i don't know., written on a whim in class. Options

[*stephinika*]

just like the title says...therefore, i know the writing isn't top quality. this is more of a 'getting-my-feelings-on-paper' kinda thing...so yeah. just take note of that when critiquing, thanks.

i don't know.

i don’t know what i feel
my thoughts are impossible to interpret
i’m constantly filled with emotions
joy, grief, anger, heartache
but all i know is what i feel
and why, yet…
there’s still so much i do not know.
why exactly do i feel how i feel?
i know it’s because of him, or that
but why are those things bringing me such emotion
i simply do not understand
then there are moments
when i feel something
but i haven’t an idea
what such a feeling could be
or how they manage to arise within me.
i don’t know how one person
or two, or anyone at all
can make me feel so many different
and contradictory emotions.
is there something wrong with me?
apparently, no
yet i feel like something
is so oddly wrong
i just…
i don’t know.