fallin for a playa Options

[fatbebepig]

i dunno wut to dooo to listen to muh heart or listen to all muh frenz.....i havnt been like dis since ever...........i met dish guy, to me he is lyke everythin i look fo...he drive a nice car fuken , he works, FUKen gud lookin , got his move knoes how to turn u on real BAD!!! alwaiz wanna be wif you....but da thing ish he's a fuken playa!!!!!!!!!!! alll muh frenz sai it...........dey all love meh to much to see meh get hurt dat wy dey didnt want to hook meh up wif him at fisrt but sumhow we end up went on a date and after dat he wud call meh up da first thing he wakes up or before he go sum where, he wud tell meh where he go wut he do....wen he get home he wud tell meh .....lyke a b/f suppose to do..but we're not...we're just seein each other ryte now....but in muh head i alwaiz hab doubt cuz muh frenz wud sai he onli get wif u cuz he want sumthing new and he just want sum P**sy..and he had been cheatin on his EX , he's a girl hopper......dey all sai da same shiet...but sumhow i cant stop frum develope this feelin fo him....i havnt gotten da chance to hab a talk wif him and talk bout his past yet...in muh mind i alwaiz hab a thought dat maybe i might be da one dat cud change him and wut IF he fallin fo meh and wud be faithful to me and wud treat meh gud..............but den im so afraid to risk it..and he even confess to meh dat he's a fuken sexualli active which IM not..im still a fuken VIRGIN...and im worry dat wut if he stick aroun and i aint givin him none and he'll just leave or even if i gib in to him afterward he still leave den wth sud i doooo i dunno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im just too confuse and muh frens wishes i wud gib it up...but it so hard