createBlog Diary., Version 3. Options

[heyyfrankie]

Dear Createblog Diary,

Today was by far the most boringest(sp?) day of the whole school year! it sucked so much ass!

speech was very boring. all we did was a long ass worksheet and then practiced out non-verbal skit >> all we did was talk. x__x

then in english, all we did was read romeo and juliet. i think that it is a really good story but it is very hard to understand. even though my teacher tells us what shakespear is saying in plain english after we read the act, i still don't get it! =/

then in spanish, we got new seats. i hate them! -__-
i hate who i am sitting by and i hate it because i am in the front! and y'all know how much i hate sitting in the front. v__v

then lunch came...and i had to wait for 20 minutest just to get 2 pieces of pizza! then when i got to my spot with all my friends i was just so tired for some reason that i just didn't want to talk! T__T

and then,,,the worst class of them all >>>>>>>>> world geography!
i hate that class with a freakin' passion! it is so boring and it interest me not one bit! o__o
i just sat there for an hour and a half doing nothing. i would occasionally talk to my neighbors but i just sat there...like a bump on a log. @__@

but tomorrow should be fun because i have all my fun classes! i will let you know how it goes! ^__^

[*tweeak*]

Dear Diary,
Does anyone besides me acutally really care to read these entries? Yeah, didn't think so.

i skim them, at least

dear...diary

i loathe school. i have to stop procrastinating and write this stupid essay. and then read the great gatsby. im only 2 and a half chapters behind now

blech

[TrustU2HurtMe]

cB Diary,

Today I had to be woken up 5 times before I finally got out of bed. Not the best way to start the day. I actually understood Chemistry today!! Omg I was so happy! I did so well in IPC, that it really bothers me Chem is such a pain now. Tonight's homework is crazy though. We have to write out the set up for C(sub)8H(sub)12! She started us off with C-C-C-C-C-C-C-C I got 27 before I put it aside. There are apparently over 500 combinations. The rest of the day is a bit of a blur. Thats no exactly good... hmmm.

So right now I'm listening to How Do You Get That Lonely over and over again. Reminds me of the last few years. I wonder if no one in my house noticed I was cutting and becoming more and more suicidal, or if they just didn't say anything. I'm helping myself now. I don't want therapy or happy pills. I can handle it myself.

and then,,,the worst class of them all >>>>>>>>> world geography!

I loved that class last year! My teacher was crazy lol I miss my freshmen days - drama and all.

I'm so drained right now. Busrides mean I don't get home until 5:30. I was the only one here for a couple of hours. I handled dinner, did two loads of laundry, and washed 4 days worth of dishes before my dad and uncle got home. Then when they did my uncle decided he didn't want ribs so I ordered pizza. Doesn't bother me actually. I don't eat beef, pork, and don't like fish, plus I gave up turkey for lent. I wouldn't mind being full vegetarian but I don't get enough protein as it is. Is that what tofu is for? Because the idea of that crap makes me want to vomit. Sounds like SPAM (specially processed american meat) Artificial meat can't be good...

Well I still have homework I haven't done. >.< I'll be around.

-Sara

[miss barnes]

Dear CB diary

after reading the entry above me i remembered something....i have understood geometry for the past 2 days. omg..i usually never understand the classwork. i get it when she's doing the notes but, when it comes time to do it myself..i f**k up. not yesterday and today though. i'm so proud of myself

reekah

[*stephinika*]

dear cb diary:

ahh...i'm so confused. but not. anyways, i've had a decent week. no school tomorrow and friday. but yeah...this weekend is gonna be so awesome, i know it but...i'm a little worried about certain things happening...i know it won't (or hope ) but there's still the chance...bleah.
whatever.

steph.

[ichiban]

Dear Diary,
Uhhhh yeah. I keep thinking of memories a lot. I miss SCSBOA festivals. I miss it so so so so so bad. Blah. Etcetcetc

[*Programmer*]

Dear CB Diary,

im sick...the flu sucks....make it go away
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
on a lighter note post number 600

[angel-roh]

Dear Createblog Diary,

I went to church last night with my brother, Won-woo, and Dongmin. It was a great service. It was great to hear Pastor Kim's wife, Patricia Kim to talk about her relationship with God and how she got closer to God. Her story gived me some tears and the laughters.

She's sucha great person! Anyways, I hope the plans we decided to have doesn't change because I really want to hangout today!!! Oh yeah last night, after church, we went to Yunie's Bubble tea.

We were going to go to Pochi's, but then my brother decided to go to Yunie's. Because of some girl???!?!?!? Eesh... There was this girl at Pochi's that he didn't wanted to see. Yeah right, I bet he didn't even see his face.

I bet he didn't want to eat at Pochi's... so he decided to go to Yunie's instead since that's his favorite place to drink his favorite shakes. He's a liar that I know of. Anyways... I hope today will be the fun day. Oh yeah to put my contact lens on my left eye was so easy.

I was sooo glad. It only lasted about 5 minutes to put it on. My highest record of the year, oh yeahhhh! God helped me actually haha.. so yeah thanks to God for all the help he has given me. Okay I'll stop here.

--- Susan

[Rachel]

dear cB diary,
i miss tom.
he needs to come home.
i have to stop hanging out with ho yin, he is a bad influence.
he makes me want to do bad things.
no not like that =P

[heyyfrankie]

Dear Createblog Diary,

yeah, today was incredibly boring! i figured it was going to be fun because i usually love b days but it just isn't fun anymore. i think i just want to be out of school or something because everything seems to be going downhill. i feel like i don't care about school anymore. and i know that cici is changing because i just know. she is acting totally differently whenever she is around certain people. i know that she is lying and she thinks that she is so smart! she is actually stupid. just the other day she told us that she was going to be going to a picnic!!! whet the fcuk! she has never been to a picnic in her life! she just pisses me off.

--Frankie

[Looow]

Dear Createblog Diary,
I think i kind of fixed things with that person but uh-oh .. there's a nother problem with ANOTHER person. i'm confused. shit

[*jooleeah*]

Dear createblog diary,

School sucks. I don't doubt that my math grade will go down....since Ms.Jackson left and all. Now we've got the crappiest subs in the world and i have a test on wednesday! Bleh. This grade will ruin everything....

So Kristin and I have decided we're gonna make this summer worthwhile! And before the summer starts, we're going to try to lose weight ( even though she doesn't need to). Doesn't that sound exciting?

Bleh. I miss people. I know this is random. But I miss Jennifer, Brandon, and all the other people that have moved away. Sad thing is, they were the only people that I trusted at school. And now they're gone. There's that empty hole in my stomach that's going BLEEEEH. But what's sad is....is that I even miss the people I can see or talk to everyday. Now everyone seems so busy and all. I feel a bit left behind. Though I can only blame myself for not being in touch with the people at school....I haven't exactly been the nicest to them. But that's okay, right? Cause I have Evelyn, Evelyn C, Rosaline, and Kaileen and some other people outside of school who don't judge me....so it's all good...right? ><;;

Alright. Well, I'm going. I hope it rains tonight. Don't ask why.

-julia.

[Rachel]

dear cB diary
YAY TOM IS FINALLY f**kin HOME

now only if he would call me back

[Looow]

Dear Createblog Diary,
Oh man I'm in deep trouble. Oh man whats going on? ____ looked at me as if___ were mad at me. But ___ never been mad at me before. Ohh i hate this so much & its all my f**king fault. I'm the biggest loser. Why can't I just let it go and stop being such a f**king bitch..? Ugh I hate this so much

[--x who0ps]

dear createblog diary,

today wasss sooooo FUH-REAKIN` AWESOME ! (: i finally got rid of this girl i disliked for all these yearss ! last night one of her friends said i was her best friend. whichi was, but i told her over and over againi wasnt. but nope, she didnt get the point. she gets me soo frckn` mad. she talks behind my back all the time and thats okay i guess, but she twists every frckn thing so ppl would feel sorry for her. whats really sad though is that no one really likes her, so they all come running to me about what she says. hahah whatta loser. i mean honestly. what the frck. so i decided to pay her back a bit . but dont worry, its not even close to what she did to me. not even 1/100th of what shes done to me. what i did back to her, she did it 3 times to me already. but ima call it even now cause i dont like being so evil. i know its silly that i used to hang with her even if i didnt like her. but i didnt want to hurt her feelings.. soo anyways. today i finally got the courage too breakkk aaaawayyyyyy lol sorry >P that jst reminds me of the song kelly clarkson - breakaway >]





--x who0ps

[heyyfrankie]

Dear Createblog Diary,

today was not as boring as it could of been! yay! !!

speech was pretty fun because all we did...wait...i am not going to tell you about my school day, i will tell about ME!

i don't know what is wrong with me! i seem to of lost all interest in school! it was more than yesterday but will probably be less than tomorrow! -__-

i hate it! i don't like to learn anymore! i had really low b's this six weeks and i might have a C! my first C of my whole educational career!

i want school to be fun. i mean, it already is because of friends and social events, but i want i want to have learning, too!

--Frankie

[Looow]

Dear Createblog Diary,
I am writting in here again. I had the worst week of the year, I think. Effin shit. Getting yelled at by teachers, droppping/losing my f**king money, waking up late, losing my sweater, ants in my locker, forgetting my homework like a billion times, my sister getting surgery, having to do everything for her, getting scared out of my pants, people are mad at me, I'm mad at people, people bug me, people suck, I can't stop wondering, reading my poem in front of the whole f**king core class, tests, grades, yelling, screaming, people bitching, me bitching, people making me confused, people ignoring me,having that stupid dream that won't go away, wanting to call after three whole years, trying but not getting anywhere, giving up, being bored out of my f**king brain. Oh man this sucks. lol I'm the biggest, lamest loser ever. I swear.. Jesus, rawr.

This weekened is going to suck for sure. Can't wait till March

Anyways, On a happy topic,

My mom gave me good news for once. We were talking about going to Mexico & how I never go out during the summer and she said that I can go during the summer for like a month. I don't want to go out for so long because I'll miss out on so much but then I don't want to waste money on a plane ticket and only staying for a little while. Hm ..whatever.

<3 Lorena

[LittleLulu]

i like this guy lately.. named ALEX>. weird eh?... well.. i personally dont think hes like a good looking dude or w/e.. but then.. u know.. he's nice,,,.. really funny, reaaly hard working...on the bball team... yea. so like who cares if he aint the hottest guy there is?

i dont know why.. but i started liking him 3 days ago.
its weird. our names sound soo simular.. once when the teacher called his name in our class.. hah we cudn't tell who he was calling.. so we looked at each other....n the whole claass just laughed.. hahah..........our birthday's are BOTH in august.. though im 5 days older than him so i made jokes saying he's my lil bro hahaha...well yea we're both leo's... too.... weird eh?

n i like him....soo weird. out of nowhere i just like him now.! smtms i wonder... what if... its jsut like a period thing... since i just started liking him just about when i started my perioud this month....what if i ask him out.. but then... after this weekend n my period leaves i'll stop liking him? although that has never happened before.....................

[*Programmer*]

dear cb diary...

i got so wasted yesterday....haha...me and like 15 other friends went to this banging ass party with about 200 girls...good sh*t...ended up passing out with some girl up in a bedroom. we both woke up this morning laughing....nothing happened ...lol...but yeah good times! Good Cheer! these are the memories that will last forever in my mind . well back to another night of hardcore partying tongiht....

-RiCo

[heyyfrankie]

Dear Createblog Diary,

i am stuck babysitting today. how fun!







v__v





--Frankie

[silver-rain]

Dear CB diary,
Today's my birthday, and I'm stuck here at home. My mom and brother are being really b*tchy, and my mom won't me go out to a track meet or even see my boyfriend. So I have nothing to do at all. This is one of the worst birthdays ever.

[Looow]

^
Happy Birthday =]

[redderstarr]

dear cb diary
i am at seon hos right now

im really bored.

bye

[picaso_smile]

Dear Createblog Diary,

Well, here I am again in front of the computer. Jes, Brit, and Logan left around 11:30. I was sorta worried about Jes and Logan getting home. It's like 30 degrees out there. I made her wear my fleece pullover and I gave her a scarf I made a little while ago, too. I called Jes a few minutes ago and luckily, she wasn't abducted, molested, or raped. *phew. And I'm sure Logan will be fine. He's a boy... gay, nonetheless a member of the male gender. Does that make him less masculine? You tell me....

Anyway, I can't wait till I finish this painting. I'm not even sure what I think about it yet. It's just... colorful. I never know if I like something untill its totally done and I take a step back and just... well, see it. I hope I'm allowed to paint my walls. Basements always seem so... basement-ish. Even if they're carpeted etc. like a normal room. I wanna paint a huge window on a wall with a view into a yard wich fades from spring to winter. I want to paint so many different things... This'll be one huge mural when I get done. If I get done. If I'm allowed to even do it, that is.

I should be asleep right now. Church tomorrow. It's hard enough being awake enough to really pay attention. I'm not a morning person. I'm not a night person either. I'm a very inconsistent person. I get sick of changing my mind so much. Haha.

Love,
Lexi the deliriously sleepy

[heyyfrankie]

Dear Createblog Diary,

yesterday wasn't so bad. i was pretty much on createblog for the whole day so that was always good! XD

today is going to be a easy day too. i can't wait untill monday because it is a b day and i love those days! got to go chill.

--Frankie