parents, they destoryed my dream Options

[The 1 and only J...]

ok well let me start. well first of all my familly is pretty messed up. my older bro got kicked out cause he was on drugs, my parents are divorced, my mom remaried and my stepdad is a prick. so well in my freshman year my mom decieded that she wanted to move. so she goes out with out even telling any of us and buys a house. mean while im in high school and im making a whole bunch of new friends. i end up trying out for the basketball team cause it's my favorite sport and i only end up making the b team but i start. so buy then i learn that my parents bought a new house. so im all mad about it and every thing. but my parents say that there is nothing that they can do now. so my mom is begging to think that im pretty good at basketball cause im becoming the best on my team. so basketball season ends and then comes volleyball season. i make the team and all but my mom doesn't care. so later on i end up getting a really great g/f and all. but we later break up cause she doesn't want to have a long term relationship and i understand that. so when summer time comes along i end up dedicating my whole summer to basketball by practicing and working out. so my mom puts me in basketball camp cause my coach really wants me to go. so during camp my coach is starting to realize how much better i have gotten and says that next year he wants me to start for varsity. so im all excited about this cause my life long dream has been to become a basketball player. and this really helps. during camp we had this tournament and i end up with a huge chance of getting a basketball scholarship. so im really excited now. but then the move comes and all and i have to throw away that varsity offer and all and i get really pissed. so i get my first look at our new house and it's in like a farm area. now im from chicago and me going into a farm area kind of confused me and im still not used to it yet. so well it ends up that all the kids that goto my school are all white but they act all gangsterish. now that pisses me off cause they are all farm kids. it also ends up that most of them do drugs and i am really against that cause of the fact that drugs tore my familly apart. so when basketball season comes they say that they wont let me try out cause i wasnt there for freshman year. so that gets me really pissed and i go home and yell at my mom for it cause now my scholarship is gone. so my mom says that cause they wouldn't let me try out that she will let me move in with my grandma and goto my old highschool. so she gets me all hapy and then i find out that it's a lie just to get me to be happy. so now im really pissed at her and all. and i can't play volleyball cause my school doesn't have that sport. my mom says that i have no future in basketball and she is trying to plan my future. i mean it's my future and i think i shouold get to choose wat i want to do. she is always yelling at me and all and it is really pissing me off. and right now i see it as if i have no mother. she is always lieing to me and getting my hopes up. and i am slowly begging to realize y my older brother turned out like he did cause my mother did the same thing to him. i just dont know why my mom has to put me down all the time. i just needed to get this all out.