Useless, a doodle in spanish class. Options

[to-devastate]

Useless

My heart is empty.
For nothing is inside.
and all the true of me.
I must always hide.

As I bleed painfully,
my heart is pouring out.
My mind, my whole world,
always filled with doubt.

All negative thoughts,
there is not sudden good,
and along the deserved lines of life,
I don't do what I should.

My good thoughts escaped.
I don't have much or a lot.
The only thing I wanted,
was just sitting there to rot.

It's like I couldn't capture.
It's like I couldn't see,
why musn't they love me,
for as much as i love thee.

The candle is burning.
Time is running out,
all my memeories avoided or blocked,
plus all the pain shouts.

Poison slips in at nine,
at eleven or ten or five,
and as I slowly close my eyes,
this is my last goodbye.