Red Tears, :o Options

[ibleedforvanilla]

Gah...I felt so horribly bad yesterday. This is just a poem i UNKNOWINGLY wrote, which expressed the stupid feelings i was having. :\

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RED TEARS

I've been pushed down into the darkness
For I bring so much misfortunes to all
the living people around me,
Not one can I give them the happiness they wanted,
But what they get from me are these worst unfortunate moments of their lives.

I've been crying red tears since the day I felt so horribly broken,
I've been stabbed so painfully behind my back and I just let myself bleed to unconsciousness,
My heart's been grabbed so tightly which makes it so much harder for me to breath,
As Im trying to live longer, I prayed to see the light to freedom once again.

LOVE to admit that I am the fault of all the things that happened to you,
Even if I don't deserve to be blame for it
And I would jump down the heavens to
Recover, to get myself back again.

I'm still reaching for the star
To grant me my one and only wish,
My wish to find the light that will bright up the darkness that covers me from reality,
But I know for sure that it will never happen
For I am destined to cry red tears
Forever and for eternity.

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Its not that gud of a poem. Its just like...my 3rd time writing one in my whole entire life. :\
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