A Message To Anyone, V. 3 Options

[WhiteLotus*]

To my love:

And through my tangled knots of hair, my dissappearing ego vanishes. I beat her ego black and blue, and I rip her hair out until I bleeds purple. I sit by the window as the rain falls down, thinking the world is crying is with me. I wish for something; a turning point in life. But my thoughts are drowned by the reddish
work done by alchohol and mistreating signs of love. The photographs and still frames in my mind contain fake smile that shouldn't have been seen. I wishe for a veil of love and protection, but will I ever see it? I want and need someone to hold me close, to wipe away my tears. Someone to tell her I'm beautiful and tells me that I have a home in his heart.

Alex, for the past seven months, you've given me that veil of protection and love that I have needed. You've given me a place in your heart, and that's all I need. You're so nice, sweet , so...real. It's all I ever wanted. You're constantly on my mind. I want to hold you in my arms so much for hours on end...but sadly I can't. I've really questioned myself if strong emotions like these could mean anything, and I have come to the conclusion that it can't be ignored any longer.


I love you, Alex and I always will.

- Meg

[Rachel]

I am happy we saw eachother tonight =) It made my day

Its amazing how happy I can be, sitting watching a completely stupid movie (Blade Trinity) with you and your parents, yet still be loving every second of it because I am sitting there watching it with you.

[racoons > you]

leave him.

you know you dont love him. its not fair to him, or to you

[bobbster]

uhm... *thinks of someone for the sake of this post*

you are a cool mom.

[*stephinika*]

its amazing how the littlest things you do can make me so happy.

[xBEBE]

i dunno but it seems like im in love with you all over again. i mean all those talks laughs and just plain goofing around. why couldnt we be like this when we were going out? but i guess its for the good. we're better off friends but i want us to be more. i dunno but it just seems so messed up now..

[me1issaaaa]

1 - You make my whole world just a little bit brighter, a little bit better. I think it's safe to say... I absolutely adore you. I catch myself falling for you a little more each day. You're perfect for me. I couldn't be happier to call you my own. I wuv you. No - I love you. I love everything about you. Every little thing about you makes me smile. It's hard not to adore you. You're my reality. And I couldn't ask for more.


2 - I hate that we don't talk enough anymore. You've been my best friend since first grade. I love you with everything that I am. We've drifted so far apart this past year. I hate it. I want to talk to you. I miss you, kid.


3 - HE'S MINE, BITCH. Back the hell off. He doesn't like you. You've told him you don't think we're going to work out? Screw you. You have no right to say that. That's not your place. Leave him alone. He doesn't want you to bother him anymore. Is it that hard to take a hint?


4 - I'm so worried about you. You're one of my closest friends, whether you realize it or not. I'm so scared right now. I don't know what I'd do if anything else happened to you. How the hell am I not supposed to freak out?! I care about you, and so does everyone else. You need to realize that.

[KELLYYY]

Why can't you leave me alone!? You're ruining my life! Can you just stop it!? Please!? I didn't even start the effing rumor. Go ahead and believe the people that told you that I started the rumor about you. It's your loss. Just leave me alone!

[krnl0v3r]

eveytime i see your s.n. or i talk to yoo on aim, i just Smile^^ and think that all my troubles just went away

[Chii]

wow, i don't know you too well but from what i hear from your own mouth, you disgust the hell out of me. you're such a whore, an actual whore, you sold your body for pocket change

you're such a filthy b*tch, you say you love your boyfriend but you've cheated on him multiple times...you're just disgusting, i hope i never have to hear from you again

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

what the hell. i dont know if your lying or if your telling the truth if it was an excuse or what really happened. why dont you talk to me. just a few days ago i was your girlfriend then i dono, maybe your mom did make you break up with me, maybe thats another bullshit excuse, maybe you just wanted me to stop liking you so much. but with what your telling everyone else that asks you about me regardless of whether or not i asked them to, it makes me think you still have feelings for me. afterall you did tell my friend you didnt want to break up with me. i still like you a lot and im trying so hard to find the words to say to you, cos i dont want to end up crying my damn eyes out in front of you. why wont you talk to me.
*when you left i lost a part of me, its still so hard to believe come back baby please, we belong together* those lyrics explain exactly how i feel. i miss you. not that i got the chance to have the feeling of having you around. come back. i want you back. your the first boyfriend i cried for when you left me alone and confused standing in the hall that day, tears springing to my eyes thinking, of all the worst things. was it me? did you just get with me then rid of me so i would leave you alone? was it really your family problems like you said so ? were you paid like my oh so supportive friends suggested? or .. i dont know. please talk to me. if only you`d see this. if only you`d be with me again.

[xsweetdestiny]

Im falling completely in love with you don't hurt me !!

[banthisaccountno...]

Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No, don't hit me
Why did you have to hit me like that?
Why did you have to be such a b**ch?
Why don't you,
Why don't you f**k off and die?
Why can't you just f**k off and die?
Why can't you just leave here and die?
Never stick your hand in my face again b**ch
f**k YOU
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive f**king w**re
How would you have to see how it feels?
Here it comes, get ready to die

[Rachel]

You were amazing today. I can't believe you lasted so long

[FoOd]

You were amazing today. I can't believe you lasted so long

Oh my....

To my oh so dear "friend":

Are we friends at all? DO you think I am your friend, or am I just a 'person'. A nobody that you can step on. I really don't appreciate the fact that you use everybody around you so you could have it your way. I just wish you would stopd.

[*Azarel*]

You were amazing today. I can't believe you lasted so long

NO FAIR. T_T

A few more weeks. I'm excited.

[canny]

What? What are you talking about?

[Rachel]

^I do hope that is a message to someone and not spam =/

Anyways,
To YOU: I flipping miss you...a lot. I dream about you constantly, but never tell you. I want you to send me that care packadge. And call me more often.

[silver-rain]

Dear you,
I'm so glad we got to talk on the phone today. I missed hearing your voice... I really hope you can get back on Thursday morning so I can see you. I miss you so much, but I guess this is a good thing, right? So I can study for my APs and stuff. Eh. Just have fun and be safe ok? Hah, I want you back in one piece now...

[redpeony]

Why do I choose not do anything? Why do I not talk about you, bring down who you are or try to make your lives miserable? First of all, I will be honest-- I would not win. You seem to have every one in your favour, because of lies, fakeness and such. But that is not relevant. I pity you guys. It is insecurity, hate, and jealousy that brings you to this point. It's in a human being's nature to be insecure, but that does not act as a validation for you to be hateful or jealous. I guess the insecurity bit sort of leads it into that, but it still doesn't give you a right. To say the things you do, and then consider being so fake to the person... now that takes a truly cynical person to do such a thing. I don't want to point fingers, but if it is because you've never had a "real boyfriend", I understand. I guess things change when you get into a relationship- romantically caring for someone and having them care for you back. Or maybe it's because every one else around you seems so much happier? It's funny how you try to give off the impression that you are just so ecstatic with life, throwing your head back with laughter and trying to flirt with guys that you actually say are "disgusting" and would never consider giving them a chance. I guess there has been a thought that was drilled into your mind that the only things that matter in life are good grades, looking 'hot' and status. I guess you haven't thought about developing the more important aspects of your life, like real, solid friendships that aren't based on putting others down to feel more powerful, or things like your personal interests. Maybe gossiping is a personal interest, I suppose.

Anyway, it's unfortunate that your heads are stuck too far up your asses to know that I'm talking about you. All three of you. Three people that I used to consider my "girls". Now, looking back, I see how materialistic these relationships really are. I know it's hard to keep out of the pressures that make you this way... that's why I'm still nice to you, despite what you do. You might think that I'm letting you use me... but that's okay, you can think whatever you want. After growing up a little bit and realizing some things, I figure that's the least I can be for you. I guess it's really an enlightenment that I have been able to figure this out before any trouble really happened.

Just remember that good ol' saying of what goes around comes around, and remember your personal beliefs, too. I will let my actions speak for themselves, because for your own sake I hope you get a real reality check, and soon.

[shortiiex]

i can't believe you are going to that HS....well good bye

[xXYouMeBedNowXx]

The world would be so much better with more people like you,
yet at the same time,
I think right now, it couldn't get any better.

[*stephinika*]

You were amazing today. I can't believe you lasted so long

^^
ooh la la! hehehe...

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i can't even tell what you think anymore. and its driving me crazy, but i can't really do anything about it anymore can i?

______
i'm sure now. i know how i feel about you, but i can't admit that to anyone. ugh. whatever. i guess i can enjoy my time with you while i still can...

[KELLYYY]

Heh, I hope your day was good as the first day going to a Middle School. Hope you get used to it. Love ya sexy.

[*stephinika*]

to you and you.

i feel so guilty, yet not. and it doesn't help that that person is prying into this whole situation that has NOTHING to do with her. what is up with that? i still see no reason WHY but whatever...
i really don't know what i would do if i was forced to make a final decision right now, and that scares me. i hate not knowing.
i'm actually rather curious your answer to that question myself though...