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createBlog Diary, version 4
*Azarel*
post Apr 21 2005, 06:04 PM
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Originally started by fathin_felix. Great idea.

Version2
Version3

Old one was 22 pages. Diary? Self-explanitory? I think so. Don't post in here solely to comment on someone else's day.. you can quote them, but don't make that your post.

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Dear createBlog Diary,
I suppose it's been a long while since I've really written anything. I still can't find the inspiration I once had. Just, sometimes, I miss writing. Makes me feel empty, yanno? Time to ramble on some more.

Last night, I felt utterly tired, for no reason. I mean, I'm on freaking spring break, I shouldn't feel tired of anything, really. But I realized I was. I was sitting here on the computer, with nothing to do, nobody to talk to, nothing to relate to. I hated that feeling of utter.. boredom. I still don't know why. I guess I still haven't grown out of the phase where I can't see past the monotony of life. It's almost over though, high school, I mean. More than halfway.

And I can't believe break is more than half over already too. It used to be that the days would drag by, but already, it's Thursday, and I have yet to accomplish anything. Party tomorrow night at Jenn's, and I kind of want to go. At the same time though, I don't. I guess I'm worn out at the moment.

There's nobody to call late at night anymore. People are in school, they have work, whatever. I don't like keeping people up if they have things to do the next day-- it makes me feel bad. And I've been waking up so late nowadays. It makes me feel like a lazy pig. I dunno. I suppose it's just me. Is all, for now. Until next time.
-Me.
 

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Azarel   createBlog Diary   Apr 21 2005, 06:04 PM
yukichan   dear cB diary.. seems like nothing can make me hap...   Jun 6 2005, 04:42 AM
Nicolatofu   cb diaary: 5 days. I bet it'll seem like foev...   Jun 6 2005, 08:14 AM
nhj_2006   goodness. what am i gonna do the whole summer. T.T   Jun 6 2005, 08:22 AM
MyVermilionPlague   Hello. First day of summer school today.... yuck....   Jun 6 2005, 01:21 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, so yeah. today was good and bad. i...   Jun 6 2005, 07:38 PM
jooleeah   Dear cb diary, My mother just yelled at me, again....   Jun 6 2005, 08:27 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog, I'm just trying to forget abo...   Jun 6 2005, 09:51 PM
jooleeah   Dear cb diary, I feel guilty. And I'm so, so s...   Jun 6 2005, 11:32 PM
Hiphop d[-_-]b   Cb diary, hes all i think about. hes in everythin...   Jun 7 2005, 12:23 AM
Azarel   Dear createBlog diary, I can't focus on anyth...   Jun 7 2005, 02:05 AM
jooleeah   Dear cb diary, Last night, I couldn't sleep. I...   Jun 7 2005, 01:54 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, i'm here at school again in in...   Jun 7 2005, 02:10 PM
lost [child]   Dear cB Diary, Im changing my lipring first thing...   Jun 7 2005, 02:37 PM
mzkandi   Dear cB, I am thinking of whether or not to give t...   Jun 7 2005, 05:22 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, The morning started out re...   Jun 7 2005, 07:18 PM
ichiban   hello cb diary, i may just be having the worst da...   Jun 7 2005, 11:30 PM
Teesa   Dear CB Diary-- Well, summer is finally here. Thi...   Jun 8 2005, 08:58 PM
ItzOnlySydney   Drear cB Diary, Today I saw my dad i had a lot of...   Jun 9 2005, 03:25 AM
miss barnes   Dear CB Diary we dont talk everyday anymore. and ...   Jun 9 2005, 12:46 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, oh my god. i'm so sick of look...   Jun 9 2005, 04:04 PM
YoGrandpaIsFine   Dear cB Diary, When will he finally notice me? I h...   Jun 9 2005, 05:36 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary. Ugh I'm tired of it...   Jun 9 2005, 10:15 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, I messseeeeeed upppppp on ...   Jun 9 2005, 10:37 PM
MyVermilionPlague   Hi. Here I go again.. procrastinating. I seriousl...   Jun 10 2005, 12:47 AM
yukichan   dear cB diary.. havent been here for a while..tues...   Jun 10 2005, 01:29 AM
electric shock   dear createblog diary, 06/09/05. okay, remember to...   Jun 10 2005, 01:33 AM
sharerol   QUOTE(Spiritedfreak @ Jun 9 2005, 11:33 PM)de...   Jun 10 2005, 10:39 PM
soulless727   Dear cB Diary, 495... -race   Jun 10 2005, 07:19 AM
electric shock   ^ Omg. your mother forgot your birthday? cheryl.. ...   Jun 10 2005, 10:55 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, i feel like poo right now. this we...   Jun 10 2005, 11:05 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, Oh my. What is going on wit...   Jun 12 2005, 12:54 AM
AngelicEyz00   Dear Diary, Today sucked. I wish I would have got...   Jun 12 2005, 01:25 AM
yukichan   dear cB diary.. yay!i get to c arina tomorrow....   Jun 12 2005, 03:45 AM
nhj_2006   dear cb diary, baby found out i was going to cali...   Jun 12 2005, 05:57 PM
PinkTrash   dear cbDIARY; Waiting for him to come back :( its...   Jun 12 2005, 07:43 PM
jooleeah   Dear createblog diary, I can't believe it...   Jun 12 2005, 07:51 PM
lost [child]   dear cB diary, i got a livejournal today. im pret...   Jun 12 2005, 07:53 PM
funky_munky   dear cb diary, He was right... what's the use...   Jun 12 2005, 08:10 PM
Frankie   Dear Createblog Diary, I miss all of my friends...   Jun 12 2005, 08:18 PM
MyVermilionPlague   Hey. Pretty... damn stressed right now. Meh. It c...   Jun 12 2005, 08:31 PM
Im So Vain   Dear diary, my weekend was going sooo good, up un...   Jun 12 2005, 08:36 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, hi. i'm in class again and bor...   Jun 13 2005, 02:34 PM
xoxo_koala_kisses_   IT'S MY FXCKING BIRTHDAY TOMORROWWWW. YAY...   Jun 13 2005, 04:11 PM
tweeak   ^i call your topic   Jun 13 2005, 04:13 PM
xd0rkette   Dear cB diary, I don't know why they always in...   Jun 13 2005, 09:41 PM
MyVermilionPlague   Hi. I'm ending it tomorrow. Well... probably....   Jun 13 2005, 10:54 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, HOLY KJGFHGJHERHJKJAHG. *...   Jun 13 2005, 11:22 PM
Nicolatofu   dear cb diary, I'm really upset right now. I ...   Jun 14 2005, 12:23 AM
curiousperson   cb diary, Everybody wanted to take pictures of ...   Jun 14 2005, 12:36 AM
xborn to be down   Dear cB Diary, Today was quite a blur actually. I...   Jun 14 2005, 04:16 AM
Azn_Angel13   hey cB diary, i dont wanna hate him ya know. i mea...   Jun 14 2005, 07:29 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, blah. today was...odd. good and bad...   Jun 14 2005, 10:14 PM
mona lisa   Dear CB Diary, I don't know why...but I feel ...   Jun 15 2005, 07:04 PM
mzkandi   Dear cB, I wonder who reads this stuff anyways...*...   Jun 15 2005, 07:08 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, hi again. finished my english exam...   Jun 15 2005, 07:46 PM
tweeak   dear cb diary, why the f**k can i not take a walk...   Jun 15 2005, 08:28 PM
jooleeah   Dear createblog diary, Today I actually got nervou...   Jun 15 2005, 11:35 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, I did not do much today, b...   Jun 16 2005, 12:31 AM
electric shock   QUOTE(sharerol @ Jun 15 2005, 10:31 PM)Dear c...   Jun 16 2005, 12:40 AM
smilz2dasun   dear cB diary, i dont feel well at all. i haven...   Jun 16 2005, 02:15 AM
basick   dear cb diary i got a motherf**kin virus. someone...   Jun 16 2005, 02:26 AM
funky_munky   dear cB diary, Well, tomorrow is my final day as ...   Jun 16 2005, 02:28 AM
anqie   dear cb diary, no more school. hello summmerr. i...   Jun 16 2005, 02:28 AM
BrokenDream   Dear cb diary.. This is kinda like writing in an...   Jun 16 2005, 06:33 AM
helllla jankyyyy   HOLY f**k, Graduation is today christies doing my...   Jun 16 2005, 03:18 PM
mona lisa   Dear cb diary, Today was a much better day. I hav...   Jun 16 2005, 03:31 PM
miss barnes   Dear CB Diary, This week's been ok. My cousin...   Jun 16 2005, 03:57 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, Yay my neck got better, bu...   Jun 16 2005, 08:16 PM
Azarel   Dear createBlog diary, Junior year is finally fuc...   Jun 16 2005, 09:22 PM
BrokenDream   Dear createblog diary, Today was good. My Mom is ...   Jun 16 2005, 11:20 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, *happy dance* my day is that much ...   Jun 17 2005, 02:50 AM
smilz2dasun   dear cB diary, i think i'm gonna break up wit...   Jun 17 2005, 03:01 AM
nhj_2006   dear cb diary, i lost it. june 14th. he left 93o...   Jun 17 2005, 01:34 PM
Nicolatofu   Dear cb diary: OMIGAH it's happening.. it...   Jun 17 2005, 01:40 PM
funky_munky   Dear cb diary: I was over at the mall with my fri...   Jun 17 2005, 03:54 PM
electric shock   Dear cB diary, I got to meet up with a few friends...   Jun 17 2005, 04:00 PM
PurchasedRebellion   cB Diary, I'm bored.   Jun 17 2005, 04:01 PM
MyVermilionPlague   Hello. This first summer school class is done on ...   Jun 17 2005, 08:23 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, Today was, erm...interesti...   Jun 17 2005, 09:39 PM
PinkTrash   Dear CBdiary; as Josh says; IM PMSING =) Ive been...   Jun 17 2005, 09:45 PM
mona lisa   Dear cb diary, Ugh. I can't believe I'm s...   Jun 17 2005, 10:27 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, ugh. i'm going to las vegas fo...   Jun 18 2005, 01:33 AM
BrokenDream   dear cb diary, yes! i am about to go to the w...   Jun 18 2005, 09:53 AM
dreamerOi   dear CBjournal. its 12:31 but ill update when i w...   Jun 18 2005, 02:02 PM
teeners__15   dear cB diary, yea yesterday was a doozy. i hung ...   Jun 18 2005, 03:19 PM
electric shock   Dear cB diary, I got a little hyper. x] Craving fo...   Jun 19 2005, 02:33 AM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, Nothing exciting happened ...   Jun 19 2005, 04:06 PM
mona lisa   Dear cB Diary, Timing sucks. Everyone knows that ...   Jun 19 2005, 05:34 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear CB Diary, I cried so much on Friday. Everyone...   Jun 19 2005, 08:28 PM
sweetxsimplicity   Dear createBlog Diary, It sucks when you've j...   Jun 19 2005, 09:26 PM
blowpops69   dear createblog diary i hate my mom. im not even k...   Jun 20 2005, 09:31 AM
iNyCxShoRT   Dear createBlog diary, There's so much to say ...   Jun 20 2005, 08:13 PM
soulless727   dear cb diarya, im so glad i have awesome friends....   Jun 20 2005, 08:44 PM
funky_munky   Dear cB Diary, Hmmm... I've always been told ...   Jun 21 2005, 01:49 AM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Createblog Diary, I haven't felt like thi...   Jun 21 2005, 01:54 AM
smilz2dasun   dear cB diary... i still haven't broken up wi...   Jun 21 2005, 02:39 AM
blowpops69   dear CB diary, we're on break. i didnt cry eve...   Jun 21 2005, 03:53 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, yay and nay! haha adrian can c...   Jun 21 2005, 06:51 PM
smilz2dasun   dear cB diary, i'm leaving for asu in 30 min...   Jun 21 2005, 07:01 PM
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