A Message To Anyone, V. 3 |
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A Message To Anyone, V. 3 |
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#476
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![]() Being happy...is all that matters ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 765 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 102,284 ![]() |
To you
Yesterday was April 26...do you know what it was supposed to be if we were still together? It was supposed to be our half year anniversary...and I know I'm being stupid by remembering...but...I just somehow can't forget you. Maybe all this has to do with the fact that you were the first boy I dared to call mine...you were my first boy that I considered my boyfriend. You were the first boy I had a relationship with. You were the first boy to have a special spot in my heart. But...whatever, you decided to break up. And up to this day, I still don't know why. We were happy together. People thought we clicked well...and I felt something that nobody, and I'm serious about this, nobody, gave me whenever I was around you. I don't know...I saw you and her having fun today in class...and that's when I know...that I can never be over you. Because seeing you having fun with another girl tugs at my heart in the wrong way...and that can't be good. I thought I was over you, really I did, but when I saw how happy you were with another girl...I just knew, just knew, that I was never that important to you, and that no matter how hard I pray, you'll never come back into my life, not even as a friend. This is why I sometimes wonder, why would Fate let us meet and click so well if we can never be anything, not even friends. And I wonder what really would have happened if we never took it further than just friendship...maybe this is all for the best..but my heart just won't let go of you... It's been over 5 months since we split, and I still miss you with every beat of my heart...and what hurts more...is knowing that you never did feel the same way about me as I felt about you...</3 |
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#477
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Brie ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 10,172 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,548 ![]() |
Hello, Alec.
We haven't spoken in quite some time, other than the occasional "hello" we've sent each other on the internet. I feel kind of bad about that, seeing that we decided to remain friends. Oh well. I just wanted to let you know that I sort of miss talking to you. I'm completely over 'us,' but I miss talking to you as a friend, even. You're a cool guy, and I really don't have enough courage to tell you that at this point. You'll probably think I'm strange and desperate for something, when in reality, I'm not. I just want someone to talk to from time to time that I can relate to. Thanks, Alec. - Brie |
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#478
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 ![]() |
Man... you are so WEIRD. So not funny... your jokes don't make sense, you are so dorky and you talk in such fast, high pitched tones. I mean.. some of the things you say to me are so annoying, like the time you said "you know you can break a flute like that?". Haha, I don't know why I still remember. I mean... I don't think me and you would really relate because your friends too into computer games and stuff like that (I know it would eventually bother me), but I just wanted to let you know I like your quirky side. :)
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#479
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![]() dakishimetainoni... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,322 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 75,318 ![]() |
will you just butt out of my life already? it's been almost a year since we've spoken, GET OVER ME ALREADY!!! we never even had a relationship according you so just leave me the f**k alone!!! i already have a boyfriend who treats me better than you'll treat anyone you filthy bastard
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#480
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![]() hi. call me linda. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 ![]() |
Heyy, just one more day! And I'm so glad we can see each other on Friday, you have no idea how much I missed you. I only wish I could be there to give you a great big hug when you get home... But anyways, I can't wait! I love you so much, more than you imagine.
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*stephinika* |
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#481
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to k____
what are you doing? honestly what are you doing? why are you stirring up such godamn trouble and drama? its effing ridiculous. you aren't that great. get over yourself. |
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#482
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![]() ^-^ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,676 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 107,668 ![]() |
To those "religious" people:
Religion is like covering yourself with a strong piece of cardboard, seeing straight ahead, and never up or around. If you would just take the cardboard off you could see the world as it really is, maybe it isn't as nice, maybe it’s cruel, but at least you are seeing everything, knowing everything. But it's so safe under your piece of cardboard, so safe and cozy, and your whole family has been holding the cardboard on their heads for years, centuries, you aren’t strong enough to lift it. You think you're safe, you think you're right; you scoff at the people who keep their heads out in the open, who don't wear the comforting shield. Than one day a rock falls, you're walking along just like usual, with your cardboard on your head, as happy as can be, and you can’t see the rock because your head is covered, your eyes are shielded from all the horrible things above, but you still can't escape them. As the rock plummets the people without the cardboard see and run to safety, far, far away. They call to you, but you ignore them, they do not have cardboard, they must be wrong. As the rock is almost open the group of ppl with cardboard shields you hear the swishing sound of air and you start to realize what's happening, you take the cardboard off and see the world as it is, but it's too late. The rock is upon you now, there's no turning back. End of story. Bye. I wrote more but you probalby don't want to hear more, infact you probably didn't want to hear that...ummm..is that a ltitle too biased? I mean OBVIUSLY it's biased but......waht I reallly meant is, is it too ofensive? ![]() ![]() anyway, that was my message ![]() EDIT oh, I sjtu realized this was in relationships, well, ummmmmmmmmm, amyeb I ahve a relationship with...uhhh, religion? ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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#483
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![]() aiko Nakamura at your service ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,518 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,144 ![]() |
im glad i have you. yep have you
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*iNyCxShoRT* |
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#484
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here goes:
i wish i could`ve told you how i felt now i have to wait till this vacation ends im gonna do it. tell you in person<3 |
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*jooleeah* |
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#485
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You always ask people " why aren't you there for me?" What the hell is wrong with you. I understand that your friends might make you feel like an outkast, but hun, you're not the only one that feels that way. Maybe it's time to realize that you're the one being selfish and you're the one that's going to have to treat your friends better.
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#486
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![]() THE EVERGLOW ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 95 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 114,409 ![]() |
you're a bitch to me. i dont even know if you mean to, or if youre avoiding me because you're shy. i dont know what you're doing, but its driving me insane. i get hints that you still like me, but when i talk to you, i go crazy trying to decifer everything you say. you're best friends with a racist bitch i cannot stand. i hate him, and i hate you for liking him. i hate how you avoid my eyes, i hate how you avoid me in general. we used to be friends, how did this happen? i hate you i hate you i hate you.
but i still love you, so much. i cant stop thinking about you and what happened when we used to be tight. you are my everything. i do everything to impress you, to make you notice me, to make you jealous. i flaunt my friendships with other guys just to show you what you're missing, but whenever i'm with someone else, i'm thinking about you. i can't get you off my mind. i would do anything for you. you will never know how much i love you. i cant talk to you anymore. i cant do it, you treat me like i'm a stupid girl and i'm not. i cannot stand the way you sarcastically put me down. treat me like a person, damnit. you did when we were friends, but one day, we just weren't. i stopped talking to you, and you stopped talking to me. i only stopped because i was so afraid of losing you, that i pushed you farther way. you dont understand how much i want you. i see you in my dreams. i cannot stop thinking about how we used to be. but i can't go back to that anymore. i miss you so much. i miss the way we used to talk and laugh about everything and nothing, all at once. you were my comfort zone. i'm so stupid, how did i ever let you go? i hate myself and i hate you. i hate you. so why can't i stop thinking about the 'us' that never was? |
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#487
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![]() Newbie ![]() Group: Member Posts: 6 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 131,802 ![]() |
to: nothing else matters
we've been BEST of friends and then we dated...but i got scared so i pushed u away but u didnt leave u stayed by my side thru everything. but i realized that day in ur car that i truly could love you... iuno if love even exists... but now your with her. after soo long u found someone else...if only u had waited one more week i was gonna tell u everything. and now our friendship is slipping away. cant say i blame u but i no a part of me wats to tell u how shady u've been lately. ever since u started to date her i've seen u ONCE and everytime u've called was cuz u were worried about her... and now we slipping.. it hurts to see ur away message saying "i love you" knowing thats not for me.. how i wish i could turn bak time. i jus hope thing feeling goes away... i know i can never call u MINE again but wat hurts the most is how u've changed and our friendship has changed. |
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#488
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Brie ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 10,172 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,548 ![]() |
To a mod:
Here. :) You can close this one now, I guess. Just trying to be helpful, Brie |
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