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a message to anyone, v.4! |
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#326
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![]() me likes! ^^ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 119 Joined: May 2005 Member No: 139,729 ![]() |
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Look, I'm sorry I lost my temper at you this morning! ![]() I know that you were just a little worried and I KNOW that I really need to learn how to control my horrible temper ![]() Please forgive me ![]() |
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#327
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052505<3 Omg I can't believe this really happened! I'm so happy I found an angel. You're so adorable awws xD ahaha you mean so much. though i can't say I love you just yet, you are someone very very special in my heart<3
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#328
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![]() define our lives for us. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 11,656 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 43,293 ![]() |
I miss you. very much, infact. indeed you and I were best friends. i'm sorry i bothered you before we became such good friends. i liked you. I guess being best friends with you was as close as I got. then.. we slipped away. i'll never forget anything you and i did together, though. it made me smile, you made me laugh. You're just a wonderful person at heart. i'm not sure how anyone can hate you. and just ignore the people that call you gay. they're idiots. you may act gay, but i know your secrets. I really wanted to give you the last hug ever. That friday at school.. I wanted to talk to you. I wondered why you were running away from me. ):
i really want that hug.. I really do.. - Toby. You always make me laugh. hehe. yes, we will be the rulers of hell. haha. you'll be my king and i'll be your king.<3 but you promised me first! haha. you're so hilarious. ohhh. you promised me you would move in with me! ![]() ![]() |
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#329
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,732 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 119,327 ![]() |
To me, you were my life. To me, you were my soul companion... Now we are so far away....
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#330
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![]() RiKACHANtEL ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 3,876 Joined: Sep 2004 Member No: 51,230 ![]() |
i'm starting to get over you..
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#331
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 297 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 63,338 ![]() |
You critisize her for not being a good friend... and then you go and ditch people just so you can hang out with the "popular group," and after all the stuff you said about how you hated her for changing.
![]() You're not being that great of a friend yourself. The heck? What ever happened to the days we used to talk? Now you just come to me for help with homework, expecting I will. Mm, um, wasn't it you that said you'd be your own person? You wouldn't care what the others said? And now isn't it you, doing everything you can to impress them? People you don't even know. Pft, you go ahead and judge me... but what's wrong with you?! We've been neighbours for what... all our lives, and you come up with this crap. Don't think I don't know. The only reason people listen to you is becuase they're scared of you. |
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#332
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![]() Day's Nearly Over ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,553 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 45,183 ![]() |
I feel like an idiot. I promised myself last year you'll be the last person I'll ever fall in love with. After all, you were the one I thought would ever have a chance of returning my love even if it's only .5% - it's bigger than all my other hopes. I feel guilty now because I've found someone new. I can't manage to not think about you. I still have these strong feelings that you do not know about. These strong feelings that were in effect of you. You made me feel this way but our distance.. it's more than miles away. If only I could, I would hold you near me so you won't slip away into somewhere I'm not familiar with. But the thing is, I'm beginning to doubt that you'd like to be someone I'd be close with at all. You somehow always avoid me and you probably think I'm nothing but dust and oxygen. You don't know me at all and I don't know you though I thought I did. It's been over a year now - and you distance yourself from me and I think only from me. I see everyone having fun - with you and I am far away and I am sitting here typing and wondering what the hell you might be doing. You've changed me and you deserve some credit. I have never been this way before. I don't need you but I want you. I want you to just tell me - just once - that you'll be there for me. I don't care if you don't mean it .. but tell me like you do. I should probably just forget you - but the thing is I can't. You're the one I think of when wake up or go to bed. The new person I found - well, I found them because of you. Because they reminded me of you. Then suddenly, you disappeared and .. I thought I lost you. Just so you know I can't stand this. It's not even real anyway.
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#333
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![]() ||amaterasu|| by rene ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 38 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 118,728 ![]() |
hey you-
i cant believe that i might actually like you, you're one of the most intriguing guys that i've met. its been a while, but how do you feel? i havent seen you in a while, havent talked to you much either. how have you been really? do you still love me? you havent been on in months. you're friends haven't told me much either about you. how have you been? my heart is healing fine i think. dont worry about dropping it. after that first break, nothing will hurt that much anymore... |
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boo. i miss you. lots. bleh. damn not being able to drive by myself or you by yourself yet...
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*Azarel* |
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#335
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Dear boyfriend,
I miss everything about you. Please visit soon. :'[ Love, Anna. |
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#336
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![]() naïvety ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Human Posts: 1,303 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 488 ![]() |
I love your hugs..
I miss you.. |
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#337
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![]() whatever d00de ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,349 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 63,060 ![]() |
thanks fo talking to me. i'm glad we're talking now. before it was just dirty looks and what not. now that we're taking, i'm sure we'll work this out. thanks for everything. i love you and i care about you.
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![]() Shutup before I smack you. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 119 Joined: May 2005 Member No: 136,015 ![]() |
You're too sweet, too adorable<3
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#339
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Leesaw :] ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 146 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 70,763 ![]() |
Dear _ _ _ _,
I'm not even sure what to feel about you anymore. Everytime I think of you, my heart starts beating at different tempos all at the same time. The truth is that no matter how hard I try, I can never fully get over you. Whenever I try to like somone else, my heart always ends up reminding me about you. The only reason that I can't get over you is because we could have had a great relationship if only we had more time to spend with you, if only we had more than 2 weeks to get to know each other. It was like I got to know you and we had to go our seperate ways. And then afterwards, I guess I really did ruin our relationship. I"m sorry about that. I let my heart take control of my mind and I didn't even know what I was doing. I was saying all these ideas of things I wanted to happen that I knew never would. But somhow, I thought telling you about them would make those ideas come true. All I want is to see you again, just once, just to tell the words I want to say. I know that we will never see each other again, and everytime I think of that, my heart just sinks. I feel so much regret for not taking advantage of the time I had with you. I guess that is the main reason why I feel this way about you. I miss you more than you can imagine. And, I hope that just maybe one day, I will meet you again. For now, I'll just keep you in my heart until I can find someone to take the place. Really, I just want to get over you, to find someone else who makes me feel the way you make me felt. I mean, I will always love you as a friend. And you know that you are an amazing person. But, I know that we can never be what I want us to be. Yet, my heart can't seem to accept that. From, Lisa - - Man, that was long. That felt good though to let it all out. |
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#340
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![]() hi, my name is hillary ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 352 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 76,591 ![]() |
1) it took so long...but we're finally together. you're my baby. my boo. my one and only. i really hope it stays that way and i'm sorry for not giving you a chance and breaking it off with you so quick. just don't hurt me and i won't hurt you. let me be able to trust you again please...
2) i know i might be leading you on and what not but the truth is that i don't want to let you go. i know that if i start anything up with you again it'll last longer than anything i can possibly imagine. i just need time to see what's out there before i really commit to something so serious. |
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#341
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![]() j'adore =) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 723 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 107,848 ![]() |
to you
thank you so much for visiting me. it made my work day that much better :) only ... has visited me before. and you were so excited to show me the new addition to your wallet :P it was so cute. and i was very impressed that you actually talked to ....... when you got here. so funny. she came back to tell me that i had a friend here. then i came out and saw you standing kind of nervous behind the car. it was such a fun time. thanks again :) to ... wow. you're hot, and you told me that you think my nose ring is hot. i almost died :P lol thanks |
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![]() that heaven is overrated ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 5,096 Joined: Oct 2004 Member No: 53,124 ![]() |
To ____,
You know you're the best and closest friend I have, but sometimes there's something about you that just makes me hate you... |
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![]() Being happy...is all that matters ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 765 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 102,284 ![]() |
I saw you flirting again today. I know I shouldn't care. I know you don't care what I think of you and I know that I could care less about you. Trust me. I tried. I tried to just erase you and me, but somehow, my heart won't let you go. It's been half a year since we broke up already, and there are moments when I wonder if I'll ever be totally over you. I try to like someone new; I try to like other people other than you, but always, always I end up thinking about you. How me and you used to walk home together. How we used to kiss. How you told me you loved me and that you'll always love me. When you first asked me out, I thought that I was dreaming; you were the first guy to ask me out and you were the first guy I thought that I had a chance with. I know that I put strain on our relationship; I know that if only I kept my space and knew my place, we'd last longer. But...I am happy that I got a chance to know you and that you made me happy for just a little while.
There are so many things I want to say to you. I want to tell you that I'm sorry, sorry for everything that I did to put strain and pressure on you. Sorry for not being a better gf to you. Sorry for being insecure. Sorry for everything. I want you to know that you were the first guy that I dared to call mine, and no matter what happens, no matter where I go or what I do, a piece of my heart will always be with you. Even now, as I type this, my heart is still beating for you. I knew that we were never meant to be, and I accepted that we just weren't meant to be in each other lives at all, and I even accepted the fact that I just wasn't ready for a relationship with a guy, but there's always this part of me that wonders, wonders what we would be like now if we didnt' split. Wonder if you think of me. Wonder if you ever walk by my locker and remember all the times that you waited for me. Wonder if you even know my name and know who I am. Wonder if...just once in a while..wonder if you care what I do. Wonder if you miss me in the same way that I miss you. I suppose not... What I want you to know, importantly, is that you were my first real bf and that you'll always, always, have a place inside my heart. |
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![]() skaters gonna skate. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 6,861 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 6,336 ![]() |
Lol I don't like it how you have to leave class 15 minutes early.
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![]() Heck yes. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 163 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 95,464 ![]() |
to jb...
hey i know you hate me and everything. but i want you to know that I can't get you out of my head. you;re the drug that keeps me alive, the words from my mouth, the one person i see in a crowd of clones. i wish you would understand me better and stop throwing me down. you don;t know how every little think you say affects me and can change me. i get jealous at the slightest glance from you to another girl. MY HEART ISN'T EVEN YOURS YET AND STILL, I LOVE YOU THAT MUCH. i know i'm a hopeless case right now, but please, catch me now that i'm falling. yes, hon, this all sounds sooooo cheesy, but i really do love you. if you're not gonna love me for who i am, you can just clip my wings right now. - i love you - ![]() |
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![]() aiko Nakamura at your service ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,518 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,144 ![]() |
You slay me with how your words are twisted. And confuse me with it too. I really do feel like i'm the only one trying but to you i don't try at all. But seriously. Stop saying all these things that you just say sorry about later. It's a waste. Just like you said i'm also a waste of your time. Stop saying you know what i feel and saying i'm feeling this and i should do that. And i'm tired of this. How many times already? Damnit how many times.
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to you.
why are you doing this to me? i always open up to you ... yeah you had an 'excuse' for putting it off but honestly, don't make it sound like there's something earlier on then. thats just mean. ![]() i'm scared. |
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ironically, the more i try not to like you, the more i do
please stop being so wonderful. im not good enough for you |
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![]() HAAAAAAAA. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 4,472 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 75,068 ![]() |
Dear Tommy,
Hey. I fell back in love with you, again. Why does this have to happen? You're so cute. ![]() Dear Toby, I'm really happy that I met you. You are my world. I love you. ![]() |
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