plead confusion Options

[ryfitaDF]

this song is about denying the inevitable, terrible truth.

PLEAD CONFUSSION
Mixed messages
Pulling me close and pushing me away
Will I ever escape you?
I doubt I’ll ever see the day
Seeming forever trapped in this
Pernicious affiliation
I know the choices
But I have no desire to make a decision

How many times have I been
Spilt in half because of you?
One too many, if you ask me
But I can’t think of anything to do
I see the fork in the road
Which way to turn? The answer eludes me
How does the verdict plead?
Not insane, but confused

I must admit
Every threnody I write is about you
The better option is
A poisonous, blood-red recluse
Escaping the fire by jumping out the window
Get out of the noose by decapitating myself
Third times the charm, three strikes and you’re out
I’ve been knocked out, just ring the bell

How many times have I been
Spilt in half because of you?
One too many, if you ask me
But I can’t think of anything to do
I see the fork in the road
Which way to turn? The answer eludes me
How does the verdict plead?
Not insane, but confused
I have no clue

This would be where I lose my mind
But I still haven’t found it from last time
It’s gone

How many times have I been
Spilt in half because of you?
One too many, if you ask me
But I can’t think of anything to do
I see the fork in the road
Which way to turn? The answer eludes me
How does the verdict plead?
Not insane, but confused
Not insane, but confused
I have no clue