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 Apr 20 2005, 05:14 PM
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 NO. I'm not 13. or 14. or 15. or 16.  Group: Member Posts: 4,616 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 30,577  |
You're beyond sweet. I hope your mom lets you come =]
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| *stephinika* |
Apr 20 2005, 06:08 PM
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what is this...i know you care, but i swear you just don't show it anymore. is it just me, or do you seriously not care? your words just don't seem to mean anything anymore...
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Apr 20 2005, 06:13 PM
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 dripping destruction Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 7,282 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 21,929 |
dear god.
i don't believe in you. or actually, i don't believe in jesus. i do believe in you, a bit tho. i don't really see how you have power over my life. but i guess it's worth a shot, and on an online forum at that? give me a purpose. i'm like a train without tracks... a car without a driver. where the heck is my life suppose to be going? i don't really care about things other people care about. there is no girl i love, and that my life could be devoted to. i'm not on a religous mission, or anything of the sort. yet i fail to find meaning in this life of mine. so, basically, i'm asking: to find a purpose to find love to find a billion dollars. thank you very much god. |
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Apr 20 2005, 06:27 PM
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 hi. call me linda. Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 |
To you,
I love you a lot, and I know that you do too. But sometimes, it feels like I love you more. Everything I do, I do for you. I try to show you how much I love you everyday, but eh. We fight too much, that's not healthy is it? I hate how nowadays, even though we do have our fun times, they aren't as fun as they were when we started dating... I guess time does that eh? I love you a lot, and my dream means nothing. I haven't lost my feelings for you, I just wish you'd show me a bit more... Forever and ever right? <3 |
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Apr 20 2005, 06:28 PM
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uh...-hiccup-
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Apr 20 2005, 06:38 PM
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 aiko Nakamura at your service Group: Member Posts: 1,518 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,144 |
i love you..
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Apr 20 2005, 08:20 PM
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 i've never wanted anything rationale. Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,449 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 19,045 |
QUOTE(triggerX @ Apr 20 2005, 4:28 PM) uh...-hiccup-   please don't spam.TOM GET YOUR CANADIAN ASS BACK HERE SO WE CAN....yeah.... 
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Apr 20 2005, 08:23 PM
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 un cool. Group: Member Posts: 640 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 125,269 |
here goes one: you stare everytime is pass, but i could never figure out what is going through your head.
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| *mzkandi* |
Apr 20 2005, 08:25 PM
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You are the bestest (is that word?) friend I could ever ask for. I love you dearly. We have gone through our ruff moments and there are time when I think I simply cant stand you but you have been a blessing in my life and love you so much.
To_____why cant our friendship be the way it use to be. We dont even talk. We use to be like sisters. |
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Apr 20 2005, 09:04 PM
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 Mrs. Darcy Group: Member Posts: 459 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 5,014 |
i really hope you're happy wherever you are at the moment. i've been missing you so much lately. i talked to courtney!
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Apr 20 2005, 09:35 PM
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Member Group: Member Posts: 15 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 127,426 |
it toke me a while to realize everything. i regret it.. because during that period of time. i've made many mistakes that pulled us farther apart. i never noticed how much you've helped me, how you were always there when i needed someone. and helped me with the guys that i have thought i liked in the past. even though you did all of those things for me. i was still a stubborn and selfish kid to you, i thought i could relie on you forever, so i teased you for fun. spaz at you when im mad at something that dont even concern you. im sorry for the fact that im immature, if i apoligize, if i say what i wanted to say all this time. will you forgive me?
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Apr 20 2005, 09:54 PM
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 Senior Member Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,799 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 37,450 |
1.What ever gave you the right to come after so many years and tell me what to do pretending you could? You are one of the lowest people I've ever known in my life. As a grown personthat you are, I would have thought you were a little more mature but you've showed me you're not. Don't even try to act like you're hurt because I don't act all nice to you. You know what you deserve and what I've gave you has always been more. So what more do you want? ..I just hope one thing for you..That they don't ever come to you hating you like this. Not for you because I could care less how hurt you get by them but because of them. I don't want them feeling the pain I've felt all these years coming from you...idiot.
2. I don't want you to leave. Seriously, I want you to think about it. Too late now, of course. I'm hella going to miss you. We've always been hella close and now I'm afraid I'll even get to see you to talk to you. I hope things don't change between us and that you'll always save little time for me. |
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Apr 20 2005, 10:32 PM
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 High Voltage!∞ Group: Official Member Posts: 4,728 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 29,157 |
I miss you so much, you were the only one who truly understood. Whether you knew it or not, you helped me in so many ways. I miss you, come back soon, alright? I love you girly. Take care.
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Apr 20 2005, 11:28 PM
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 i'm a d0rk =) Group: Member Posts: 209 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 88,870 |
Sorry…
I know it’s a word that I use too often. But I truly am sorry because I’ve hurt you so much. Especially these past few days. As I slowly learn from my faults, you are still by my side. And I can’t thank you enough for giving me chance after second chance. I know that you worry, I know that you care. Thank you so much for putting up with me, when you could have just turned your back and walked away. I want to be there like you are for me, I want you to be able to depend on me. Believe me when I say that I never want to hurt you, loose you to a stupid reason, or make you worry Sorry&ThankYou…again |
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| *stephinika* |
Apr 20 2005, 11:56 PM
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to ____
god i keep realizing that i truly DO love you but only when i feel i'm growing farther away from you or get a hint that you don't care anymore...why is this all wrong yet so right? to ______ timing is shitty...if only...things could've worked out perhaps? i care so godamn much for you, its amazing. i want to bare my soul to you, but i can't. |
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Apr 21 2005, 02:34 AM
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 I'm Cat. Gotta problem with that? Group: Member Posts: 394 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 43,845 |
I've learn the truth about you. You tried to hide it away from me cause you knew that i liked him too. You knew who he liked and that was you. But realize that hiding isn't gonna do anything. I'm going to flirt with him and piss you off until you HATE MY GUTS... You tried to be a friend to me, but after the thousandth time i asked you who did he liked, you then answered. I HATE YOU.
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Apr 21 2005, 03:28 AM
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 .bubblicious inspirations. @ www.bubbliciousoul.com Group: Member Posts: 466 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 112,228 |
it's a fine line between .love. and .hate.
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Apr 21 2005, 04:02 PM
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 It's Tai. Group: Member Posts: 159 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 128,058 |
To *_*_*_*_*,
Get online. NOW. |
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Apr 21 2005, 04:05 PM
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i've never wanted anything rationale. Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,449 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 19,045 |
God I miss you soo much. Come home now and lets go. It has been what, 2 weeks since the last time? That is the longest we have gone since we started....Oh well, I can last longer than you =)
JUST COME HOME! STOP LOOKING AT STUPID COLLEGES IN OTHER STUPID STATES |
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Apr 21 2005, 04:06 PM
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 ♥ Group: Official Member Posts: 4,066 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,393 |
I think I'm starting to fall for you, kid.
I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad one. I guess I'll just have to wing it. |
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Apr 21 2005, 05:58 PM
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 _ Group: Member Posts: 520 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 107,274 |
I was thinking about you yesterday. I thought about all the fun we used to have together, how strong you made me feel, how weak you made me feel... You've got all my big firsts. My first real kiss. My first time. My first time lying to my parents to see you. You caused my first self-inflicted wound. Then you caused my only self-inflicted heart break. I still think about you. I think about the years it took to build myself back up to a decent human being. It took so long before I could look at myself in the mirror without disgust. Breaking up with you nearly killed me, but staying with you would have destroyed my soul until I was an empty corpse. I fell in love with him. After months I told him all about you. You know I almost lost him because of that? Honesty nearly cost me the best thing that's ever happened to me. Literally because of him I'm still alive. I've taken control of the horrible disease you inflicted upon me. I've finally forgive myself. The few times you call I can actually talk to you now. I can have fun again, just being friends. When you say you love me, it hurts me. I found the support I needed to move on with my life. Why can't you?
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Apr 21 2005, 06:09 PM
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i've never wanted anything rationale. Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,449 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 19,045 |
To him.
It has been a while since I have felt this good. It's been quite sometime since I have had this feeling, you know the one. Where even if everything seems to be falling apart, you are still completely happy as long as you talk to that certain special someone. I like it, but at the same time I am scared. I am scared of being hurt, of falling too hard, of loving too much. I am scared of knowing that in another year, we are both going to college. Most likely in different states, a plane ride away. It sucks to realize that we are probably going to break up because long distance is hard to deal with, esp. in college. I just want this year to last forever, for us to be together and happy. I don't want to have to think about what you are going to be doing and how many girls you are fliting with. I just want to be with you. Plain and simple, with YOU. |
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Apr 21 2005, 06:11 PM
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Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 1,732 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 119,327 |
The only reason that you love me is I'm hated by all.
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Apr 21 2005, 06:56 PM
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 You can call me Jon Group: Duplicate Posts: 878 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 9,806 |
I'm more in love with the idea of love,
than the loved or love itself. |
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| *xcaitlinx* |
Apr 21 2005, 06:56 PM
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what the f**k? you confuse me so much. one minute, you're sweet to me, and the next, you're a complete and total a-hole. get a grip...and make up your mind. you obviously kno that im practically in love with you, and yet you push me away? i hate mixed messages. just tell me how you feel so that i can finally move on. (move on? who am i kidding?) well, ill TELL you ive moved on when thats far from the truth. how can i help but stare at your hot ass everyday, since we're in like ALL of the same classes? i can't help it. you're too damn sexy and the funniest guy ive ever met.
LOVE ME! GOD DAMMIT! :( |
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