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| *stephinika* |
 Apr 5 2005, 11:00 PM
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you create the most contradictory feelings/thoughts inside of me.
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Apr 5 2005, 11:01 PM
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 i heart u  Group: Member Posts: 151 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 34,430 |
oook here goes
you know i still like you, yet you turn away.. -  messege 2 dont bullsh!t with me - 
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| *mzkandi* |
Apr 5 2005, 11:01 PM
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mom and dad i love you guys!
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Apr 5 2005, 11:28 PM
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 Take advantage of me. Group: Member Posts: 912 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 43,792 |
Are we gonna go out or what ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
It`s driving me crazy...especially when all my friends have bf`s except for me and I thee FATTEST crush on you...like no one I have ever liked...do you still like me ?!? arghhhhhhhhhhh |
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Apr 6 2005, 03:41 AM
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 hello : ) Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 |
QUOTE(stephinika @ Apr 5 2005, 10:00 PM) you create the most contradictory feelings/thoughts inside of me.  Wow. I couldn't have said it better. That's what I feel towards someone too. But I'll elaborate... Dear You, Again, this is going to sound like everything I've already said. But I don't understand why I still have these damned feelings for you. Or this strange attraction to you. What makes you so good? Obviously I should stop being so foolish and move on but I can't. You make me feel this way that really no one I can think of, ever has. People I talk to that know me fairly well can't even believe the things that went on with you and the way I feel for you. They can't understand it. I can't either. Just seriously. Why can't anything happen? Do I need to wait another month or so before you feel it's okay to start talking to me again? Are we going to go through this for the rest of our highschool years? Honestly, over and over and over. Repeatedly the same basic things/concepts happen between us. Why? Stop leading me on. Stop playing games with me. Be straight up with me and tell me what's up because I'm sick of always wondering. I'm sick of having you in my thoughts because it's wasting my time. -Me. |
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Apr 6 2005, 03:43 AM
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 sunshiine Group: Member Posts: 1,080 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,360 |
i wish i could fast forward time to see if it was worth it in the end... because maybe, just maybe i regret telling you that I didnt like you anymore.
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Apr 6 2005, 03:51 AM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 524 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 28,003 |
QUOTE(M1SSxCHR1SSY @ Apr 6 2005, 3:41 AM) Wow. I couldn't have said it better. That's what I feel towards someone too. But I'll elaborate... Dear You, Again, this is going to sound like everything I've already said. But I don't understand why I still have these damned feelings for you. Or this strange attraction to you. What makes you so good? Obviously I should stop being so foolish and move on but I can't. You make me feel this way that really no one I can think of, ever has. People I talk to that know me fairly well can't even believe the things that went on with you and the way I feel for you. They can't understand it. I can't either. Just seriously. Why can't anything happen? Do I need to wait another month or so before you feel it's okay to start talking to me again? Are we going to go through this for the rest of our highschool years? Honestly, over and over and over. Repeatedly the same basic things/concepts happen between us. Why? Stop leading me on. Stop playing games with me. Be straight up with me and tell me what's up because I'm sick of always wondering. I'm sick of having you in my thoughts because it's wasting my time. -Me. wow... exactly what I was thinking... I'll elaborate when its not 4:50 am |
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Apr 6 2005, 07:28 PM
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Take advantage of me. Group: Member Posts: 912 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 43,792 |
Well...today I waved at you and you turned your head..I know you saw me, but I can take a f*cking hint. If you didn`t wanna talk to me why don`t you just tell me that ?! Because silence is way more painful than words. F*cking coward.
I hate you. But I love you...wtf ?! Am I bi-polar ?! sheesh... Edit/// You`ve fallen for someone else...time for me to move on...  This last month has been heaven and hell for me...all because of you. This post has been edited by miszSERENiTY: Apr 6 2005, 08:41 PM |
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Apr 6 2005, 08:13 PM
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 i've never wanted anything rationale. Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,449 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 19,045 |
I love that you can't imagine not being together.
I mean it when I say yes to marrying you...that scares me |
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Apr 6 2005, 08:47 PM
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 skaters gonna skate. Group: Official Member Posts: 6,861 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 6,336 |
rofl. bitch get off my nuts. you think i give a shit. i could care less what you think really. come on, let's be serious.
----- --------- my ass. stop what you're trying to play cause it's not working at all. thank god we don't kick it a lot anymore cause then imagine all the stupid drama i'll be in. Ever since that one day you started crying in 7th grade where that one girl confronted your ass for running your mouth.. I knew.. step up or STFU. |
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Apr 6 2005, 08:52 PM
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 ^-^ Group: Member Posts: 1,676 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 107,668 |
You are a good person and I tihnk you're very nice but I honestly beleive that we do not get along very well. I wish you would stop calling and inviting me over, I know how you must be feeling and I'm sorry to do this, but I have to say that I cannot dennie that I hate you inside.
 You mean alot to me, your freindship is what keeps me going, when I feel like I'd wish teh world would end I just imaging your face and I'm back on my feet. I know we have argued and had a few fights but I'd rather keep on going the way we are than lose a good freind  Love you mommy and daddy, no one could ever replace you, althouhg sometimes you've held me back and disapointed me now I know it was for the best. You're the bestest ever xoxoxoxo 
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Apr 7 2005, 12:36 AM
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im a SHEMALE :D Group: Member Posts: 87 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 64,855 |
i dont like you. why do you have to suddenly jump in MY school and steal all MY friends? now they probably like you better than they like me. gosh, wahts so good about youanyways? youre hecka saccharine, except no one notices that. they just strive for it. i bet if i was as fake as you id be 2wice as better as you.
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Apr 7 2005, 12:50 AM
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hello : ) Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 |
Dear You + You,
It's people like you that make me regret having friends at all. You're all so annoying. Maybe I'm just in a really grouchy, bitchy mood but nonetheless the past few months you have all been getting on my nerves. Stop acting so immature, stop playing your stupid games, stop trying to act like you have all this f**king drama going on. You really don't. If anything you create shit for yourself to deal with. And don't complain and whine to me and then get bitchy with me especially because you don't even give me the time of day when I'm going through shit. All you do is complain, whine, copy, bitch, and all this other shit. I'm sick of it. Grow up. This is highschool hons and I'm sick of having to listen to your petty shit, like "OMGz HE LIKEZ ME!!" And that's your "biggest" problem. Hah. Please. Now stfu or leave me alone. I'm so sick of it. I have so much going on that I don't have time for that shit. -Me. Dear You, It's people like you that help make my day a little easier to go through. Why? Because it seems like you actually care. I mean, yeah I know you probably don't and just act like it because I see the front you put up to others but hey, at least you pretend. Others just straight up blow me off and treat me like crap when they know I'm going through crap. So thanks. You brighten my day with your caring personality and you're humor. -Me. |
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| *Azarel* |
Apr 7 2005, 08:32 AM
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I know I told myself no more cryptic messages to anyone. But I have one last one. I like you. I don't know if these feelings are genuine or not. But just so it's out there. I really like you. I bet you can tell.
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Apr 7 2005, 08:40 AM
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 ohBrian Group: Member Posts: 556 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 44,625 |
hello, i thought i could trust u!! but NOOO u borrowed money and u never paid it back!! u are a spectular loser!! youre INTEREST is increasing pay it now or I WILL ROB YOU!!
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Apr 7 2005, 08:40 AM
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you hurt a lot, you son of a bitch
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Apr 7 2005, 08:44 AM
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 evelyn* <3 Group: Member Posts: 38 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 123,438 |
...whoa.
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Apr 7 2005, 09:44 AM
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I think ur truly an amazing guy. I donno how long we'll last..but i do know one thing. Im deeply in love with u.
 before i met u, it feels as if part of my life was missing... u make me smile throughout the day. u brighten up my day. u give me hope in life. viktor, i love u baby. and happy 17th bday. =)
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Apr 7 2005, 12:54 PM
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 Senior Member Group: Official Member Posts: 4,882 Joined: Sep 2004 Member No: 47,064 |
After all of the damage you've done, you still come back like you're welcome with open arms. But my arms have long been crossed, and I will never forgive you for what you're doing to me. I hope your life with your new family is wonderful because I'm through with you doing this every time someone new enters your life. Did you ever stop and think I gave up my whole life to come here? What has she done for you so significant?
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Apr 7 2005, 01:09 PM
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 crushed. Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,432 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,026 |
I can't believe you lied to me, right in front of everyone and they knew you were lying to me too. If you knew me at all, that's the one think you never do to me. Do not lie to me. I just cannot handle people who do that, I just can't. Why can't you just stop it and just admit that you failed?? It will come out sooner or later and I will find out and trust me, we will not be friends. I don't even know why I am friends with you now. You are so pathetic, trying to buy everyone's affection and trying to act like one of the guys when you will just be the same to everyone else. I just look at you now as this failure who can't admit to your mistakes. Just admit it already. I will find out soon anyway.
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Apr 7 2005, 03:12 PM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 52 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 112,860 |
i like you so much.do i need you?i hope we can become greater friends.
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Apr 7 2005, 03:23 PM
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Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 258 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 16,101 |
why is it that u spend so much time talking about him and talking to him when ur supposed to be going out with me?! why is it that u lie to me, or that u atleast cant tell me the truth? why is it that u dont do things the way u used to? why is it that u havnt said those 3 little words that would make a great difference? why is it that even if u said it i wouldnt be able to believe u? why? why? why dont u say anything?...
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Apr 7 2005, 09:27 PM
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hello : ) Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 |
QUOTE(bballbabiegrl @ Apr 7 2005, 12:09 PM) I can't believe you lied to me, right in front of everyone and they knew you were lying to me too. If you knew me at all, that's the one think you never do to me. Do not lie to me. I just cannot handle people who do that, I just can't. Why can't you just stop it and just admit that you failed?? It will come out sooner or later and I will find out and trust me, we will not be friends. I don't even know why I am friends with you now. You are so pathetic, trying to buy everyone's affection and trying to act like one of the guys when you will just be the same to everyone else. I just look at you now as this failure who can't admit to your mistakes. Just admit it already. I will find out soon anyway. Hahah dude, I think I know who this is. Lying, buying friendships...sounds all too familiar. =] Anyways, Dear You, I'm still feeling foolish and I still feel something for you. I really wish I had the effing guts to do something, to initiate, instead of waiting for you to do something because I highly doubt you will. Oh well. Stupid me, again. -Me. I feel the need to elaborate a bit more, with some song lyrics, but only parts that pertain: "And I wonder if you ever think about me anymore And I wonder if you ever think about me when you're bored... And I wonder if the reasons why you left me were untrue... You mean so much to me, I wish that we could start it over, start it over, I don't need your sympathy or apologies, Still I'm staring in my coffee cup, it's 6AM and I cannot give up And I wonder if you're happy or just glad to see me scarred... I am bending over backwards to get close to you but still I feel so far... I don't need your sympathy, I just want you here with me." |
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| *stephinika* |
Apr 7 2005, 09:45 PM
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to you...as usual.
i have so many unsaid words that i could say to you...so many things i just want to spill from my heart. last night, i thought over everything, over and over again...(hah, reminds me of the song.) and it drove me crazy. it surprised me even to the point i got. i don't understand it...timing is just horrible in my life i've noticed. honestly. and the question of 'what if?' is truly hated by me now. i have to stop these comparisons in my mind too...its ridiculous, horrible, and just plain wrong. i never thought i'd have such a dilemma...ever. i know what i must do...but not knowing for sure is killing me. |
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Apr 7 2005, 09:47 PM
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 kristin Group: Member Posts: 5,705 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,985 |
you don't need me back...you're just the best I ever had.
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