is it wrong Options

[TrueLoveWaits]

I see my ex-boyfriend and I just want to kill him. Well, i can't do that or ill go to hell. Maybe just injure him really really bad. I'm still bitter. When I see him i just think about how to hurt him. Which is terrible since the only time i see him is at a church related activity so I'm thinking evil thoughts in a holy place. hahaha im a rebel i guess. Is it wrong to hate someone terribly but for some odd reason love them? I think I'm bi-polar. oh God help me.

[pympgangsta4real]

Don't worry... that's how I feel about my ex. I love her to death... but I hate her for using God to make me back off, or at least that's what my suspicion claims... I don't know... well we won't get into my problems, but it's natural. Just keep living life, and don't let it get to you. You can do anything you set your mind to... just keep at it, you'll make it, promise ^_^.

[misoshiru]

it's ok to want to kill him. just don't really do it.

[TrueLoveWaits]

I don't know what to do. I'll talk about it and then feel fine. I'd come to the conclusion I'll just have to respect it and I'd just have to move on, but then something happens and I want to go back SO bad. My friends tell me to turn to God and everything will be better. Gotta love those good christains friends giving good church advice. . I should probably grow with my faith and what not. hahaha and love when I'm older and ready for that kind of emotional commitment. It sounds smart, but so hard to do. LOL I'm so evil. I'm actually waiting for when he's weak and I'm going to make a move. I can't help it! Plus I feel like I'll be waiting forever for that weak moment, he seems ok and I only pretend to be okay. GRRRUGH Maybe it's better to hate him or find someone else. I feel like a little kid for saying this but " I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE I WANT HIM!"

[mouse_3k]

i feel u. I think bout my ex everyday and i miss him soooo much but when I see him its like..."why did u hurt me like this..I wish i can hurt u as much as u hurt me.." etc. yah..no worries, we on the same boat

[TrueLoveWaits]

Fantastic! I'm hoping he gets hit by a truck or beat with an ugly stick.

[LadyXTor]

It's alright. A lot of people feel that way after a relationship is over. You still miss him yet you're still hurt from the whole breaking up thing. You need closure. Ever thought of dating again?

[audory]

i felt that when my ex bf broke up with me after a one month relationship last year. everytime i saw him i would feel anger and 'love' at the same time. but i learned to get over it, b/c there are hotter and better guys out there.

[TrueLoveWaits]

We broke up around September . It was such a good way to start off the new school year. I saw some guys but i stopped. I still really care about him and i love him. Dating those guys didn't help me at all, it just made me think about him more. I can't just lie to myself and say the typical junk about young romance " Oh, it won't work out anyways because youre so young " " when you guys go to college the odds are against you, its the invitible ( ? is that right? i doubt it?) ", but I don't know my feelings are so strong. There's also that whole cliche " True Love Waits", yea i thought I'd go for that, but I lack the patience. My heart can wait but my emotional needs can't! I need that someone to care for! Kinda like a pet. hahaha. My parents are allergic to basically any domesticated animal, so putting my love to a pet won't work. I guess I just have to learn to be patient or start getting use to living a lie.

Maybe I'll get a Neopet. HAHAHA

[TrueLoveWaits]

hahaha oh yes there's lots of guys out there. Oh I date this one guy back in October. WOO this guy was HOT and green/ hazel eyes to kill. But naw didnt work out.

[*Azarel*]

^ Don't double post.

And no, it's not wrong. Everyone experiences that love/hate feeling at some time or another. Everyone does.