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[nothingless]

i feel like we should get married one day, but it has only been a couple of months. i feel so juvenile of thinking like this. i have this feeling that i don't love you anymore. i am having a tug of war with my heart. i can't stop this.

confused,
nothingless

[ANG33ZY]

lol ew. i don't like you as much anymore.

[bad_girl]

1: why'd yooh call me last night? woahhh.. its the first time yoo've called me instead of meeh calling yooh! doo yooh like me? if yooh dont, then plz stop giving me hope..

2: yooh said yooh liked me before. why are we so far apart now? why cant we be like before? why do yooh keep flirting with her all the time when yooh knows its making me feel bad? yooh know i care about yooh, i want to be loved again..

[*Azarel*]

I feel empty. This yearning won't go away. I miss you so.

[malimars]

What happened to us?We use to be so awsum together and everything just went down the drain I miss u and the old days!

[Strider]

i hope you die very soon

[Just_Dream]

I cherish every moment that we talk--inspirational. Thanks for calling--it means a lot to me. :]


If only words were so simple...

[Shana_Kru]

Jerome JoNeS AkA RoMeO YoU are a hot MaK and id Tap ThaT Any day!!

[dreamerOi]

i love you dearest. ha sorry for making you wait so long til we have something. haah just wait til this summer or winter. maybe even next summer cause i might not be able to ask you.

[*stephinika*]

____
i missed you today...thank god i get to see you tomorrow. i love you so much i hate being so far, yet not really y'know? it really does suck.

[topsyturvy]

This summer is probably going to be the worst summer of my life. I still can't believe I only have less than 2 months with you..

I love you..

[yukichan]

*******,
no u arent being a pest..thanks for the words of encouragment..ur like a bro to me..

****,
i cant get u off my mind..u dont c how hurt i am, do u?everyone notices..well u do too, but u dont care...i can tell...

[*Azarel*]

You've cheered up - my heart sings for you, for me. I felt your anguish, your sorrow, your pain, your grief, everything. All I wanted was to free you from it all. God, I could never forgive myself if you somehow slipped out of my grasp, love. I can't even imagine life without you now, I can't remember how things were before I found you. I feel your happiness now, your joy, and it changes everything. You make me smile, you make me happy, you make everything wonderful again. Every little thing you do leaves my heart fluttering.

I yearn to see your face, to hear your voice, to feel your touch. You and I both know how difficult it is, not being able to physically hold, kiss, be there each other. But you know I'll wait for you, for as long as it takes. It's happening, it's happening fast. I can't wait - I can more than keep up with this. I'm anxious for what will happen - I want our life together to begin. I want to live my life out with you, just like how those love stories always happen. You know, girl meets boy, they fall in love, get married, start a family, grow old together. This seems like it's been lifted right out of a fairytale, I know this'll end in "happily ever after," I know it. I'm so impatient though - I want to make it happen now. I want to make it last. I can't help but smile whenever I think about it, what our life together will be like. It's breath-taking. It brings tears of happiness to my eyes. I can't get you out of my head, and I love every moment of it.

What we have is so beautiful - I've never felt so strongly, nothing compares at all. We may be completely physical opposites, but it still stands: you are the perfect one for me. You are my counterpart in this world, you complete me. Nobody can convince me otherwise. Every little thing about you makes you even more lovable. There is absolutely nothing about you that I would ever consider changing. Every little quirk you have makes me love you more. And I still wonder, how did I ever get so lucky? How did I find you? Who would be so stupid as to ever give you up? Not I, my dear. I'm so glad that I found you, that I have you now. I don't deserve you, you are so much more than what I deserve. And because of that, I thank God everyday for letting me find you. I praise God for you - He must be watching us now. He must be smiling down on us. You hear, God? Thank you for everything.

So this is what it's like, hm? To be crazy in love? I would've never imagined. I'd always dreamed of it - I never thought I would be lucky enough to actually find this. How do I describe it? I can't. It's amazing. Each morning, I wake up thinking of you, each day that passes, I find myself drawn even deeper, each night, I fall asleep, dreaming of you. I trust you with my entire being, and I know you won't hurt me. I've given myself completely, and I know that I'll come out okay - in the end, you'll be by my side. It seems childish of me to believe that this is perfect, but I know it. I know. This is so right. We were meant to be. Beautiful.

Justin Abbott, you have my heart, my love, my soul, you have all of me. I love you with everything that I am. How could I not? You are amazing, everything and anything I could ever want and ask for. I love you, boy.

[miss barnes]

hey boy- i'm getting to be over u i think. thank God because all my thoughts were of you.

[*CrackedRearView*]

It's this sharp pain that shoots directly through my chest; a void that I said, just two nights ago, was an emptiness; a lack of heart. I've changed my mind. That sharp pain is not emptiness, rather, overstock. She's done something that no one, in eighteen years of opportunity, has managed to do. It's an excruciating sting, but, as John Cougar Mellancamp would say, 'baby, you make it hurt so good'.

I want to run my fingers through her hair; hold her hand; run a finger gently down her spine to let her know I'm there. I want to be the prototype of a 'cute couple'.

For two people so hopelessly mismatched, we certainly fit well. For the first time in my life, I'm pleased to be naive. Naive in the fact that in less than two months time, I've managed to fall punch drunk in love with a girl I've never met. But I don't have to meet her. The trust I've failed so miserably at obtaining in anyone associated with me has developed with such ease in a 5'4 (wow, that's tall) Asian cutie from Milpitas.

I wish she could have been there this week, watching me play 'Name' by the Goo Goo Dolls for my mother. It was really for her, too. In fact, now that I think about it, everything I do is for her. I've noticed myself holding off raucous behavior lately, speaking more properly, tidying up more often. Hell, I even shaved this morning. She's thrown me so completely off my axis that it is borderline frightening. Who would have thought that I would be so overjoyed to be so terrified. And who would have thought that this little 5'4 (wow, that's tall) Asian cutie would intimidate me, 'a big oaf', so much.

Through all the muddy water I've trudged, all the bad situations thrown at me, I've grown quite emotionless. Quite neutral; quite in the middle on the Pranz scale, so to speak. Somehow, she's cracked the code. When I'm with her, I'm a totally different person. Perhaps it's for that reason that I'm 110% sure she's the girl I'd like to spend the rest of my life with. Perhaps it's for that reason I'm feeling catharsis 24/7.

This has been a relationship of firsts for me. First time trying an online/long-distance thing. First time ever falling for an Asian girl. First time ever wanting to make myself better for someone else. First time ever truly being in love...

This is the very first time I've ever been writing about subject matter I'm in love with. I plan to write about it much more.

That girl's someone I like to call Anna Wang.

I love you, girl.

[ItzOnlySydney]

hey there. I've been thinking a lot about yo lately. i guess when you didn't come back i tried to forget you; bvut the truth is i just can't. looking bac on the lats few times we saw each other before you left i wish i had been nicer to you. not blew you off as much and not joked around so much. i really liked you i hope you know. and when you told me about your mom i realized we were really similar. so i have one question: are you ever coming back or should i move on? because i like you but i'm not going to wait for forever.

love always,
Sidney

[Teesa]

To _______ :
It's funny how I can get jealous when you touch another girl when I don't even like you..I think.

-teesa

[me1issaaaa]

So this is what it's like to be in love?
Waking up each morning with you being the first thing to pop up in my mind - I can taste you. I can feel your strong arms around me, embracing me, knowing that nothing can come between us. I've given you every part of me, and you've given me all of you in return. I am so in love with you, Drew Dusang.

Never in my life would I have ever imagined that I, of all people, would have been blessed enough as to have found somebody to call my own. Mine. My first love - I love you more and more each day. I am so, so proud of you and everything you do and have done. You are the most beautiful person inside and out. You have my heart forever.

I never thought I would ever experience this feeling of complete gratitude, yearning, love, cherishing, blissful... perfection that we share for one another. You are my best friend. You are the keeper of my heart. You are the one I love. You mean so much to me.

I'm ready... for everything. Everything imaginable. I want to share it with you.

But I can't help but wonder, why me? Why did this unbelieveably perfect, godly boy choose little old me, when he could have had anybody he ever wanted? Girls are crazy about you. Even boys (hahahahahaha silly). They all love Drew. But somehow, for some reason, this perfect little boy chose me. He's captured my heart, my love, everything. I'm so, so blessed to say that I'm in love with you, my love, my only joy, my only strength, my best friend.

[DrEaMgUy2K1]

Double You Tee Eff Mate............................................
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+______+ ;

[Looow]

^ you're bak kind of..?

Dear gjkgdgjraeliu

you're a mothercuking a-hole and i hate you forever and ever. okay? don't ever call me

[DrEaMgUy2K1]

maybe, maybe not @_@

[me1issaaaa]

What's your problem?
You don't even know me, and you already hate me. What the hell. Drew is MY BOYFRIEND. Not yours. So stop being so clingy. He doesn't like you. He's with me. Go away, please.

Are you really that hard-headed? Geez you annoy the crap out of me.

[*Weird addiction*]

we should have sex.

[technicolour]

Dear A_______,

I was just your friend. That is what i thought i would only be to you. I thought that that was all that you were going to be to me. Now i can see, it being the end of the year, that it is going to be a lonely summer without you.

Days before you and her, you had said, i like you...but i don't want to go out with anyone. I understood perfectly, you had been in rocky relationships, so had I. Yet 2 days later, you went out with her. You still are. I went home and i cried.

You told me, yet you went back on it. It tore me apart.

On this last day of school, you wrote me saying you still liked me. I didn't get it. I still don't. But i do know i still like you. I will. For a long time.

-Kristina.

[MetalChick77]

Hey.... you're a good guy and everything. I like how you're very talkative, but please stop asking me to go out with you. I don't want to and I don't even know you much.


K___________, i love you as a friend but stop being so freakin bitchy!