Help. Sort of. Kind of. PLEASE., I SAID PLEASE. Options

[AnoTheRxAzN]

This's my first post here, so I'm new, dadadadada, and I'd really like some help.

This is kind of a long story, and it's been going on for a long while. I'm really not sure what to do with this, lots of people are telling me different things; move on, ask her out, talk to her, be friends, you get the point. I'm just really confused.


Last year, people were running around screaming we should go out, ..because we were about the only two azns our school, and those whores basically thought it'd be the cutest thing in the world (yeah, we're both short too..).

Later, we got to talk to each other. Well, she was really nice and funny, ladadada, 3 months passed, and I saw her again. We started talking a bit, but then I guess I screwed up somewhere in there. I was a total ass to her, only I didn't really see it till later.

She stopped talking to me, and she started avoided me. I didn't really noticed till I tried to say hi to her, and she just told me to go away, and ran away (Ran.). Then, I kinda noticed she *might* hate me.

We just sort of -completely ignored each other, avoided each other, just all the time. There was an empty spot at our lunch table, and it happened to be next to me, and the only one there. She didn't say anything, but she sat by a bunch of people she didn't know to eat. I don't know if I was supposed to notice that, but ouch, that hurt.

Around christmas break, (yeah, it's been going on that long) we kinda lightened up on avoiding each other. We'd actually hang out with other friends in a group, even if we never talked to each other. We'd laugh at each other's jokes and so, and yeah.

A couple weeks passed, and I hadn't seen her in a while. Out of nowhere, she just started avoiding me. And I suppose I did the same thing.

We're friends with alot of the same people, I've talked to them, asked for help dadada, they all say different things, and they all seem to make sense. I don't know what to do. Last year, people would have freaked out if I said I liked her. Now, basically I do. Only it's not the way I'd have imagined it.

Sorry if I seem kind of desperate, but I suppose I am, and sorry if the story makes no sense, I try my best. We're in 9th grade, I suppse this's a bit young to be getting into something like this. Help?