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[thaichic192]

[Whoa, this was one long entry...I think mine was so lame haha.]

@ the kids who rooted for Adam and thought Ben deserved the punch.

Why are you so close minded? Why are you so shallow? Why are you like this? You think Ben deserved to get hit in the nose because he is a "gay fag", has "fcu*ed up hair", and/or is "retarded"? I think you're making me all sick. Do you even know what happened?! Adam pinned Ben's younger brother, James, to a damn WALL! And what is Ben supposed to do? Walk on and pretend it's okay? Ben hates his brother, but he tried to protect him anyways....He put his hand in Adam's face to stop Adam and Adam hits Ben w/ his cast? Can I ask WHY? Evan...He's one of Adam's great friends, but he even agreed that it was harsh and Adam took the hand in the face too seriously. I know Ben's okay now...He's strong. =] That's my Ben, whee! Haha, but seriously....Get over yourselves...

@ Ben

Ben, I'm so sorry for what happened to you. Allie, Gabby, and me could've stopped it from happening...Allie and me shouldn't have tried to beat the Axe when we ran out of the locker room....We could've seen you in time in C-wing and talk to you and pull you away...You know I'd pull you away even if you wanted to beat up Adam...I don't want you to get hurt...You didn't deserve it. I was upset when everyone said you deserved it, and they cheered Adam on, and they....I was so very upset...I felt a pit in my stomach, and I thought I could almost cry, cry for you. You'd never know, and I'd never tell you. But, I never cry, and crying for someone is a very big deal. Dinh went down to the nurse, just to check out what was happening...He said you were shaking...I would've gone down too, and given you a kiss. But you're strong even w/o my help. I'd just want you to know, you mean a lot to me, and I love you, Ben... When you hug me I feel so safe, when you kiss me I feel as if it's just you and me, and when we talk, I'm careful w/ what I say around you...You make my heart do ollies and kickflips...

I'm glad we hang out, and my mom knows about you and even wants to meet you. I'm glad you take the time to get to know me...And even if I say no and say that's not me...You still insist, I'm just lieing, I'm just afraid you'll break my heart if I open up to you... But I feel safe w/ you, warm in your arms, and brilliant when you make me laugh or smile. [But, don't ever tie me to my bed posts again.] Ben, I love you so much. Even if we're not destined to be partners in life....I want to be your everything in this part of our lives...And you'll always be with me...We'd make awesome friends, but for now as our relationship lies... I love you... [And James is right, I do enjoy wrestling w/ you...I've always loved a good challenge.]

@ Brandon
Brandon...I loved you, you were a great boyfriend. 1 year and 6 months? We did pretty good, but a long distance relationship? It wasn't going to work out for me...I know you'd never lie to me, but Marija...She was so good, she was so nice, and she was absolutely gorgey and amazing. She'll replace me...She'll love you more than I could ever. As you were right, you did love me more...You never looked at any other girl the way you looked at me. And I still love you, but you take i the wrong way. I love you like a best friend, a brother, a pal 'til the end, and not to mention my pink little pretty princess brides maid at my wedding. =] [I could care less if you're a hetero guy.] Haha, and when we get older, I'm going to save enough money up and buy you. =] Yes, you shall be my pet pet.

@ myself.
Why do you hide behind it all? When you are upset...You fake your emotions. You act hyper and if there was not a shred of sadness in your life. Of course your good friends know, but this is just how you are isn't it? You can't help it, even w/ your past, you've got so much to live for, right? Ben brightens up your day, Brian's girly prettiness makes you laugh, Brandon brings you back down to Earth, Sean keeps your hyper, and your girls keep your girl side intact. You'd rather shine a smile so you could brighten up someone's day, you'd rather stay on the positive side, and you'd rather play hard to get. Of course, you're another hopeless romantic, you want to be a Cinderella kinda girl, but you know you can't because you want to be independent. And you're not shallow... It's not that you try to be more mature and understanding, but you just are. And you just aren't shallow because you threw away that philoshopy before. You've got great friends....Great family....Awesome people who care about you and you care about them.

[cHuNsAbAbIe012]

y u messing with me girl? y u trying to break up me n my boo? i dont know who the f**k u are, i never met u bfore. so y do u hate me? wat do u know about me huh? u even went out of ur way to find out where i live. big whoop u have pple who are in gangs n can beat the living daylights out of me. yea thats something to be so proud of. get over yourself. your pathetic and need to get a life. n hey geuss wat?! my boo isnt gonna talk to u n e more so now u can write on ur xanga how the guys your "with" is ignoring u. i dont wanna hear from u again. i dotn care about u. so y the f**k u care about where i live? u care so much that u would waste ur time n ur friend's time on me. get a f**king life. u need it.

n as for u who is making up all that shit about my boo n his good friend who is also my good friend...shut the f**k up. n ur telling my boo n my friend that i gave u a hand job?! shove it up ur ass. we all know ur lying piece of shit so dont ever bring up our names infront of any of us ever again cuz if u do then u just make urself look like a fool cuz we KNOW ur alying bastard. GET THAT SHIT OUT OF HERE!!!! y the f**k is all this out side drama in the life of me and MY boo?! f**k OFF ALL U f**kers!!!!!

andrew i just wanna let u know...i believe u. for the first time im really trying to put all my trust in u. we went through so much...and we both lost trust for each other but now...im going to believe everything u say even if its a lie...but please dont take advantage of it. i will trust u so please put ur trust in me...from now on...our foundation of love...our base of the relationship will be based on trust. i love you so much n i really want to trust u baby. i wanna b able to believe wat u say without getting paranoid. please trust me...but i will now put my trust in u.

[pink_tootsie]

kick ass at the competition today alley and grayson!!

[KELLYYY]

I love you. I told you that I love you. Your reaction was not what I expected.

[audory]

well well. first swim meet yesterday. i didn't get to hang out with you as much, but the bus ride home was the funnest ever. haha. i loved how you were leaning over me to "read my text messages." ;] when i'm close to you, i get butterflies and such. i'm glad we're together. <3

[*Azarel*]

I saw her today for the first time in years. And I found myself jealous. Why? I was so disappointed I didn't see you again.

[purestkiss101]

Im so confused about our situation//You said you love me but is it really real? I feel sometimes i just want to hold you so tight. And never let you go but then sometimes i feel like i want to rip out your heart and step on it like i feel youve done to me in the past. People have said youve changed for the better and Im trying to accept that might be true. But everytime i talk to you the old you seems to comes bacc..

[silver-rain]

To my mom
I hate you so f*cking much... why can't you just go back to China and live with your poor family? I don't give a f*ck about you anymore... That month you were gone? The best month in my life. Seriously, all you do is yell and complain about me. Just shut the f*ck up already... My boyfriend will be with me forever, what the f*ck do you know? Don't act like you're my friend. I hate you, and I wish you were dead...

To my boyfriend,
I hate your ex so much. Who the f*ck hides someone's phone just because they were calling someone? I know you love me, and I do too... but if you think I'm too clingy, tell me. I'll lay off, seriously I will. But eh, I hate them all so f*cking much...

[Gypsy Eyes]

Dear my friend,
I am f**king sick of you shit. You wonder why I didn't tell you! Because all you do is tell Christine, who tells alex, who tells the whole damn school! Why do you even f**king care if "you love ryan and not him". Honestly, you are a horrible friend. If I ever try to come to you with a serious problem all you do is say "umm.. idk." then start babbling on about how your mom is a bitch or about conor/ryan. I'm f**king sick of putting up with your shit. I always yell at whoever is giving you shit, no matter what it costs. When people are threatening my f**king life you say something polietly then go "oh dont worry, it's no big deal." I'm tired of it. I really do hope you remember this. I hope you never forget how you completely ruined your "best friends" life and drove her to suicide (yes thats why I wasn't in school on friday.) I hope you remember how instead of offering your best friend comfort when her grandmother was in a f**king coma you cursed at her and spread rumors. I hope you remember how when your friend confided in you when she was in trouble how instead of keeping quiet you told all of your little friends. I hope you remember how much of an immature bitch you are, and how you really need to grow up and realize that not everyone is going to put up with your shit as long as I have. I hope your f**king happy now. and I'm glad I never have to speak to you again. Oh go ahead and show all of you little bitchy friends this like always because you can't f**king handle anything yourself. Au revoir.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I'm going crazy. I need to see you. I need to talk to you. I need to know what's going on. Why do I feel this way. God damn, it's so confusing. I'll keep my fingers crossed that hopefully everything will mend itself and things well get better.

[*Solipsist*]

To that one girl:

I'm glad things ended the way they did. It was so abrupt; it was beautiful. I wish I could go further and erase you, but I know I can't. I guess it's just one of those things in life you really should learn to live with. And don't think I don't see those quick glances you take whenever I'm around. Sure, they're flattering. Sure, they inflate my ego; and you know how much I love that. Sure, I wouldn't mind more. But you should stop. Also, if you don't mind, well, when it does happen, don't tell me who he is or when. Yeah.. that's about it. I'm really glad things ended the way they did. Still, though, I wish the worst for you.

- Solipsist

[misoshiru]

i havent been thinking about you so much lately. maybe you're too late, maybe i really am moving on. i really did like you.

[Flaunted]

should i come to see you this summer? is it worth it, since we hardly talk anymore..

[Lenn]

I don't know if I am expected to be happy
I don't know if I am sure what is going on
I don't know ... what I am supposed to feel.

My heart is beating so fast
My smile cannot be cut loose
Hearing your voice was good enough
but hearing those words -

are they for real?

[jennyjenny]

There are a lot of people in this world that I don't get. One of them is you. We've been friends since last year and now I don't even know what we are. I'm never in your freaking profile, but you would put that other whore in there. I'm a better friend than her and I really don't get what you see in her. She freaking backstabbed me, and now you did. Thanks, cause it really put pain in my life if you didn't know it. I thought we were friends, but up til now, I really don't know what we are. I know we said we wouldn't be friends back in November, but I still really want to, because everyone knows that I talk about you. Maybe it's cause when everyone else turned against me, you were still there. I ALWAYS listened to you, even if you didn't think I did. I can't believe you would choose her as your friend over me, because in the long-run, you know that I would always be there, but her, she's moving in the summer and then we're all going to be dust in the wind.

[xSTEPH]

I don't know what will ever become of us. That kiss was amazing, even though it was bad. There was so much emotion and love behind it. I never wanted to hurt you. I never DO want to hurt you... I love you more than you will ever know. I think that that's why we can never be together. I never want to be put in a situation to where you might be hurt. I dont even want to risk it. I love everything about you...your eyes, your lips, the way your body is always warm, the way you kiss me. Stay strong, and try not to get into things so deep. You will always follow your heart, almost to a fault. I love you.

Stephanie-Marie

[KELLYYY]

Why the f**k do you have to go to Las Vegas for a week!? I can't spend a minute without you. You're the only person I want in my life. =[ =[ =[ =[ =[

Bye precious <3

Have a nice and safe trip. <3

[lovescream]

I hate to go.
;[
I'll be sad without you.
But I'm forced to.
It better be a safe trip.
If not, just know that I loved you.

[KELLYYY]

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.I love you.I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.I love you.I love you.

[swe3ttemptasian]

I think I you. But then again I just want to leave this and go on w/ my life.....

[pink_tootsie]

why cant i get you out of my mind? everywhere i go i see you, everytime i think, i think of you. why cant i seem to get over you? and get over the fact that nothing is going to happen between us.. well at least nothing beyond friendship..

[*stephinika*]

i miss you.

[xTINAA]

Please just talk to me again. I'm going insane.

[Rachel]

i
love
you

don't break my heart

ps, chrissy i love the quote in your signature!

[xbr0kensmil3]

wow you're so slutty, you have a boyfriend yet you still flirt with other guys. no wonder your ex best friend didn't want to be your friend anymore. god, you'll never change i guess. people were right, how could i think you were gonna change. you're not a good friend cuz you use people to be popular and cool like using people is cool. wow and then you want to be the hero when someone's in trouble by sticking up for them then 20 mins later making fun of them. wow, you're just not right...god ... you're just soo slutty...you've heard the same speech like 2050000 times and you still won't change...sucks for you thought but when you end up in high school you gonna get beat up and then we'll see who's laughing. you get me so pissed.