why doesnt anyone understand me?, no one even gives a #$%& Options

[ldybella]

yah its simple: NONE OF MY so called FRIENDS UNDERSTAND ME nor do they care about any of my problems. if i try to explain my problem, dey get annoyed and think im conceited by talkin bout myself too mch. everythin i say, such as a problem, dey ALWAYS answer by saying "um......okay...." or "i see......" and then dey just ignore my problem.

letz see, an example:
okay, a few weeks ago, i just thought this guy (lets call him andy) was hot, but i didnt like him or have feelings towards him, but i still talked to my friends about it sometimes just to have something to talk about. and well, two days ago, i met this guy, who is incredibly nice funny and seems really smart, and im attracted to that. plus the fact that he looks kind of cute :D .. but anyway, i didnt meet him at school and he lives 5 hours away from me .. so thats just making me really sad because he lives so far away and i like him a lot .. so i tell my best friend this and she jus goes like "so its like another andy?" that just really annoyed me because NO it wasnt like ANDY because i didnt like andy, but i like this guy now. and i just tell her a bit more about the guy and my friend just says "I see." she doesnt even freakin CARE! and i dont wanna tell her i like this guy a lot and stuff because my friend will think im just obsessed and deeply infatuated, and thats jus not how i feel. and plus, if i explain even more, she'll think im conceited!


i guess thats what happens when you have friends who have never liked a guy before ... ugh .. and w/ no similar interests!!

and dont say im still young and ill meet better ppl when im older, because i see a lot of people my age with really really good friends who are always there for them and stuff .. im jus unlucky, huh? havin friends that dont care about a thing that happens to you ..