careers.college.senior yr ): HELP, im not sure if it goes here Options

[TYPiKALFEMME]

okay well im not sure if this goes here or not, if it isnt im sorry. well this is my last year in high school ); even though people are so thrilled about it, im not as much as they are. I actually like it in high school, and gees now its BOOM college. which really scares the hell out of me like literally, if someone starts talking about..i try to change the subject. I'm just really confused on what i actually want to do, as in career wise..everyone around picked teacher,doctor,nurse,blah blah!! And i seriously dont want to be a lawyer or doctor sort of thing. I know my major is going to be English b/c its at least one of the things im actually good at (despite what you guys are reading now.) But other than that, I HAVE NO IDEA!!! I dont want to be a writer/author, but i want to be magazine editor. But i doubt that's going to be a sure job opening out there yaknow? I love to write about anyuthing, my friends tell me that i am a good writer but i dont want to be just a writer but a magazine editor. but i love messing around photoshop and designing things on it. But i'm not PRO at it, I just know the basics to know what the hell I'm doing. I need help, on actually what kind of career i should be aiming for than just dream job of being a magazine editor...i want to combine both my love for writing&desiginig <the look,style of magazines or anything associated with both included* Do you guys have any ideas? I'm sorry, I'm just seriously frustrated