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*Azarel*
post Apr 21 2005, 06:04 PM
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Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

Version2
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Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.
 

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Azarel   createBlog Diary   Apr 21 2005, 06:04 PM
iNyCxShoRT   Dear cB diary, Each day I get a little worst, I fe...   Jun 22 2005, 04:27 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Creatblog Diary, Okay I hate feeling like th...   Jun 22 2005, 05:37 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, what a last few days. tomorrow sho...   Jun 22 2005, 11:24 PM
LoST SouL   dear CB diary I lovve him and i don't know wha...   Jun 23 2005, 06:37 PM
iNyCxShoRT   Dear createBlog diary, Yes I'm here again, I j...   Jun 23 2005, 07:14 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, Okay, so today started out...   Jun 23 2005, 07:33 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, well today started out okay and sl...   Jun 23 2005, 08:12 PM
mzkandi   Dear cB, I took my last test in greek mytology, I ...   Jun 23 2005, 09:02 PM
jooleeah   Dear createblog diary, It feels like I don't h...   Jun 23 2005, 11:56 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, Okay, really, really creep...   Jun 24 2005, 12:52 PM
YoGrandpaIsFine   Dear cB Diary, I don't wanna have a boring sum...   Jun 24 2005, 12:54 PM
helllla jankyyyy   AHHH Lalalalala ! Dear Createblog Diary, Toda...   Jun 24 2005, 01:18 PM
Azarel   Dear createBlog diary, It's certainly been a ...   Jun 24 2005, 03:53 PM
xoxo_koala_kisses_   Oh God. I don't want to do this. I really don...   Jun 24 2005, 04:17 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, I'm updating this agai...   Jun 24 2005, 05:55 PM
emazing   Dear the oh - so - creative CB Diary - Today was ...   Jun 24 2005, 07:11 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, I feel kjfdhjgkhsdj ugly. I...   Jun 25 2005, 01:26 AM
stephinika   dear cb diary, feeling so much better....still a ...   Jun 25 2005, 09:01 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, Today was uneventful, yet ...   Jun 25 2005, 09:24 PM
Chii   dear createBlog diary, i don't know who i am ...   Jun 26 2005, 12:06 AM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, I'm soooooooooooooooooo...   Jun 26 2005, 12:06 AM
SimplePlan_Luvr   Dear CB Diary, N2m happenin here, jst gald da sun...   Jun 26 2005, 01:31 AM
mzkandi   Dear cB. Woot I passed my math class. I am was soo...   Jun 26 2005, 02:04 AM
insomniac   dear cb diary, i have no life. stupid depression....   Jun 26 2005, 04:31 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, f**k createBlog. -- ...   Jun 26 2005, 05:44 PM
jooleeah   Dear createblog diary- I've been in a bad mood...   Jun 26 2005, 05:55 PM
nhj_2006   dear cb diary im eatin wontons that i made myself...   Jun 26 2005, 06:56 PM
miss barnes   dear cb diary, i met someone. one problem. he liv...   Jun 26 2005, 08:58 PM
xbr0kensmil3   Dear cb diary, Wow this weekend was really fun. ...   Jun 26 2005, 10:09 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, Oh my. I fell. Not literal...   Jun 27 2005, 02:30 AM
Azarel   Dear createBlog diary, I miss writing in depth. I...   Jun 27 2005, 04:50 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, wow. this week has started off rat...   Jun 28 2005, 12:08 AM
helllla jankyyyy   I'm back. Dear Createblog Diary, Okay I'm ...   Jun 28 2005, 01:16 AM
Azarel   Dear createBlog diary, I fuck everything up – my ...   Jun 28 2005, 02:02 AM
antix10_kos   cB diary~ I listened to him and now I don't w...   Jun 28 2005, 08:21 AM
jooleeah   Dear createblog diary, Better mood? Sorta. I know ...   Jun 28 2005, 08:26 AM
stephinika   dear cb diary, blah. i know what i feel yet...i k...   Jun 28 2005, 03:14 PM
lolita kitty   ~dear cb diary~ i cant believe schools out. ive w...   Jun 28 2005, 03:19 PM
Azarel   Dear createBlog diary, I'm nearly fucking noc...   Jun 28 2005, 03:22 PM
Frankie   Dear Createblog Diary, i haven't wrote in her...   Jun 28 2005, 03:29 PM
ApocalypseAelis   Dear Createblog Diary, There's an ad above th...   Jun 28 2005, 03:35 PM
emazing   Dear cB Diary, I regret not stopping my mom befor...   Jun 28 2005, 04:12 PM
miss barnes   Dear CB Diary, finally saw my daddy today. i hadn...   Jun 28 2005, 05:02 PM
xoxo_koala_kisses_   Dear Diary, I'm freaking confused. Drew, the...   Jun 28 2005, 05:38 PM
MyVermilionPlague   Hi. Math class sucks. I talked to Sam. He's r...   Jun 28 2005, 08:57 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, today was...interesting. i feel ki...   Jun 29 2005, 12:31 AM
lost [child]   Hey cB Diary, Haha Gay Room Raiders just came on....   Jun 29 2005, 12:33 AM
ichiban   dear cb diary, i am so pissed off that im going t...   Jun 29 2005, 01:10 AM
miss barnes   Dear CB Diary, I finally got a camera!! I...   Jun 29 2005, 04:08 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, I don't know what to do...   Jun 29 2005, 04:40 PM
yummy_delight   Dear CB diary: i am lethargic. ysc sucks. i need ...   Jun 29 2005, 05:16 PM
insomniac   dear createblog diary, kids are evil. but also ex...   Jun 29 2005, 05:23 PM
tweeak   this is so awful. i just got 3 0's in health, ...   Jun 29 2005, 05:25 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, why is he doing this to me? why? i...   Jun 29 2005, 05:51 PM
`SWTWiNKLE3YES   cB diary, i am really tired and bored @.@ its 11:3...   Jun 29 2005, 11:40 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, Okay so I talked to him on ...   Jun 30 2005, 01:41 AM
BrokenDream   dear createblog diary, *sigh* where did the day g...   Jun 30 2005, 12:31 PM
emazing   Dear cB Diary, A couple of minutes ago I was freak...   Jun 30 2005, 05:07 PM
xldubaliciousx   Dear cB. What is happiness? I don't know wha...   Jun 30 2005, 06:54 PM
jooleeah   Dear createblog, Happiness can only last for a cou...   Jun 30 2005, 10:59 PM
dreamerOi   Dear CBdiary, i've stopped getting these weir...   Jun 30 2005, 11:07 PM
[Scr3amin][Horror]   Dear CB Diary, HELL YEAH ! Skool out! Sum...   Jun 30 2005, 11:16 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, hmm...now that i think of it, its ...   Jun 30 2005, 11:22 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary,. Maybe I should just stop...   Jun 30 2005, 11:39 PM
silver rain   Dear cb diary, Argg, I hate my parents so much. Th...   Jul 1 2005, 12:12 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, I really need to talk to so...   Jul 1 2005, 12:53 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, bah. life is so good, yet so weird...   Jul 1 2005, 04:25 PM
tweeak   stop doing stupid things. stop making me worry abo...   Jul 2 2005, 11:28 AM
jooleeah   Dear createblog diary, This summer has been like a...   Jul 2 2005, 11:29 AM
xldubaliciousx   Dear cB diary: AHHHH i'm so excited. Going to...   Jul 2 2005, 12:41 PM
helllla jankyyyy   ^ =O Me too! lmao. Dear Createblog Diary, Ohh...   Jul 3 2005, 01:08 AM
lolita kitty   ^ happy 2000th post, Lorena! ^_____^;; dear c...   Jul 3 2005, 01:11 AM
teeners__15   dear cB diary, i'm at that moment again, wher...   Jul 3 2005, 01:41 AM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, This morning, I got up, th...   Jul 3 2005, 02:29 AM
electric shock   Dear cB diary, Angela has came over. :] I finally ...   Jul 3 2005, 02:46 AM
YoGrandpaIsFine   Dear cB Diary, Okay. The news is out. I quit cB. T...   Jul 3 2005, 03:13 AM
stephinika   closed. new one up.   Jul 3 2005, 06:51 PM
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