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[leeniex3]

To someone*

i love you for everything you have done for me. For all the times you made me feel good about myself. When i had no self esteem you pursuaded me that I look great and I should be proud of myself. You tell me im smart and beautiful and that is why I love you. At times we fight but in the end we laugh at it. As if it was nothing. My friends love you because you make me happy. And they think your just the right person for me. But in times you hurt me. And betray me. Why cant you just stick to that one beautiful person that I knew. Why must you change like that. Is it because as we get older things change? As time goes on, will we go further away from each other? .. I hope not .. because im not sure what id do without you ...

[racoons > you]

i love you. and thats enough

[nevernothere]

So close yet so far... it's too bad we'll never be more than best friends... and that kills me.

[IamRad]

in need of another cuz i dont know who to talk to anymore..but myself.

the things people go through in life are difficult. why did that brother have to be killed. murder shouldnt be around. everyone in this world has a right to be alive, unless u are a cruel person. i wish this world would be made up of people who love one another. and who could all get along. no rumors no stabbing in the back, no taking advantage of someone. this world is crazy and it will never be fixed. life goes on and we're the ones living it..

its so easy to see that i still love u. i gave u three years of my life, and i get nothing in return. its as if im only going to be everyones perfect little friend for the rest of my life. if u changed that for me maybe id have a little more self esteem. i wish u would have chosen me that day. because sluts never help. she dumped u and u got bumed. i would never hurt u or anyone because i have that hurtful feeling inside of me saying that its impossible to say anythng hurtful. its as if i cant say No whenever u ask if i like u still. because i know if i say yes id be lying to myself and u. wat would that show? that i lie just to get out of something. i have to stand up for things and its time to tell u everything i need to tell u, or else ill blow. i wish it were as easy as this.. writing down wat goes on in my head and just sending it to u. but after i do that wat would happen? would u even care and try to tell me something? or will i just get a slap across the face, and then end up not sharing my feelings at all? i guess its lifes mystery...

[xj_liana_tx]

f**k you bitch, i am through being nice, you f**king get on my nerves, i hope you die a horrible death

[sheepy]

sorry, sorry. i really am. i never meant for it to happen. never meant it to end up this way. so much words, i cant explain to you. so much feelings i cant even express; just that im sorry. i really am. maybe if you look just a little deeper; you'll see who i am. im afraid, scared, neglected, powerless. if you glance a little more longer, you'll see the pain i hide deep within me. if you stare at me with a little more passion, you'll see my love for you. sorry. im sorry you cant even look at me anymore.

[sweetdreamsx3]

Being faithful means honesty right? And me talking to Troy on Monday still means I'm faithful to you, but I just have to figure out who I truly like and I know who it is...at least I won't lead you on, baby...but I gotta know..I'm still faithful to you though. i just have deeper feelings for someone else, but I'm not cheating on you...I won't ever.

[missknowitall141...]

Dear Guy*,
I truly love you. you are always on my mind. you are always haunting my dreams. i dont want to love you, because i know it wont ever work out, but.... the heart has a mind of its own, and we cant control it.....
Yours Truly,
Helpless Lover

[Skyline Drive]

I can't fcuking stand YOU. You get on my nerves. You are so FAKE. What the fcuk makes you think I actually like you. I HATE YOU. You are so full of shit and you will say anything to seem cool or get accepted. I can see through you, so don't think you fool me with your acts. What makes you think I would ever be jealous of you. You went to fcuking therapy or some shit.. OH YEAH I'm so fcuking jealous of that. Notice the saracasm, you idiot. You have a shitty life so just admit it. Quit TRYING to be someone you arn't.

So just f**k off!

[xhelena]

damn i still love you so effin much.
ill love you forever also. =]
and ill always care for you
ad ill always be here for you if u ever need me
and yeah, you broke my heart.
im okay now tho
thanks to xxxxxx
thxthx.^^
remember ill love you forever kk?
ill always be here for u

[KELLYYY]

Dear Mr. Hotness,
DAYUM YOU'RE FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE.

[d0rkbaby]

i hate this feeling. its damn retarded i thought i forgot about you. i thought i was ok. i tried to be positive and look at the good. the good i thought was that yea we were over but then maybe it was a postivie for me cause you didnt treat me right in the first place. but then nooooo my room my house my whole life has imprints of you! i cant do anything w/o being reminded of you. even other peoples relationships/relationship problems remind me of us cause it actually happened. why did we have to do that stupid essay on nostalgia.. i was soo into it. a flood of memories of us came back and captured me. i couldnt stop thinking about how we used to be ALL dayy. when you emailed me today before i opened it i got this rush of hope in my body. but then let down when it was about sc. DAMN i f**king hate myself i cant hate you cause i'm in like w/ you. but i guess. this is how it goes. i can never have you.. and not having you is for the better. cause then i dont know how i will react if we were given another chance. i dont think i could ever let go. but since now i'm not in deep into the hole that you've dragged me into i can still climb out and escape. now.. all i have is the memories...... i miss you bb. but all we are now are just friends. slowly hopefully things get back to when we were best friends. i wish it was. sometimes being best friends is even better than going out. i want all my feelings back. i feel so empty ..... i h a t e this...

[just_a_lazy_bum]

Dear you,
Why do you do this to me? tell you me you love me, and the next minute go off to who knows where! I want to tell you that you are always on my mind, but I can't because I am so scared of accepting the truth that you stole my mind, thoughts, and heart. I guess this is the only way of telling you. We have nothing in common, yet you say you like me? I find that really hard to believe. So many girls are after you, why do you torment me so? I am so scared of losing you, but I can't say it in your face because I do not want to look like those type of girls that don't trust anyone and is always suspicious of everything. I just want to tell you secretly that after writing this, I have already accepted my feelings for you, I am just not showing all of it.
From me.

[*Azarel*]

- No. No more messages for you. No more writing about you. No more lying to myself. It needs to stop. I need to get you out of my head. I need to move on. I need to stop myself. I need to. This is not an obsession. This is not an infatuation. This is nothing.

- I've talked to you for the first and only time this week, but I've heard a lot about you. I love your sense of humor. Hell, it's just like mine.. only in a more fucked up way. And that's what makes me sort of like you. You're such an a-hole from what I hear, but for some reason, what you said is right: there's just something intriguing about assholes. I can't say for sure how much I like you though, but I'd be willing to try it out. You suggested it yourself, that we could date if we met. And we're going to meet this Friday because there's no way I'm passing up another party that I could've met you at. We'll see, won't we? And plus, that last party, I heard, had a lot of amusing drama that I would've enjoyed. Hm, inviting indeed. I want to talk to you more. I wish there were some way to reach you.

- It's been a while, huh? Five days since I started talking to you again. Five months since I got mad at you. Two years since we met. It's funny though, at least to me, that when I first met you, I thought you were the most annoying prick ever. I kind of still do. What amuses me though, is that either you can't see that I'm using you or you just don't care that I'm using you. I've bugged you to drive me around this whole week. And you have. It's kind of weird though, since I'm not used to it. You wake up at six thirty for me, you pick me up, you take me to school, you buy Starbucks fraps for me, you take me to Verde Café, you take me home. You do everything and anything I ask you to do. So what is there not to like? I don't know. I just don't feel it. It wouldn't work; just look at our friendship now. Most of it's just swearing at each other, even though it amuses me a lot.

- Heyy, I talked to you for the first time sort of this week. I adore your hair and earring, it's pretty hot. I'm curious about you though, since you told me that things were different "where you came from." Does that mean you're from a different state? A different country? You're cute and smart. I like that.

- I really like your car. I love how smoothly it drives. I love the subwoofers. I love the stick shift. I love the tinted windows. It's hot. Today, I thought about what it would be like to do someone in the backseat. And since it's your car, guess who I thought about doing. I dare you. I know you would've never guessed. Rawr.

- Everyone I should be writing letters to: I'm sorry, I'm such a lazy bum. It might take me a couple days to get back in the mood. I haven't written for so long, nearly two months. I'll get your letters done this week though. I have the entire week off. I hope I finish.

- I should really start going to robotics meetings. I miss seeing you there. I have no classes with you, and we rarely see, much talk with, each other outside of robotics. I would've never thought I'd look forward to talking to you. You're such a shy guy, so it's sort of surprising to me that we even have a friendship. And not only that, but I'm such a mean person! It's such a contrast.. But I know you'll find a nice girl someday; she's out there, you'll find each other; you deserve to. I'd feel so horrible, otherwise. You're such a good guy, you don't deserve to ever be treated like shit, alright? I'm sure you won't ever hear what I said in the car again; and plus, I was only joking, you dork. And when I think about it, I think you'll be a romantic. You'll marry the first girl you fall in love with, and you won't ever go through heartbreak. I really hope you don't ever experience that pain because it hurts, a lot, and you just don't deserve anything that horrible. All I've seen and heard about you is good and better.

- Girl, what would I ever do without you? You're practically my best friend, which is definitely saying something since I hate calling anyone my best friend. I love you so damn much. I can't imagine what it was like before we met last year. Can you believe that? It's only been a year! And to think, I feared drifting away from you this year since we don't have any classes together. Shoot, we've grown closer than ever this year. How many adventures have we had together? How many inside jokes? How many boys and broken hearts? Countless. Remember you hated Milpitas, and all you wanted to do was move back to Georgia? I'm glad you didn't. I hate to think of where I'd be without you. I can't live without you, babe. Stay true, I know you will.

- Sometimes I still wonder what would've happened if I weren't so stupid in three years ago. Wow, it seems like it's been such a long time, but only three years, huh? I'm still sorry I hurt you. Now you're on the other side of the world, in Korea. We had something, you have to admit. But now it's completely different. We have our own separate lives now. You live yours, opposite of mine. I know I shouldn't, but sometimes I still dream. What can I say, huh? You were my first love.

- You two boys, every time I see you and talk to you, I giggle. Cantcha just tell? Eye candy <3

[ItzOnlySydney]

seeing you with that girl on valentines day made me remember hwat we had. i thought i was over you. i guess i was wrong. i never realized how much i cared for you until that very day. its so hard to tell you that i feel this way beause i fear you don;t feelt he same way. i just wanted you to know that i still love you and you were my first true love.

yours truly,
Sydney

[teenprincess]

-You are so freaking HOT!!! I don't know what's the matter with me! I don't want to like you but I do, I see you everwhere and I can't stand it knowing that nothing will happen between us. I've never even met you but I'm soooo attracted to you. Ahh! Why can't I get over you?!

- I seriously hate you! You're like, the only person I hate in the school, no, in the world! Something's wrong with you! Why the hell are you so freaking mean and so freaking stupid?! I can't believe I keep being nice to you! Sometimes your sane, but other times your completely not. I can't believe amanda is friends with you. I can't believe you guys are like, best friends. I seriously don't understand it. Good thing I never have to worry about you again because I will never ever talk to you AGAIN!

[Looow]

Dear_____
Its been exactly three years since I talked to you. Since the last time you thought about me right?You gave up so easily. Why? How can you give up on something like this? Did I ever matter? Why did you lie? Lately, I can't stop wondering about what would have happened if I never hung up that night. I was so afraid of you. You were a stranger .. what did you expect? That i said i loved you and acted as if nothing ever happen? As if you didn't ignore me all those years? You never gave me the place I deserved with any of them. You were never fair and thats why I could never forgive you and understand like you always expected me to. I never will understand how you could treat someone like that. I still want to talk to you. I don't know why. Just maybe to tell you all this shit. that you deserve to hear. I hope that they never never come back to you telling you this same very shit. Hopefully you'll be true to them. Something you never were with me. f**k you. I hate you.

[xhelena]

oh yeah.
you people.
I FCUKING HATE YOU GUYS.
u guys piss me off.
u guys are KiLLiNG meee
u guys are so damn fake!!
and you.... *******/ just looking at ur fat pig face can make me puke!
and you... ******. u used to be my friend. now ur a fcking fake as well. i fcking hate fcking fakes. you guys arent unique. what make u think u guys are so good?! no one likes you guy. i know u guys think the guys love u..... but guess again.
and you, *****. fck u! u fcking girl. u effin think everyone hates you and they do! me reassuring u tht they dont is for keeping peace. damn. i hate you too.
and ******.... you are good sometimes. except when you think ure all that good! argh. u think ur hot, sexy, pretty, BUT UR UNIBROW IS FCKING UGLY. do us all a favour, and get rid of it. and ur moustache on this case.
tsktsk, all you guys need to know is that i hate you, and PUHLEESE, stop thinking you guys own me! i lead my own life. i can do what i want, and i dont care if u guys hate me for being me. FCUK OFF.
none of you guys are ur own individual.

[*wind&fire*]

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

you! have a girlfriend?!?!?!??!?! its bout time.....

[Looow]

You'll never EVER change. & I hate you.

[x shootingstar x]

i miss you and i love you. let's see if you're going to call. i have so much work to do. i'm thinking about your parents and what you said yesterday. it gave me some tears but you made me smile again. about the jealousy.. i have to ask you one more question.. and i'll ask you that whenever you call me. OMG i love this song so much.. everytime i listen to it.. i just want to be with you. i love you!!

[silver-rain]

You know what, I finally think I'm over you. I've been over you for a while actually. I don't care about you anymore- I could careless now. And, it feels good to get this off- it's like I've lifted a huge burden. I thought that if you wanted me back, I would go back to you, but now, I realize what a fool I've been. Good riddance- what we had was good but it can never compare to what Stephen and I have now.

[Looow]

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what you think anymore. I don't know you anymore. You've definetly changed and I hate it. I want the old one back.

[aznhunnie6o1]

I'm so sorry for making you feel so sad about me. I never wanted you to worry this much about what I did and if I'll ever do it again. I feel really bad about breaking that promise and I know it's gunna be hard for you to trust me again, but I feel like my best friend is trying to take you away from me. I think she secretly likes you and is lyeing to me... I'm also afraid you might start likeing her and leave me behind... I don't have enough courage to talk to you about this cause I'm afraid I'll start crying alot and do something really bad to myself.. you know I have problems with myself... I just don't know what to do...

[smilz2dasun]

wow. you can be so confusing sometimes. what do you mean you'll answer later? why? how? what? aghhhhhh. the things you do to me.