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[asiangetokewl]

hey guys... havnt been around in createblog for a while lol. hows everyone doing? well in my life its kinda hectic. the first thing I want to say first is, i recently made my first layout by myself, for myself. lol its kinda... i guess, simple, but it is clean. so im curious, what do you guys think of my layout? www.xanga.com/asiangetokewl check it out there<-- the second part is... im kinda sad/bothersome b/c of the following things:

1. I'm going to my senior prom STAG... -.-
2. I'm falling for my ex again.
3. Someone else has the hots for my ex now too, and he continually talks about her with my cousin (WTF lol)
4. I don't know how she feels about me... ( I already asked her best friend adn she doesnt know either)
5. College is right around the corner and through all my HS years, its led me to UCD (university of california, Davis)
6. I'm not doing well enough to get that scholarship award at school
7. My friends that I want to go to the same college as are going to different ones
8. I havent done any of my homework over spring break.
9. My ex is moving out of our hometown =/
10. My parents are stressing out about how to pay for my college tuition...

so yeah... lol can anyone help me? advice would be great! (and feedback on my xanga would be awesome .. what to do, what to do...