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[opiumphog]

...I haven't written anything in a few months so forgive the crapiness

everything I write
and everything I've tried
I just don't feel like living
but I don't want suicide

every day I live
and every day I die
I don't know how to fix it
so I'll just let it lie

the key word is progression
it gets progressively worse
the more I try to stop it
the more and more it hurts

you've tried so hard to know me
even with this mask
but I have faith so I'll forgive
I know you'll leave at last

I hope one day you'll realize
my heart was made from stone
I don't want to be lonely
but I was born to be alone