A Message To Anyone, V. 3 Options

[xTINAA]

God, why do we suffer? Why? That's all I'm asking.

Anna, first off, sorry to quote you. Secondly, I kind of want to address your question. I would like tell you online or something but you're not online. Well, think about it. I mean if none of us sufferend and went through hardships then when really good things happened to us, we'd just take it for granted. It wouldn't be as sweet and as wonderful if we didn't know what it truly felt like to not feel that way and to go through so much pain, y'know? So I think that's basically why we have to go through so many hardships. And if Justin were to never have gone through any of those things, I don't think he'd be the same person he is now. He probably wouldn't be as fascinating, wonderful, or anything if he hadn't had to overcome so many struggles and whatnot. They made him who he is now. But yeah, I probably had no reason to respond but I just wanted to tell you what I thought the reason was. Anyways, feel better! You can talk to me about anything if you want to

Okay, so for my messages:
Dear You,
You're a stupid peice of shit. God, you're so dumb. I wanted to literally strangle you or bitch at you in front of the whole class tonight. You didn't give anyone else a chance to get their two cents in and honey, it's called a discussion, that means everyone is supposed to f**king talk, not just you. It doesn't mean that you dominate and say what everyone else was supposed to say just because you don't know what the hell you're supposed to be doing. I swear, you better not be in my group next time. You freaking piss me off. And you always think you're right and that angers me too because the truth is that no one understands one effing word out of your mouth because everything you say is pure bullshit. You made me so frustrated, ugh.
-Me.

Dear You,
Y'know, you're supposed to be my best friend. Do you even know what that means? Do you even know how important your friendship is to me? Because if you do, then it doesn't seem like you give a damn. I mean, I tell you my problems and nonchalantly you say, "Okay." "I'm sorry." "Oh, I see." I mean, what the hell? Can you at least pretend that you care? You say it as if you didn't even just hear what the hell I said. Oh, and what's even better is when I'm sitting there telling you all the shit with me and you say, "Oh. Well, with me, blah blah blah." Hahaha. You're a joke. Do you honestly think that I want to hear what you have to f**king say about your problems when you totally just disregarded mine? Yeah right. I mean, really now. You're my best friend. And lately you act so effing distant to me like not even talking to me while we're walking down the hall or just little things like that. It bothers me because those are the only times we do see eachother since we don't have a single class together. But that doesn't matter either, right? We're just best friends. Right? I mean, how odd is it that I feel closer to complete strangers than I do you right now? At least they listen to my problems and seem like they really care or want to help me. Sheesh. Please get your priorities in order. I hope you realize how you're acting otherwise this friendship is going to go downhill.
-Me.

Dear You,
Why in the freaking world do I feel like this for you. It truly sickens me, y'know? I don't want to anymore but I can't help it. I hate this.
-Me.

[vampireduster]

Yay! Tomorrow is Friday! Then Saturday! I hang out with people all this weekend. I can not wait. It will be a goood weekend. I dont like school. I <3 you. I miss you too. I also miss borin! Warped Tour 05! Me kacee borin and Juan! HELL YEAH!

[punkymoke]

you're my soul mate, my one true love, my firts love, my last love. you can have all my kisses, hugs, my heart, and adoration. i love you... never forget. thnx for the best year of my life.

[*stephinika*]

why the hell do you matter so godamn much to me?

[yuna*]

jesus loowes...
you always walk right PAST him.
hm. you think I don't know?
think again.
you want his attention..
don't pretend to be cute just in his presence..
that makes you fake.
argh..you sicken me

[SimplicityGirl]

Why do I still care about you when you never cared for me?

[HongKongDong]

To myself
2 years... 2 more mother f**kin years!! Then were gone for good, we can leave. All you have to do is keep your cool. Keep yourself in tact, dont lose it. Stay calm, 2 DAMN YEARS!! Thats it man.... yeah, seriously... this is the last straw. Gotta find out a way to leave this place earlier though...

[LittleLulu]

bitch if you have smthn to say say it to my face you slut.

go fcuk ur bf.

[sweetdreamsx3]

Do you know how much I hate you right now? I never thought I would hate someone, but you're the first person on my list. What you did yesterday was unforgiveable. I'm your girl man. Why the f**king hell do you have to go and be like that? Talking shit to my homegirl, asking for her pic, and refusing to meet my friends? It's like a girl's rule for the guy to meet her friends. If you were serious with me, then you would do this because I want to see what my friends think of you. After telling them what you did yesterday with the "I don't want to meet a stranger" and "Let's 3 way phone call" and "Let me see a picture of them first" , I don't even want to be with you anymore. I'm trying to be whatever with you, but it's like you're treating me like shit. Wtf is up with that right there? That shit is messed up and you know you messed up big time. I'm your girl, but now I rather be with Troy. I have Troy in my dreams more than I have you. I don't like you anymore.

I have so much to say, but I can't put it in words right now because I can't even f**king think straight right now. I just want to talk to you and not online because right in the f**king middle of something IMPORTANT I have to say, you go "brb" or "g2g" and your brb's are like 2 hours long. Dumbass, it's bbl, fucktard. Some kind of boyfriend you are. I need to talk to you in person first. Depending on your response of if you're serious or not and when this shit is going to stop because it hurts me. You're a f**king idiot. I never thought I'll say this, but I hate you. I hate you so much right now. *stabs*

[DesperateXMeasur...]

I love you.

[KELLYYY]

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. How can I say this? You were always there when I needed you, but just give me some alone time, please. I feel like you're everywhere. Are you trying to stalk me or something? If you are, you can tell me.

[HongKongDong]

JJ-
You be dissin my bball skillz?! Yeah I be like Shaq-Attaq free throws missin 'em. I'm a real Laker fan, you a faker. Im the first one under that post, backin em down, crossin em over showin em up. You smokin something... w/e it is hook this dawg up hahahah.

To myself-
Damn, only if I can tell it to that guy, but he messed up in the head he gonna murder me

[*stephinika*]

i miss you.

and i love you.

and i hate you.

[topsyturvy]

` Your party sucked. Honestly, it did.
` Miss Popular. I accept that. But please don't pretend to know how to play volleyball when you don't, b/c people can f*cking tell.
` THIEF!! BACK OFF!!!! HE'S MINE!!!!!!
` I need more time..

[i can break]

Why must you stress over the little things? Move on and get over him; he just wants to be friends.

[me1issaaaa]

I miss you. A lot. I really hope things work out. Might get to see you tomorrow, so that's always a good thing. You've been on my mind so much lately. I can't stop thinking about you.

[*Azarel*]

I want so much more, but I'm afraid to pursue it.

[KELLYYY]

Can you stfu one day and stop acting so fake!?

[*jooleeah*]

1. Why are you such a goddamned idiot? Why can't you live your own life and actually act like your own age? Stop treating this house like a hotel.

2. Why the hell do you want to get back into my life after you screwed me over? You ruined my friendships with so many people that I cannot ever get back. Stop bitching at me. Why did you call me rude and inconsiderate? I haven't even talked to you in months. It seems like every single time you get a chance to bitch about me, you have to do it in front of millions of people. Guess what? This time I f**king caught you. I hate it when I look at you after you do something wrong, you f**king smile. Stop f**king smiling cause there is nothing to smile about. You've lost all your friends and you've only got 3 left. One already doesn't trust you anymore. Don't make me mad anymore. Please. I don't want to deal with your bullshit.

[Teesa]

Why do you effing complain so damn much? You brought this on yourself, so don't blame it on other people or if it was some other way it would have been different. NO. You did all this crap to yourself. You are so lazy and you can't admit that this is all your fault. Stop complaining all the time. I go through the same things you go through every fcuking day and how many times have I complained to you? Or to anyone? Not once. Do you know why? Because it's annoying and people have their own crap to deal with. And you are a hypocrite. I feel really bad for saying this, but seeing that we are friends, I feel even worse.

[*stephinika*]

i need you right now. i need to see that you actually care. do you though? do you really? i can't tell anymore. did you ever? or was it all just a facade? please, i need to know.

[KELLYYY]

You need to stfu and leave me alone.

[misoshiru]

so we've really started talking again. no more of the just talking about school stuff now. you're so different, yet so similar. i want to hate you, but i can't bring myself to do so. i keep on wondering to myself. is this love..what is love. if love was being able to see the other person's flaws and accept them for who they are, then i truly do love you. but i'm not sure if i should tell you. maybe we should stay friends. maybe that's what we're best at. maybe it's all we should ever be.

[KELLYYY]

- Hurry and come back online. I miss you, a lot. Seriously. Soon, when we both get cellphones, we will get to call each other.

- CAN YOU JUST STFU!? I GET THE POINT. STOP REPEATING THE SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER GOD DAMNIT. I'M NOT DEF. STOP SPEAKING SO LOUD. YOU TALK TOO MUCH. JUST STFU!

[azn hunni xox]

General- -

Been having trouble finding respect for anyone these days.