person u love or da person u like?..., errrrr.. Options

[dorkifiedxpunk]

hello... i need help. weel ok. i have an ex-boyfriend who i still love. and dere`s dis other guy in my skool who i like alot. both of dem r acting different to me dese days. i dunno y. my ex is nicer nicer nicer to me. n i now go to skool with him every morning since yesterday [monday]. dis morning he waited for me until i get on my bus infront of his skool. i dont really wanna tink that there's a reason y he's doing all dis. so... anyway da other guy ..that i like . ok 411: he's really good looking. every1 in my skool likes him! weel he talks to me n we're friends. one time he jus started asking me about hu i tink the hottest guy in skool or da guy i like dat im talking about in my xanga. he kept bothering me!! i mean he wuldnt stop!!! until da nxt day.. he still didnt stop. he even blackmailed me!.. so yeh. does dat mean he likes me or wut?.. n he sed he will not stop asking until i tell him hu it is....my friends tell me he does like me.. but i can never imagine him liking me. oh yeh. n i asked him if he likes any1 he said no. so?? dat means he doesnt.....rite??.. so yeh. both of dem r really nice to me. n im happy... but i noe its rong. coz i cant have both of dem. .... i hab to pick one.. i hab to focus on ONE ONLY...