createBlog Diary., Version 3. Options

[*tweeak*]

dear cb diary,

this afternoon was nice. it was like old times again (of course, by "old times" i mean last year, but nevermind that). it was good to see her again, but it made me realize that i dont miss her that mcuh. she complicates things far too much. while the drama can be interesting, its not so good in excess. slightly hilarious though. joyce actually was mean. i was impressed. i hope i not only get invited to the party saturday, but that i can actually go as well. not to mention, that they have it. if they dont invite me, i will be unbelievably pissed. i cant believe no one invited me to her going away party. im still pissed about that one. well, maybe not, but i am right now. oh well. ill just kill them on monday. and ill kill her when she comes back to accompany him to prom (which i find ridiculous, but again, ok)

i think i may have done decently on my tests today. not quite the impending doom of normal algerbra and chemistry tests

[inthemudhole]

Hi.

So I took my Algebra test today.
I'm thinking that I got a B or so. *phew*
I was worried.

Hm....yet another shitty day.
There wasn't anything good about today.

At least I now have a few days off.

I sprained my ankle. Someone tripped me on the stairs and I fell. Yep. It hurt.

I want to talk to Joe so badly, but he's not on. He must be at his mom's school still.
He's such a sweetie. He wrote me a poem. It was so adorable and sweet.
No one has ever done anything like that for me before. It made me cry, it was so sweet.

Anyway.....woot. I'm glad I finally have a break from school.

30 days until showtime,

Brie

--

EDIT//

Joe's on.

All of a sudden I feel really sick...

[to-devastate]

Dear cB diary,
Why the fcuk does everything bad happen to me? First I don't get into Bronx Science.. and now I can't even get into dozo? OMG. Wtf. Seriously. Is it something I did wrong? I dont get it. I hate this. I hate everyone now. Thanks alot.
-I hate you.

[ANG33ZY]

dear cb diary,

thank god it's over. 10 days of fun? monday there's gonna be a 2 hour marathon for gug. i think. cool.

and i wanna go shopping. i haven't been to concord mall in a long time, so i'll go there.

and .. i can't stop thinking of him .. wtf. i don't want to like him. he's a moron.. .

and i love john

[Looow]

Dear CB Diary,
I'm a f**king failure.

[whywasisostupid]

Dear Createblog Diary

Life's really starting to suck. I like him and all, but I dont know anymore.
I hope to see him today. :[

[swe3ttemptasian]

dear cB diary,

yesterday was my birthday but we're going out tonight for my b-day. First to Fujiyama- Japanese steak house. then gameworks. I hope he goes

[to-devastate]

Dear cB diary,
Somethings haven't gotten off my mind. Why am I not good enough for anything? I mean. I don't have a boyfriend; and now I think I lost my best friend. What does this mean? Am I starting to lose everything? Yes I am.
-Insecure little girl.

[*tweeak*]

so. much. drama.

[Looow]

Its just SO hard
Alll these years I felt like it was my fault.. Is it?

[inthemudhole]

Hi.

Today was pointless, but most days off are.
No meat was okay.

I'm talking to Joe.
<3
He's so sweet.
I really just can't get over how sweet he is. That is why I'm always mentioning him.

Mmmm...

Slipknot concert.
28 days.
Woot!

Once inside - all I hold is ash,

Brie

[xTINAA]

Dear cB Diary,
Finally Spring Break is here. I really need this break so I can rest and also do some homework/studying. Nerd, yeah I know. But I'm glad I started off the break with a good start. Tonight was a lot of fun. Watching a movie with Teesa, going to people's houses, going to the lake, sitting there talking, just everything was overall pretty fun. It was a good time. I rarely have good times anymore so when they come around I really cherish them and it makes them seem so much better than they probably really are. Anyways, I'm just rambling but yeah, I hope Spring Break is fun. I think this Tuesday we are going to go on a mini "roadtrip". That should be great. Well 'tis all. G'night.
-Me.

[ANG33ZY]

dear cb diary,

oh the shit i'm putting myself into.. ahha :/

[lovescream]

Dear cb diary,

The day was great in the beggining. I woke up, it was all good. I didn't have breakfast or any food until dinner. I finished my new layout on xanga, which I am surprised I was lazy enough to even start.
Then at night, my f**king grandmother pisses me off, as she always does.
Gossssh, just because I didn't know how to set the clock on the stove, she starts f**king bitching at me.
well, just to let her know, YOU CAN GO DIE AND BURN IN HELL. I DON'T CARE. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.
have a nice day.

</3 Toby.

[yukichan]

Dear Cb Diary,
Sigh..He came on today and talked to me..That made me happy but it wasnt for a long time..Im not sure about him..O and i miss ****** hes at camp..sigh..i wonder what hes doing right now..i miss him so much..i also miss how he would aim me everyday just to talk to me..hes fading away from me..sigh and hes moving to seattle soon too...he doesnt c that im going to really miss him..i want to tell him good bye, but i dont think i can without crying..and he doesnt like it when im crying..sigh..idk what to do..i dont want summer to come...
<3 Nancy

[*lolita kitty*]

dear cb diary,

new news about modeling, i missed something. i dunno, jenny e-mailed me again and said we were supposed to go to some meeting. dammit! well, dads calling for a backup appointment or whatnot, yay! i cant wait to see the results.

ive been having trouble sleeping lately. its 7 in the morning and i got no sleep last night. wow. just wow. i responded to a thread on it, and sean ho said to read a book which im about to do... ergh >_<

hmph, im obsessed with cb now. lolz, i posted in the member photos today ^^ ... some liked, some didnot. some were rude bitches who told me to get a life. whatever, their n00bs anyways hehe. anyways, a week till i go back to california [or less] which means no computer =[ aww im so pissed.... anyways ill write back later today after ie slept. gotta go!!!! luvyah muwah!

- cassie

[inthemudhole]

Hey.

Today's Easter.
I got some Peeps.
Bah, school on Tuesday...>_<
I'm already spazzing out about it.

Hm...I actually got something accomplished this weekend so far...
I was practicing guitar a lot and I was reading a lot of guitar stuff..yeah. I also started to clean my room.
Oh, and I was drawing.
Wow. I did more than just post.

Hm...

Happy Easter, I guess.

27 days,

Brie

[*mzkandi*]

easter!! i didnt go to church...:-(
i got a test to study for but i am on createblog. i can be such a slacker but i will get to ot later...geez i am really thirsty right now.....

[*tweeak*]

dear cb diary,

my cb diary has been remarkably social. i guess its just because shes in town. no, it actually is. so i went to the forum with them afterschool thursday, which was amusing, then bbq-ish thing at ambers on friday, in which i couldnt eat because it was good friday, which was alright because i dont like hot dogs or hamburgers. we watched napoleon dynamite, which was dumb, and wouldve been more enjoyable had she not sulked the entire time, but still. then last night i went to the pary at barry house, which was great. see, much fun

[ichiban]

Dear CB,

I'm just really pissed right now. I'm doing so freaking bad in algebra and the D+ that I got on the test is just irksome, I swear. How am I gonna get into some good college if I can't even ace some algebra test? And what the shit, I really hate Vandine right now. I know I probably shouldnt be mad just because i have an A- in PE, but still. who gets A-'s in PE?! what the hell did i do wrong? im one of the only people that actually participate in all this crap we're doing, i never forget to bring stupid PE clothes, there isn't even any written work we have to do, so what the hellllllll? man I hate vandine so much. shes the freaking worst PE teacher ive ever had. at least i haev a good grade in science right? pffft the project's going to lower it so much though. whatever.

i may be going through those I HATE EVERYONE phases but that happens at least thrice every month, so yeahhh. becuase people in my grade really are f**kers. why couldnt i be in 8th grade? you dont see those 8th graders acting like total morons. even last year when they were in 7th grade, they were at least fairly mature.

i think there may be something wrong with my eye. it feels really dry 24/7 and using eye drops like 239048302 times doesnt help at all. i think my contacts messed my eyes up, but other people with contacts dont have a problem. i hate my freaking eyes. they always have all these f**king problems, like glaucoma and really severe dryness and nearsightedness ... geezus.

[yukichan]

Dear cB diary,
****** came back today. He talked to me. Which was good. I think. It's good that he talked to me. But he..He told me something..Well not actually..But I know that he found someone he likes. I know I should be happy for him. But something deep down makes me feel sad. Ack. I just read his xanga. And what I was thinking is true. Great. I'm going to feel more worser. Well its my fault for not telling him. At least I know hes happy. That should make me feel happy. I think.

Other stuff aren't going well. Like I want to c my old friends. I know I shouldnt be thinking about them, because its my past and I cant do anything about it. But i cant help it. I miss them. Its been 5 years already. But i still remember them well.

Things are really changing for me. Like..idk. It seems like i dont want to let go of anything. like my friends. or my past. i want to have them right next to me. but i know it wont work out. i guess im being selfish.

******* is back from japan too. idk what to say to her. i dont know what i am to her. idk anything about her anymore. everything she does confuses me.one minute she can be really nice, and the next minute shes mad at me. things dont make sense.

why does all of this have to happen on easter?it ruins the day. well it happens almost everyday. so y am i complaining?after all its only another day to me.

o ya..happy easter everyone!
<3 Nancy

[inthemudhole]

Hey.

I realized something about createBlog today.
I realized that some of the old mods can not post and just disappear out of nowhere and not get demodded and they can be mods at other competing sites, but new mods can't/couldn't. Whatever. I'm still bitter and I'm still obsessing over that whole situation.

Anyway...
I'm glad we have today off.
My dad had a short day or something and work though and he's bugging the crap out of me.

Joe probably has school today. =\
I want to talk to him.
He was all dramatic last night.

Hm.
All for now.

Inspiration on demand,

Brie

[miss barnes]

Dear Cb diary

spring break was bogus! stayed at my daddys from saturday to wednesday but, he had to work so we couldnt really do anything. went home wednesday and took out my micro braids...took HOURS. My mama met nesea' halfway on thursday and i went to alabama w/ nesea'. got my hair braided into cornrows that night. took 3.5 hours...still hurts like a bitch days later. she got all the naps in the back too. lol. stayed in bama until saturday...auntie was trippin' the whole time.....went to chruch w/ mama on sunday....now i'm back at school

what a break

reekah

[*mzkandi*]

dear cb,
must to do in my classes in order to take classes in my major in the fall. i have only to classes to focus on this semester so that should pretty easy. i also hate the fact that i am going to have to go to summer school all summer but oh well that is what i bet for slacking off.
in other news me and mom suppose to be looking for a new car this week. hopefully i find the car that is right me

kiera

[inthemudhole]

Hi.

I finally found someone that relates to me.
Someone that I really like.
It's great, except for the fact that we relate in a "bad" way...I don't wish to elaborate, but yeah.

It's a nice feeling to actually talk about some things with someone that I care about and they'll actually get it and they won't jump all over me about it.

Diluted,

Brie