A Message To Anyone, V. 3 Options

[SimplicityGirl]

To _______,

I got used to not having you by my side every day. I got used to the fact that we were never meant to be and that no matter what, we could NEVER be a proper couple. I got used to walking by you in the hallways and pretending that we don't know each other. I got used to avoiding your gaze. I got used to you ignoring me. I got used to pretending that it never happened. I got used to missing you, and pretending that it doesn't hurt me everytime I see you flirting with another girl. I got used to living my life without you...but sometimes, I wonder, really wonder, what would've been if we remain just friends? What woul've been if we never crossed the line that divides friendship from relationship..? What would've been...?

[LittleLulu]

dear you,
**happpi one month* sweetie. ^^. you make me soo happy. i love the feeling of your warm hands when im cold. i love the feeling of your embrace when im alone. i love listening to the sound of your sax. i love seeing you smile..or even just walk by..i love our conversations online..i love the text messeges you send me..i love talking to you on the phone for 4 hours..30 mins..n 32 seconds..i love the comments you leave me on my xanga..i love how you mention me in your xanga posts..i love it when you hold my hand..i love it when you out your arm around me..and then find out your dad is standing RIGHT BEHIND you lol. i love watching basketball games with you. i love watching volleyball games with you..i love how you'd say "sorry" after winning a point against me in volleball..

i simply love you. <3 your my sunshine

[*stephinika*]

thank you for your reassurance...i'm feeling better about us now. but still kinda bleh inside, and i'm not entirely sure why. meh.

[DesperateXMeasur...]

I'm really glad you wrote me the note today. I get the feeling you don't feel the same though.

[silver-rain]

Well, first off- congrats on the 2370 on the SAT. I always knew you were smart- but you never reall exploited it. But, you are smart, and I know that if you work hard enough, you can get into Princeton. I believe in you. But, I miss you, why don't we talk anymore? Why are you still ignoring me? I am over you- I have a new boyfriend (that I love very much) now don't I? I want us to be friends again- please? Stop turning away everytime you see me...

[*jooleeah*]

I don't understand why you won't talk to me.....

[SimplicityGirl]

Okay, you know what? Enough is enough. I did nothing wrong. You're the one who got pissed off at me for nothing. It's not like I did anything. You just think I did. Bitch.

You told me to phone Dad to ask for money for the stupid Newcastle Island thing and for grad dress cuz you needed it. So I f**king did. And then when I told him that you said that you needed money for the Newcastle thing and grad dress, you got f**king pissed off at me and bitched at me for making it sound like it's YOU who needed the money, when according to you, in reality, I need the money. What. The. f**king. Hell. And then YOU decided to be a bitch about the whole thing and not care about me. What. The. f**k. Is. f**king. Wrong. With. You.

Who practically yelled her head off for me to phone Dad? You did. Who said that she needed money? You did. Who MADE me phone Dad up even though YOU knew that I hate to phone him and ask him for money? You did. And who got pissed off at me for saying that you needed the money? You f**king did. Bitch. You know that I hate to ask Dad for anything, you KNEW that. And yet you made me phone him. Fine. And when I said that YOU needed the money, you got pissed off at me and decided to ignore me for what, two days already, like, the f**k? You were the one who kept on complaining that you didn't have the money and needed to ask Dad for more. Not me. You were the one who made me call him up to ask. Not me. You were the one who got pissed off at me for saying that you needed the money.

And now you're just plain ignoring me and pretending that I don't exist. Fine. Be a f**king bitch about the whole f**king thing even though I didn't DO anything wrong. You were the one who made me call, and and you were the one who got pissed off at me for saying that you needed the money even though you were the one who needed the money. And I dont' f**king know what the f**king hell is wrong with you. You said you needed the money. So I told him that. And you got pissed off at me for that. You said that "It's YOUR grad, not mine, you need the dress, not me, and why did you tell him that I needed the money, it should be YOU, not me," Well f**k you. You were the one who was complaining that you didn't have the money, and you were the one who pushed me to phone him to ask for money. What the f**king hell was I supposed to say? That I needed the money? Well, if you wanted me to say that, why the f**k didn't you say so? You perfectly well know that I tell things llike the way it is; you know that. You know I'm blunt, so if you wanted me to tell it differently, why the f**k didn't you tell me. And now you're f**king pissed off at me for something that I didn't intended to do.

Oh not to mention that you're completely ignoring my existence in the f**king house. You didn't make me any breakfast OR lunch. You don't talk to me. You don't do anything. You pretend that I don't exist. Well f**k it. If you're gonna be a bitch about this thing, which, by the way, I don't f**king know why you're still pissed about it, then I'm just gonna quit. You got pissed off at me for saying "Dad, Mom told me to tell you that she needs money for school and grad," and I still don't f**king see what's the f**king problem with that. You did tell me that you wanted me to phone Dad so you can get the money. Well f**k, you did. What the f**k do you expect to say? I tell things like the way they are. I'm blunt. Sorry for not knowing that telling the f**king truth like it is is f**king wrong.

Oh fine, ignore me. Pretend that I don't f**king exist. Go and spend your attention on your OTHER good kid who is so much better at doing everything that your non-existent daughter. You want it this way. If you're gonna be a bitch about it, then why should I care what you think. Bitch.

You. Are. The. Biggest. Bitch. Ever. And. I. f**king. Hate. You. Go. Die.

[to-devastate]

You seriously need to get out of my face. If I don't feel like talking to you, don't say sh*t to me about how I'm ignoring you and you feel so lonely. First you said to me, "Before you met me, you were a loner." Well, b*tch. Does it look like I was a loner? I pity you, honestly. I have more friends than you, so why should you think you can take advantage of me. Really, I find your act quite hilarious.

[xTINAA]

Oh God. You're so f**king stupid. Just shut the f**k up already. I'm so f**king sick of hearing all the bullshit. Get over it dumbass and look around to the other people who are doing much worse than you. Stop your whining.

[kryzcoak47luv666]

To my 3 ex bastards I feel in love with:

I felt so alive with you yet I was dying on the inside
and why am I consumed with the past, when my present is blissful
Do I regret you? no
Do I hate you? yes
and yet I still think what could have been

And to my ex best friends:

I don't hate you, I just don't like you
I hate what you've done to yourselves
What ever happens to sisters before misters
I never thought you would a blunt and a bottle before me
and yet I still wish we could chill
I still wish we could talk on the phone about random shit
But knowing you you'd probably talk about shit I don't want to hear.
See ya later, we will cross paths eventually, but I won't apologize for something you didn't do for our friendship...

To my bf:
You make all the crap above worth it
I'm glad you've been man enough to put up with me and love me and actually treasure me and our relationship
You are truly the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, and I can't wait till next feb.
I love you babe, your my angel in disguise!

[ANG33ZY]

hell no i don't wanna marry you. rofl, i don't even like you first of all. what makes you think i'd wanna marry you in the future. cough.

[azn hunni xox]

1. Havn't you noticed it yet? You've changed. You said you didn't want to become one of those b*tches, but you are becoming one.
2. Stop acting like you're so perfect, and leaving her out. You're not perfect either.
3. Stop making such a big deal out of things.

[LittleLulu]

i knoe i posted jus yesterday. but ..i cant help it

dear you,
"babe"..i wanna say it WITHOUT those quotations. i love u soo freakin much. all i want to do is just melt in your arms. the only time i feel safe..is when im with you. your warm hands. your warm sweatshirts...your arms...your asslessness..its all soo hot to me. i WANT you. but i cant do anything about that XD..all i can do..since your al lllthe way at YOUR house. is hugg my pillow..and pretend its you. i love it when you put your arms around me. dont let go. i want to tell you this. but im too shy n nervous. i like you too much. love it. =) love YOU!

love you babe. sooo much. it hurts ..=(
but i rather it hurt WITH you here..then for the pain to go away WITHOUT you by me.

[sammi rules you]

You are amazing, not only in bed, but in general.
You are too good to me, I don't deserve you.

I love you too much

WOAHHH RACHEL.


anywho.

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i am so happy i'm with you. this is the happiest i think i've ever been. i don't want this to end, like, ever. i'm sure it probably will, but..i hope we're together for a long long time. you're completely perfect for me. whenever i look at you, my heart beats so fast i just have to put my head down before i explode. i've never felt this way before, and i hope i never lose it.

<3333
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[Eryi]

Heres mine: I walk past you everyday in the hall looking at you. If only you knew how much i love you. Maybe you'd love me back.

[twelveislands]

Dan: I couldn't ask for anyone better than you. I doubt there is. You're just everything i've wanted and you make me happy.. so much. I can't wait till the 9th July. Barbados here we come. It's gonna be so fun. Remember what we said about in the pool ;) and on the deck chairs and sun beds. Haha. Omg, When i asked if one of the deck chairs collapsed and you said you'd laugh and move on to the next one. gawd, that made me laugh so much. Your perfect

Annie: Get over yourself. Stop judging me by the music I listen to. Yeah, your alright sometimes but you need to pull your head out of your rear end and realise your not all that. You think your 'it' because you get with all these guys. Eugh, You disgust me and annoy me.

[Rachel]

WOAHHH RACHEL.

ps-YOU ARE TOOO CUTE! <3


I didn't know how hard I fell for you until I realized that I missed you after 2 hours. I still get butterflies in my tummy whenever you talk to me or look at me during class. There is just something about you that makes me a better person. I love you totally and completely. Don't break my heart.

[to-devastate]

Why must you hide from me? I'm tired of your foolish games. I hate you so much. But why do I love you as much as hate? You give me signs that you like me.. but then you deny them. I don't know whats wrong with you; nor what's wrong with me. Please figure this out soon and tell me. I'd like to know and move on.

[*stephinika*]

i'm excited for tomorrow. how silly...i guess i just want you to love me. i love seeing you smile at me. it just makes my day that much better.

[sadolakced acid]

i hope i'm not in love. now that would suck.

BLEHBLEHBLEHBLEHBLEHBLEH

[ApocalypseAelis]

I. Hate. Having. A. High. School. Crush. Because. It. Sucks. Like. Hell.

[*Azarel*]

God. You're not there. You really aren't. So "God helps those who help themselves," right? "God doesn't give you more than you can handle," eh? Well, you know what "God"? There's a reason I choose to not believe in you. Perhaps I believe you're there, but I have no faith in you. Why? My very life tells me otherwise. I can't take this much longer; it's becoming unbearable. My best friend was sent to the emergency room last night. The doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with her. I constantly worry about her because she's always complaining about how her shins hurt, about how tired she is, about how much track takes out of her. And I feel like it's my fault. I should be there with her in track, really. I should be there for her. But I can't watch over her twenty-four hours a day. That's what you're there for. But you don't watch over her. She's my best friend. She's one of my only friends. You can't take her away from me. My brother's head was bleeding relentlessly not an hour ago. It was your doing. I know I shouldn't believe my mother when I'm to blame, but I do anyways. Why do my mother and father argue over whether to take him to the emergency room or not? If it's so severe that you question if you should take him to the ER, then you probably should, right? As much as I dislike children, my siblings especially, I care for them. He's my littlest sibling, for crying out loud. You can't keep doing this to me. It's tearing me up inside. He's five years old. Five. He has a full life to live, you can't keep hurting him. I don't care how bratty or obnoxious he is, I do love him. He's my little brother, after all. Same goes for my parents. I know how many times I've said I hate them, endless really, but they're my parents. I can't hate them. Aren't they supposed to become more bearable after time? I pity them a lot, they're so stressed, and it's really all my fault. They argue with each other over me, they yell at me, they want me to be better. Why can't I be a better child for them, God? Why not? What's wrong with me? And what about Justin? I met him not even a week ago, and I'm already fascinated. He's simply amazing. He's talented and persistent, truly beautiful inside and out. Why have you presented him with such a painful life? I know he neither wants nor asks to be pitied, but I can't help but feel a pang of sorrow when I think about his life. God, why do we suffer? Why? That's all I'm asking.

But even you know. When tomorrow comes, and people ask me how I am, I'll put on that fake smile and tell them everything's great. Then I'll come home and cry. I wish I didn't have to lie.

[Teesa]

God. You're not there. You really aren't. So "God helps those who help themselves," right? "God doesn't give you more than you can handle," eh? Well, you know what "God"? There's a reason I choose to not believe in you. Perhaps I believe you're there, but I have no faith in you. Why? My very life tells me otherwise. I can't take this much longer; it's becoming unbearable. My best friend was sent to the emergency room last night. The doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with her. I constantly worry about her because she's always complaining about how her shins hurt, about how tired she is, about how much track takes out of her. And I feel like it's my fault. I should be there with her in track, really. I should be there for her. But I can't watch over her twenty-four hours a day. That's what you're there for. But you don't watch over her. She's my best friend. She's one of my only friends. You can't take her away from me. My brother's head was bleeding relentlessly not an hour ago. It was your doing. I know I shouldn't believe my mother when I'm to blame, but I do anyways. Why do my mother and father argue over whether to take him to the emergency room or not? If it's so severe that you question if you should take him to the ER, then you probably should, right? As much as I dislike children, my siblings especially, I care for them. He's my littlest sibling, for crying out loud. You can't keep doing this to me. It's tearing me up inside. He's five years old. Five. He has a full life to live, you can't keep hurting him. I don't care how bratty or obnoxious he is, I do love him. He's my little brother, after all. Same goes for my parents. I know how many times I've said I hate them, endless really, but they're my parents. I can't hate them. Aren't they supposed to become more bearable after time? I pity them a lot, they're so stressed, and it's really all my fault. They argue with each other over me, they yell at me, they want me to be better. Why can't I be a better child for them, God? Why not? What's wrong with me? And what about Justin? I met him not even a week ago, and I'm already fascinated. He's simply amazing. He's talented and persistent, truly beautiful inside and out. Why have you presented him with such a painful life? I know he neither wants nor asks to be pitied, but I can't help but feel a pang of sorrow when I think about his life. God, why do we suffer? Why? That's all I'm asking.

But even you know. When tomorrow comes, and people ask me how I am, I'll put on that fake smile and tell them everything's great. Then I'll come home and cry. I wish I didn't have to lie.

gosh, reading this made me so sad. (hope you didn't mind that I read it)

To _______:
You pathetic piece of shit. Now I know that you lied to me, not to mention everyone else. Although everyone knew about it already, including me, it was just a shock to come to terms with it. Consider our "friendship" over."--I'm sure christina knows what I'm talking about.

[*stephinika*]

wow. so many things to say to people that i just can't/won't say.

to ----,
i know you meant it as a compliment, but that kind of hurt. am i not pretty otherwise? would you never say that to me otherwise? i mean really.

to ------,
i care for you so much, and what you think of me matters so godamn much to me, its pathetic.

to ----,
is it just me or do you not care so much anymore? is it the period of time thats doing it, or what? i'm so confused. i'm so scared to lose you because of you or my own idiocy.

[*Azarel*]

Francis --
At least I know now instead of later how you feel about all of us createBlog people. Too bad you couldn't straight up tell us all. Too bad I had to ask you. Too bad we aren't friends. I thought we were. Shame on me for believe so easily. No, I won't call you anymore. No, I won't talk about you anymore. No, I won't even think about you anymore. You're gone.