15 years of life Options

[akjsd]

you spend 15 years of your life, trying to learn how to live,
but everytime you try, you're told you're wrong by the insensitive .
remember how your childhood goal was to just somehow belong ?
and how whenever you cried, mommy would scream at you, demanding you be strong ?
remember how daddy used to sit there, not caring at all ?
you had thought your family was supposed to catch you whenever you fall .
you thought best friend bracelets really meant friendship forever,
did you see it coming ? you should have been more clever .
where were the shoulders to cry on when you needed them most ?
and where are the memories that you used to hold on to close ?
everyone that you've learned to love, is taken away,
you watch as the others take charge and paint your life gray .
15 years of life, and this is what i've been taught,
happiness doesnt come until pain has been brought,
why bring your hopes up, only to let yourself down ?
people play with your heart, till your beat, pushed down to the ground .
you need to learn how to say good-bye, how to let go,
this is what schools should teach us, this is what we should know .