createBlog Diary., Version 3. Options

[*tweeak*]

i dont like diaries, so ill just talk

im going to kill these kids. all 3..5..6! of them. please remember me for the decent person was, rather than the monster i will be known as.

i dont know what im talking about, its too loud to think

james had better come visit. but my mom is utterly useless.

[inthemudhole]

Dear diary,

Wow. I haven't talked to you for a while.
As much as I hate to say this, looking at the Yearbook thread really made me miss createBlog.
I now feel out of the loop and almost hated.
I'm missing my moderator position like crazy right now.
I'm not saying I regret my choice, but I really wish I didn't have to resign from one of the two sites.
That was one of the hardest decisions I've had to make, as pathetic as that may sound..

Anyway...I said in my goodbye thread that I'd most likely end up coming back for regular posting in March.
I think I just might.
Maybe mid-March, so expect to see me around like I used to be.

I'm still bitter towards createBlog, but whatever.
I miss it like hell sometimes.

My temporary leave did me well, I think.
It felt good to have a little break, but I'm almost ready to come back as a regular-posting member.
I may never be the "postwhore" that I once was again, but I suppose I could eventually come close.

Love or hate,

Brie

[Looow]

Dear CB Diary
I am at school right now trying to look for stuff on a report and its so hard aww =/

[*stephinika*]

dear cb diary:

so yeah. at school. that problem is still...bothering me even though i was told not to worry about it but i can't help it y'know? its one of those things that just nags at your mind and slowly but surely drives you crazy...

i hate this.

[miss barnes]

Dear CB diary

well, they did it. they're officially married. i cant believe they did it but oh well, it aint me. i finally got to see my buddy. he looked ok. we'll kick it up lovely next time i go down there.

now i'm back home. missed everybody

reekah

[heyyfrankie]

Dear Createblog Diary,

this morning was great! i was hyper, i got up pretty good, i was full of energy! i was so happy. i went to leadership and did my homework and talked and filled out my schedule. i still don't know what i am going to do next year! i then went to tennis and, thank god, coach wasn't there so all we did was play fun games. it was fun but i was disappointed because i had energy and was ready to run but i guess it is okay. after that, it was time for algebra. we did the TAKS benchmark and it is finally the last one! Yah!!! but that means that the next one is the real thing! lunch was fun, as always. we just talked about religion! then i went to ipc that was absolutely boring! i just couldn't wait to get out of there! then i waited outside for uncle mike and now i am home. =]

i think i might just chill tonight.

--Frankie

[inthemudhole]

Hi.

I hate it when people in Entertainment can post bullshit polls to only boost up their post count, but when I actually post some news, I get one reply.

Ugh.
Lazy people don't want to read. -_-

Well, that's all for today.

See yah,

Brie

[[Mediocre]Artist]

cb Diary,
I'm nervous and I'm scared. What did he do now? Why does he always fight with his mom? I know he's growing away from her and that it scares her, but does it have to be this ... drama-filled? I wish I could make things better, but I don't know how. I just have his back and smooth his emotions over (or make him forget them for awhile).
I still haven't gotten a letter from the school. My sister is going back for her callback this Saturday and I don't even have an audition. God, I hope they at least give me a chance. I really want to be at that school.
I almost cut myself today. I came so close it terrified me. Something about having that sharp object in my hand made me want to push it through my skin. I forgot that I was in the middle of class, right in front of the teacher. I wanted to see blood. Its hard to stop. I'm doing it though.
And now its time to suck it all in. Forget the worry, the pain, the fear, the desperate need to just collapse into my bed and thoroughly feel every emotion raging inside of me. Can't do that now. Just have to put on a smile and manage this household. Dinner, laundry, livingroom, and whatever else they think of. Its my responsibility. Can't let them down...

xLiz

[*Programmer*]

dear cb diary

im snowed in thinking about her....my ex from out of no where...called me....and was flirting with me hard.....yeah.....bad thing is i still got feelings for her....god....help me...

[Nicolatofu]

2 hour delay from school... 2 more hours I could be on cb.. my mother is such a bitch at times.. I just wanted to scream at her. But I love her and she knows it. why does he play tricks on me like that? he's so flippin annoying and I'd wish he go and shove his face in a toilet, but then I just wish he'd never leave. I hate these teenage years.

[*wind&fire*]

Dear cB

this is probably my first and last entry.. you have been great... how i love you *hug* ... i need to work out my priorites...

and an anitdote for your addictivness... maybe i shouldve taken a hint when the "too many connections" incident had happened a while ago...

gahh

Cariss

[miss barnes]

Dear Cb diary

school's canceled today so i have nothing to do. i'm horny. it needs to be fixed

reekah

[Teesa]

Dear Cb diary,
I am glad my history presentation is over. I don't know why I get so nervous when I'm up in front of the class by myself. I have known those people for three years, and yet I still get nervous when I'm talking to them. Thank goodness I didn't have to stand, I probably would have fainted. Hah.
teesa

[heyyfrankie]

Dear Createblog Diary,

what can say? today was totally boring. well, it wasn't that bad but it wasn't the greatest a day i have ever had. first period ws pretty good because all we had to do was our non-verbal speeches and i was the narrorator! i was great! then in english, we just reviewed romeo and juliet and watched the first act on video. but it isn't the good version. it is the old version! i didn't watch it! then in spanish, we just did all the beginning stuff of chapter 7. we also took a vocabulary quiz and i didn't study! so i cheated! i know, i know, it is bad! but ya gotta do what ya gotta do! right? then we had lunch that was a beating because all we did was talk about the leadership election! it is totally stressing me out! i just have a feeling in my gut that me and edwin won't make it! i really hope we do because we are such great friends! then i went to world geography and it was pure ass! i have to sit with this girl that totally pisses me off! she will not stop talking and all she does is whine! i don't know how we will get along for this one week of torture! after school, i hung out with edwin and then mom came out and took me to get my tennis racket fixed. i am so excited! i suck without it! you never realize how great something is until it is gone! now i am stuck babysitting. it is alright because i am on createblog!

--Frankie

[[Mediocre]Artist]

cB diary,

Well she came back. I was so worried. Mom's just don't up and leave three kids because of one fight. I hope she's feeling a lot better. Ha, only me. This woman wants me far, far, far away form her son who I love to death. So I worry about her all the time.

I had testing today. Thats the the wonderful world of standardized testing the whole thing was a joke. He and I competed for who could finish fastest. We were only seconds apart each time, except when we finished at the same moment.

I got my report card. Another failing grade in Chem (57 this time) At least I got an 80 on that 5 page report. I'm making a C in AP History =\ I know I can do way better. The only A I got this 6 weeks was in gym >.<

My friends and I were together talking about my family (the most amusing topic possible) and Shan mentioned that day she came to pick me up to go to the mall. She said she thought my dad was half asleep or stoned or something. I had to explain that, yes, even at 11am my dad is drunk. Fun, fun.

Well thats all for now. Shower time.

xLiz

[*Azarel*]

Dear createBlog diary,
Some people are utterly unbelievable. But that's aside the point.
Sometimes I really hate who I am. I wish I would change. I wish I could. But alas, it's futile. But I still dream.
-Me.

[gigiopolis]

Dear cB diary,

I feel really stupid right now. Although it's not my fault. But...I should have just told earlier. Actually, no, that wouldn't help. It wouldn't change a thing.

I just wish I could do this without hurting somebody else. Because someone always gets hurt.

- Gigi

[*tweeak*]

Dear cb diary,

i dont know why i care so much. i shouldnt. this is driving me insane. f**k.

[*jooleeah*]

Dear cb diary,
today sucked. school is such an ass. i have f**king finals tomorrow....i should be studying...but obviously i'm procrastinating. oh well. this just means major cramming.

i miss the summer.

juliax3

[heyyfrankie]

Dear Createblog Diary,

Today was so much fun! well, kinda. leadership was pretty boring because all we did was sit and talk, as usual. -__- but it is alright, we always have a good time. i really want to watch the notebook because mrs. powers said that we were! tennis was so boring because we didn't play; all we did was sit and play cards. boring cards. then math came and all we did was work because we have a big test and i am so confused but i shall do good! then lunch came and i had to go take a test in world geography! it was kinda easy! i hope i did good because i HAVE to pass that class! then i went to ipc and all we did was watch a video and took a test. i am sure i did good. and we also have a project coming up and i am stuck with ryan, tyler and some other fat kid. i know i sound so mean but i just wanted to be long! and the election is coming up in 3 weeks and i have a gut feeling that i am not going to win! y'all must wish me luck!

--Frankie

[rockstermonkey]

CB Diary
Today was awesome beyond belief. All I know is that dancing to Romanian techno and just hanging out in the atrium was fun, fun, fun. And later..when we "accidentally" stumbled upon him smoking with those huge square glasses in his car, was absolutely priceless. I cant wait to see what he says tommorow. She thinks that we are completely obsessed, but I know that this is the end. And then there is her, she just drives me insane. Just because we both got the same bloody grade (it doesnt even MATTER that it was an A). She just wants and A+. She just doesn't get it. How am I supposed to ignore her when she is just everywhere?
-Dipika

[*tweeak*]

CB Diary

God im mad. too bad i dont know why.

[mouse_3k]

Dear CB diary,
I made the biggest mistake yesterday. I said yes to a friend that asked me out which was bad. I like him as a friend and I like it better if we were friends again. he is paranoid about me and everything. I said yes to not break his heart but I think imma bought to end it soon because I cant do this anymore and besides, I like someone else!!! gosh...im screwed

[*tweeak*]

ah. i think i found the source of my anger.

itll be fun to watch and see how many people are mad at me by tomorrow

[*stephinika*]

dear cb diary..

why do i feel like poo right now? i shouldn't...i had a fairly decent day too. sigh. i miss mark. a lot. just suddenly too...i miss talking to him...and seeing him...godamn where i live. i want to see him and just be with him and talk to him so badly...i don't know. my body hurts too...and i feel so...emotional. i blame it pms and that time of my month, but i just don't think thats it...this is driving me crazy. i can't stand it anymore...



why do i constantly feel like i'm being lied to, perhaps subconsciously even?

This post has been edited by stephinika: Mar 3 2005, 02:11 AM