should i move on? |
should i move on? |
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i have this friend that i like. for almost four years now. and although i have thought of giving up on him.. i just stop liking him. we started out as friends.. and soon i began to like him. the nxt year.. he found out.. but was totally fine with it surprisingly ^.^ he didnt freak out of anything.. so i was totally happy about that.. because u know.. sometimes.. when i guy finds out u like them.. they freak out and all.. T_T that's when it toally sucks. but he didnt.. and i was so happy about that! =) well.. during grade 9 was my best year.. we were so close.. and a good thing is we stayed as friends even though he knew i liked him. i remember one time too.. he placed his jacket on me when i was by his locker looking at his drawing that he drew in math class. he placed it on me.. XD and let me wore it for lunch. he even gave me a rose that year ^_^ it was so perfect too. because valentines was coming up.. and roses were gonna be given out on our valentines day.. and i was totally no expecting to recieve one from him.. because he had basically stopped talking to me after he thought this other girl liked him T.T and the crappy part of that was.. that she didnt.. and i knew too.. she was doing it do make me jealous.. because she had done it to my other frds too. and most of the time that worked.. especially since he had fallen for her.. @_@ well since we hadnt talked.. i totally didnt expect for him to give me a rose. but that day.. during class.. the roses got distributed.. and i was kinda sad that my name wasnt called =| but then he leaned over.. and said that he needed to talk to me after class. i didnt know what he wanted to talk to me about.. but w.e it was.. i didnt want to hear it.. for some weird reason.. so i kinda ran away.. hahaha XP. well he caught up to me.. and he walked beside me too. he then said.. "hey.. i got u a rose.. but i paid for it a day later.. because i didnt have the money that day.. but i did get u one.. happy valentines day" i was utterly shocked but inside i was all giggly and happy ^_^ i couldnt believe that he had gotten me a rose. =) i nearly blushed right in front of him. and when i asked him why he didnt get a rose for another girl that liked him.. he said it was because she wasnt as much as friends to him as i was XP. aniwaiz.. this year.. its different.. we barely talk to each other anymore.. since we're in different classes. and i was really sad to find out that he had finally liked someone. he even went out with her during the summer too. now he doesnt seem to care much about me.. but i still do deep down in my heart. i even got him a birthday present.. but he didnt when it came to mine.. and when my best friend asked him about it.. he just said "its coming.." >.< its almost four years now.. and nothing seems to happen. he tries to talk to me sometimes.. but at times he doesnt even care if we havent seen each other. most of the time.. when we talk to each other.. its because i have to go up to him to talk.. he rarely comes up to me to talk. i care for him as a friend and all.. but it hurts to know that nothings gonna happen.. what should i do?
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