cancelled plans, pisses me off. Options

[*salcha*]

yeah, ever had plans cancelled on you? Upsetting huh?

After I came back from my church retreat last summer, I was so psyched and ready for the next one that I promised I would behave myself in school when it started. It was a high school I have been dreading to go to since the start of junior high. Nonetheless, I tried to enjoy it, because I knew that when summer came, I would be able to go to that retreat again. Times were hard for me in high school because I still wasn't able to fit in, but I got through, until last week. I was in a symphony that required all advanced flute players to go to a camp which trains you. The newsletter told me that the camp was absoblutely mandatory, no excuses. However it overlayed with my church retreat. So yeah, I've been so sad and bothered by it lately, because the best part of my summer just flew out the window with that simple newsletter.

And you guys are probably like, "Yeah, whatever. It's JUST a retreat." But it's more than that to me. Most of you who have never experienced the love of God flowing through you wouldn't know, but that's a different story.