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[RiddleMeWonders]

You're up there in your world
Free of fear and full of hope.
But you never call me up,
So I'm stuck down here to cope.
You never let me in
And you never say a word
About your perfect dream...
If there's not something you can say
About the heaven that you feel
A bit of fantasy to help me change
A hell that feels so real
Then I should just say goodbye
Right now.
Even if I don't die
Right now.
I'll be gone from you by morning...

Could this be my confession... Is this what I deserve?
So caught up in depression.... I never had the nerve..
I won't waste this now.. I love you but I don't know how..
Don't waste love and don't waste me.