your friend at all. i'm tired of faking being nice to you. i don't know how to let you know that this "connection" we had stopped existing a long time ago, because it'll hurt you. i know it will.

BUT THEN WHY DO I CARE? why do i care if you hurt if we're not friends? i still don't want to hurt you, even if i don't like you. why is that?

and if anyone reads this and is kind enough to care, i'd so appreciate it if you tried to make me feel better.. by pm-ing, since i don't think i'll be looking back.

[sabbyrina]

i don't know what to do about you anymore.

[dELiRiOUS8o8]

C____

im to scared to let you know because; i might ruin our friendship and im scared of what youre gonna say and how youre gonna act; im just too scared to let you know the truth.

but simply. i fallen for you.

...everytime you cross my mind i cant help it but to smile. :]

[sheepy]

sorry. i really am. why didn't you tell me? why didnt you tell me the truth, or how you felt or what went through your mind? why did you let me just go off assuming you didn't care? that i meant nothing to you, that you were a coward and ran away everytime i needed you. how i was so wrong. i'm so sorry i ever doubted you. i'm sorry for neglecting you, and showing you that i really.. don't need you. but i think deep down, i don't know how to go on without you there. i may not be comfortable around you, but if i could spend a day with anyone, it'll be you. i wish we could get closer, and learn more about each other. i wish you'd smile everytime you saw me.

[KissMe2408]

My dearest Jeremy,


Every 1,000 posts i get on createblog, i post somethan special, like a topic or somethan. And right now i'm on 3,000. And i wanted to post this one for you.

You are at work right now...i miss you. Starting tomorrow, it'll only be a week until i can see you. Only a week!!!! Time has flown by so quickly, but at the same time it's been crawling by this past month. I miss you, I've been so worried about you. I know you've been hurting alot lately. And I know i'm doing a horrible job on trying to make things easier on you, and I'm sorry for that baby =(
I was watching Tv today after you called me, and i was kinda drifting off thinking of you. Thinking about how much has happened these past 5 months, all the memories. lol I remember those nights when we would get on the phone like at 10 or 11 pm, and still be talking at 6 am and not wanna get off but had to go cuz our parents were waking up, lol put a smile on my face. But the thing is, I care for you Now more then I ever did before.
I remember when i got the our notebook in the mail for Valentines Day..omg i was so excited, i was like shaking. lol, It was the most beautiful notebook i've ever seen, lol. i'm serious! I remember how it was like getting your pix for the first time...i was half asleep and i saw you and i was like, "oh..my..god" he's so hott!!! haha, and i remember when you first told me you loved me....oh man i think i was shaking for that one too! lol i remember that time when you called me up i think the day after we got together, and i was in the bathtub. lol, one of the many times that happened, lol.
And the best part is, is that we still are looking forward to our other "firsts" together. Our first kiss, the first time we actually are able to hug, lol the first time we see each other. It's going to be amazing baby =) And you have no idea how happy and excited I am!!

Just to throw this out there, you know you mean everything to me. And you mean 10000000,00000000 more times to me then this site. I hope you know that, and know that if you ever asked me to stop coming to this site, I would. Just to let you know. lol kinda out the blue, but i wanted to tell you that for some time

Sometimes it's easier to write to you like this, I don't get tounge twisted lol.
i know you're nervous about seeing me. lol, i'm nervous tooo!!!!! i'm excited!!! The thing we both have been wishing and wanting for this past 5 months is now coming true =) Aren't you excited??lol i know you are. We're going to have an amazing time together, don't fret my love. Everything will work out, promise ;)

Thank you. Thank you for everything. Thank you for all the memories, I will cherish them forever. Thank you for being the best boyfriend that I could ever dream of. And thank you for ALWAYS being there for me. and Thank you for making me so happy =) You have no idea how happy you make me and how much you lift me up. Thank You for putting a smile on my face again, and for showing me what it means to truly care for someone.

I love you my strider, my best friend, the man of my dreams, my love, my green giant (hehe), the one that truly makes me happy <3

[*stephinika*]

hey you.

its funny. i was only gone a few days and i talked to you a lot every day but still...i missed you. a lot. your little messages certainly brightened up all my days though.
for that i thank you.

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

omg you are my new hero you sing so good you've got the greatest talent right there im listening to you right now ^^ ahaha "you're my everything" i love this kinda music it's not heavy metal like the thing that everyone else listens to, it's so sweet i needa meet you sometime ahaha loving your music keep up the good work you're probably a rich 13 year old by now with a huge house and a pool psh lols

[KELLYYY]

And I thought you are my best friend..

[vampireduster]

hahaha i love the people at school. getting humpedf

i love youuuu!

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

lols today she told you that i liked you and she came back to me with good news and bad, yeah i really don't care if you have a girlfriend or not cause i don't want to break up your relationship my little crush is nothing compared to you guys, don't break up with her just cause of me. i really don't care i just wanted to get my feelings out of my system and i didn't want to lock it all inside anymore. but im glad i asked you cause i would have never known you had a gf if i didn't well i didn't really ask nancy asked for me ahaha and i was so nervous to tell you too cause i was afraid, that you would be like everyone else, just avoid me and be super shy. I really wanna know why they cant just act normal yeah yeah okay so someone likes you when you talk to them big deal it's not any different i know i wouldn't want someone avioding me when their talking to me. well it's okay i like you and i told you how i felt (nancy did) and that's all that matters.

[shortiiex]

i sad taht i will never see you again after graduation.....but i hope one day i will bump into you...it's hard to let go to someone liek you

[*jooleeah*]

You're supposed to be my brother. You're supposed to be there for me. You're supposed to be there for my family. Sometimes I think I hate you...but honestly, I don't. You're a selfish adult that hasn't grown up yet. Sometimes I think I'm more sensible than you. That's sad, no?

[*stephinika*]

hey.

wow. today was so much fun. i missed you a lot. it was so nice to see you. really. lunch and afterschool was so fun but yeah, rather interesting...
godammit...stop being so sexy. its so bad because you honest to god turn me on and thats not supposed to happen...i don't mean to, but i do. we just have so much fun together and yeah we're getting closer and closer to that line but we haven't crossed it yet, mind you we're getting pretty damn close and i'm scared what will happen when we get there. sigh. it was so fun and just...exhilerating in a way. its nice to know too that you think i'm attractive...
i hate timing. don't you?