best frins or no? Options

[mglbaby]

I have two best frins...but actually da truth is i only feel closer to one of them. n she's closer to my best frins too. but my best frin says dat im her bestest frin. iono so its a triangle im really confused but da thing is.. recently ive been thinkin n i realized dat they always makes me feel depressed after we hang out or talk i dunno wut im supposed to do i always try to cheer them up but nothin seems to work they're usually sad most of the time. i feel like i have to stop this whole triangle frinship or else im gonna be one depressed grl. but da thing is i really love 'em n care bout them but i cant help feelin selfish n wantin to be not part of this n juzz be on my own n be happy becuz they never make me happy they always make me sad n depressed. n i dunno wut will happen if i stop being their frins...i really donn know..wut should i do? should i juzz be their frin n act like nothings botherin me? or should i stop dis? n donn tell me to talk to them becoz ive tried n they're still not changing....